15.1.21
14.1.21
Walp shit they were brothers after allhe
had some doubts over the years
but their conversation
this evening put them asidenot
that he truly doubted but
it was a gorgeous confirmation
he called his Dad for an update because
he knew from their weekend conversation that he had a doctors appointment and
his brother would be taking him
he also called to shake him down for the front pages of the Chicago
Tribune and Chicago Sun-Times that would be published on Thursday regarding the
presidents second House impeachment you
can take the boy out of Chicago but you cant take Chicago out of the boy & you
can quit being a newspaper boy but you cant take newspapers out of the boy Man I dont have enough wallspace to hang
all my framed headlines
so what he did was lean them against a wall and changed the front one out
daily shuffling them reminding himself of history that many have a
shabby recollection of JFKs
assassination Martin Luther Kings Bobby Kennedys Anwar Sadats MAN WALKS ON THE MOON the Fall of
Saigon Challenger Nixon Resigns and on and on and on
You want me to mail those to you?
Please Like you did last week TRUMP-INCITED MOB
STORMS U.S. CAPITOL not since the War of
1812
Son his Dad called him Son never his name his Dad liked being his father and him being
his son Son, you’re a strange bird.
Well Dad you had your did he dare your cock nah you had
your hand in it hed give the old man a breakcut
him some slack he might not send the
front pages I really appreciate you
sending them Ill be happy to reimburse
you post
No, that’s okay, son, you’ve been
the most consistent of all my children.
Consistently a pain in the ass
he laughedbarked into the
telephone
Well, yes, that too. Say,
your brother’s here, would you like to talk with him.
Ohshit yah Please
I love you Dad
I love you too, son, thanks for
calling and keeping up on me.
Wish I was there I miss you
I miss you too, here’s your
brother.
HEY, shithead!
Hey muthafucker Hows it hanging
Hanging? My cock never hangs.
Jesus
Ooops. There it goes. You had to
go and kill it. Can’t be swing it in Jesus’s face.
Spare the rod spoil the child
Jesus
Sounds like you’re still tacking
towards Hell.
I do my best
So how the hell arya
Well.
Thanks for taking Dad to his appointment The ride to Madison okay
Hour and a half, but he and I
cluck like a couple of old hens there and back.
The roads were good
Yes. The snow that fell and iced
up last week looks like gray ash on the sides of the highway, clean roads.
Thats good to hear
their conversation rambled like
that and wove between things happening now and visited some old
historystories he asked about an old girlfriend
of his brothers Kathy No. we were just friends. At a distancefrom the outside looking in you seemed more than friends There was real affection No. Just friends. Huh
Hey, Sis told me about a piece you
wrote last week. I had to laugh because it confirmed indubitably that we’re
brothers.
I like indubitably
I indubitably use it any time I
get a chance, rumbles round in the mouth nicely.
Indubitably Yes It
does Indubitably
Whapiece
Last week.
A week ago is probably twentythirty pieces ago
Jesus!
H
Ha. I’ll play . . Christ!
I haven’t
heard that in a while.
Its nice to pullout on occasions excuse me
stand back gimme a little room
while I whip this thing out schlooongGah
Nice sound effects.
Thanks You incited me
Whapiece
Ohyeah . . the piece that
confirmed – indubitably – that we’re brothers.
Yasaid that
I did.
Can’t you think of it?
Sorry Off the top of my head I cant.
The beer-sipping, dago-T-ed, legs
dangling, jiggling to music . .
.
. Lactating teen
Lactating teen. Yes.
You understand she was of age
I know you’re not stupid.
Thanks
You bet.
That was something An whabout my excuse me wha a memory whabout my
lactating beauty
You honed in on my guilt
pleasure, my unachieved dream, my fantasy.
Damn
if you didn’t nail we’re brothers, we’re blood.
Thats never been in question
Maybe where you stand it hasn’t .
. I’ve had my doubts.
Well I havent
Your fantasy
Yes. I ‘ve always wanted to sleep with a lactating
milf . . you know what that is, right?
