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he brought in a couple of heavyhitters Baldwin Dostoyevsky who saw as he saw  saw a very simple premise  which obviously has been