Ive heard it but I dont like acronyms Wha is it
Jesus . .
.
. H Whas that stand for
Fuck you.
No Really
Not Harold
Herald?
Herald Good one
No
I don’t know.
Holy
I did not know that.
I donknow wha milf means
It means Mother I’d Like to Fuck.
Ah But shed have to be lactat . .
.
. Yes.
Well that cinches it brother
his
best Laurel and Hardy imitation It certainly does. Hmmpf.
1550, Day-between-Two-Ts, 13 1.
21
1203, Thursday,
14 1. 21
13.1.21
Bobby was a good boyhood friend
when he learned that Bobbys
cancer surgery was a bust Bobby was
39 he sought to remember times they
spent together unfortunately in his
upset he came away with a sense of those times but not particularly memories
which spoke of
his sense of upset
later he remembered Bobbys arc
then eventual favour when he slipped his fetters and dove headlong into the
American antiwar counterculture which encouraged him with a rational State exorcism
and gobs of Sex
the war in Vietnam was beneficial
to American corporations they didnt care
that another countrys weak or unlucky were destroyed
underground newspapers fought
hand to hand combat with straight established rags and beckoned young men to
resist the draft resist the patriotism
that sought to commodify them Hey
GI hey
government-issue
he may have held the tether of
his realised consciousness between his thumb and forefinger longer than his
contemporaries or could read tossed bones that they ignored or picked at
or didnt think to split with
their canines for hidden marrow or understood
grit
he kept to his druthers with
muscular intensity and refused to have his broth diluted
oftimes then he sought Bobby
out his infant-polio classified him
4-F Bobby hadnt sought 4-F like otherspaid
for it like others he rather otherwiseto
be otherwise but he bravely unfortunately
accepted it wasnt to be
seeking Bobby he held out his tether to him Bobby snatched it with a Death grip Man, how can you be so casual? Im not being casual I trust you
he let go Bobby clutched it and stiffened Relax man You got it
no matter how strange the wind
blewwhipping him tugging at him trying
to tear him to pieces to shreds Bobby held on dug in his heels
rather
one heel his left leg wasnt good
when Bobby called
when he arrived in Chicago and
took a cab directly to the hospital Bobby laid in bed holding a helium
balloon Red, you like red best, yeah? Right Bobby he handed him its tether Now its
your turn. I trust you
he didnt let go
Bobby hadnt a choice
Wednesday, 9 6.
93 1416,
Twosday, 12 1. 21
Seals and Crofts Funny Little Man https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rwbwt7kRZJE
$382K -- Killed
https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2021/01/13/coronavirus-covid-updates/
4200 Americans died Tuesday January 12
a new single day record for the Trump
virus
however records are made to be
broken being stone-cold
1516, Day-between-Two-Ts, 13 1. 21
IMPEACHED AGAIN (givin peaches a bad name)
An there we have it
the House has
impeached the president a second time 232-197 4 Republicans did not
vote dismally historic
insurrection
sedition
deserves nothing less
lets see if the Senate has
the stones or peach pits
1337, Day-between-Two-Ts, 13 1.
21
12.1.21
Say, don’t I know you?
he got that a lot although he had an eye for faces and a memory
for names this gentleman was unfamiliar to him
to be honest however his memory
of faces and names of men was exceeded outlegged by his memory of womens
I cant say You though are unfamiliar to me
No. No. I
know you . . from . from . . . from somewhere.
Ive been there he chuckled
No, no, no; I know you.
Trepverter Yiddish Youll remember after we part as
trepverter at the bottom of the stairs wha you should have said at the top
No, no, no. I do know . .
.
. Ive one of those faces
No, no . .
.
. I have to go Ill admit I might have
been memorable during a forgettable instance or place
Nono, you’re mathematically
squared or cubed in my head; I know you. Your name?
Ha aint gonna help Joe a
common Joe
No. I know you.
Thank you While its nice to be known I have to go Youll please excuse me
he turned to his wife I know him, I know him from somewhere.
Is he familiar to you?
Yes. He is.
But you don’t want to know.
1854,
Sunday, 10 1. 21
1620
or 420 – he liked 4/20, Monday, 11 1.
21
awrightee
its about damn timeits coming folks
a president with his head up his
ass had his Treasury Secretary come visit and told him in no uncertain terms (despite the echo) that his beloved Andrew Jackson wasnt coming off a Twenty dollar bill while he
was president despite the Harriet Tubman Twenty was being prepared and readied to
go into print
Nope
through his racists lens no black
person let alone a black woman was going to replace Andrew Jackson or deface
any American currency
he hoped the Harriet Tubman
Twenty would soon appear
1156, Twosday,
12 1. 21
11.1.21
the Presidential Medal of Freedom
to Ohio Representative Jim Jordan
Freedumb Caucus member Patriots head
coach Bill Belichick
howbout the anonymous black Capitol officer who led violent
insurrectionists away from Senate chambers
Fuck the president and his enablers
1922, Monday,
11 1. 21
Update – 0109
Twosday – Belichick declined
President-elect Biden wants desperately
to heal the “soul” of the nation – lets pretend it isnt dead soulplay off -- therefore to heal demands that
we attack Trump virus but we also attack
the entities that want to violently overthrow us
two despicable organic threats
one without a head doing
what its DNA demands the second a hydra
that must be decapitated for America to go forth as a multiracial multiethnic polytheist
nation
we are existentially challenged by threats
from within rather than dire threats from without
1807, Monday,
11 1. 21
December 1, 2020: It has to stop.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hshg0Dtk5cg
theres no guessing who is
responsible for the insurrectionthe attack on the Capitol that threatened House
and Senate members alike
the president and his Republican enablers 8 senators 126 House members Republican leadership they should be expulsed if the Republican Party wants to resume
governance they should assist in expulsing these crass politicians hold elections then perhaps people interested in governing
rather than power can take back their party
Our ship is leaking badly
leaving criminals in office tears
at the tar pulls the planks apart its not a vessel to be on
1721, Monday,
11 1. 21
Why do you bother?
he shrugged
No bother Have to point it outits necessary it is very
necessary to say so
he pointed his finger at
wealth morals at moneys seduction
he considered those people who thought
they were Godbelieved they are and the
cold things they didhurtful things which werent because of anger but to hurt because they could
which is cruel
which
they believe is their right
a superior at his employment was
trying to ransack his life with Daddys
money he was confident he would hold
sway because of the money and “his breeding” asif humans were bred perhaps in wealthy circles they regard
themselves bred unique a breed apart
this monkey was convinced
those were the only tools he needed to unseat himhave him fired he used words like to my advantage insurmountable if an asss unintelligible bray could be
understood it would sound like him
for himself he was confident his
school of hardknocks his keen attention while at their knee to the words of people
more intelligent than himself would keep Daddys son at bay
he understood for a long time hed
have to play the cards he was dealt
they were at a business Christmas
party held in a downtown hotel ballroom
he didnt like downtown
he didnt like hotels
he didnt like ballrooms
his wife convinced him to wear a
sport jackethe wanted to wear a sweater
she laid out his clothes and
after he dressed and came out into the livingroom he saw she wasnt dressed
Whats up
I’m not going.
HellIm not going
You have to go.
An yare not going why
Offer my regrets that I had a accepted
an engagement previously which I could not break. she smiled crazy dimples pleased with
herself beaming
You bitch
I have my moments.
Feeding me to the wolves
Please. You’ll eat anything. They’ll be but one more item on your
extensive and varied gourmet cuisine . . because you won’t eat shit.
his turn to smile
he crossed the room to
her and kissed her deeply You owe me
Collect when you come home. she ran her hands on the breast of his jacket
jimmied his tie teasingly You’re very
handsome.
Thank you Im your handsome
And you’re full of shit.
later that evening he worked his
way to an antechamber outside the ballroom and sat on a silk couch
he stroked the seat JesusChrist he uttered admiring the cloth beneath his palm someone almost sat on his handhe snatched it
away just in time
Daddys
moneys wife
they spoke then they parried
then she told him what was wrong with him actually telling him very exercised when he
declined a blowjob
he loved it when people told him
what was wrong with him he could compare
their assessment with his list
Some might think that the only
difference between us is that I have money. But it’s more than the money.
Unlike you, you pitiful slob, I can afford, we can afford, not to have morals.
he didnt believe morals were
wrong not on his wrong list
Youll excuse me he stood My mother taught me if I hadnt something nice to say nothing at all and walked away
before he left he wanted to thank
his boss his host searching the ballroom
Daddys money approached him AwChrist I
understand you had a conversation with my wife.
I did
he
knew he wasnt going to defend his wifes honour no matter what she told her him
You really should have. She gives
tremendous head.
1222 or 0022,
Wednesday, 9 6. 93
1252, Monday,
11 1. 21
10.1.21
onetwentythree in the morning 1 2 3 easy
as that
there
was going to be a lunar eclipse
fivetwenty
he wanted to be able to wake to see
it Unless I go to sleep NOW or unless I dont go to sleep
he looked at a copy of Bridges of
Madison County on the coffee table just
finished it
thinking back over it shaman
occurred to him as did mysticism and
love
he didnt
think of love often
he thought It was just a little lie a little lie about love
it wasnt the usual lie
that love spoken with sexual ardor
and heat which meant Thank you meant orgasm
that meant anything besides I love you
three words 1 2 3 used selfishly thoroughly trashed
used benignly
when he thought of love he
imagined a warm love a comforting love an idealised love that tickles the skintingles the scalpblushes the
cheeksstrokes the throat inside deftlydeliciously caresses the loins like a cats lick
that was love
a prostitute doesnt hear I love
you not from a John
he said I love you three times
he said I like you a lot
You
like me? Yes I
like you I prefer to be honest
he was slapped for being honestthey
wanted more more wasnt for him to givehed
been slapped more times than he cared to remember
like doesnt
suggest the gratification love does
so he modified saying so that he didnt
need to tuck his chin behind his shoulderkeep his elbows up take blows on his arms
rather than lie he said I love
fucking you
shame on himhuh
0123, Friday,
4 6. 93
1333, Sunday,
10 1. 21
he stood with one foot in the
grave not that hed be buried like a bone
in a vacuumedsealed coffin to eventually turn to a molten slippery sludge
he thought existentially
while it seemed those behind himyounger
than him were imbued in fantasynot dependent on their own imaginations he couldnt imagine the places they might allow themselves to be taken or led
they fingered flat keyboard played
with toggleswitches were enticed by buttons
button
the only button he wanted to
finger or rotate was a womans nipple he
wasnt going to accept a virtual stopgap be a virtual player be 2D while
his 3Dself acquiesced and was suspendedhung
in a jitteryelectronic miasmic stupor be represented by a frenetic ant army hive of buzzingbees or electroshocked
entities
not his cup of Socrates hemlock
1933, Saturday,
2 1. 21
1606, Reggae Friday, 8 1.
21
9.1.21
muffled . . interregnum
Excuse me I wasnt listenin I dont think I heard you correctly
I said during this interregnum . .
Again Are you mumbling on purposeafraid you dont know how to say the word correctly If yare wrong someone will correct you
What’s your confusion?
Wha yare saying Arya saying intherectum That whaya said
Ahyes, yes . . I believe that’s
what I said. WHAT?
Whas that have to do with
anything
That has everything to do with
what happened this afternoon, this insurrection, shame, this national stain.
During . . intherectum
Yes.
Wow
Where was I where did I go when that was batted about
What are you talking about?
Wha arya talkinbout
I . .ah . . interregnum.
Oh Interregnum
Yes. That’s what I said.
I misunderstood Not wha I heard Yaought to speak clearlyenunciate I was offwent off in a whole other direction
afternoon, Day-between-Two-Ts, 6 1.
21
1539, Reggae Friday, 8 1.
21
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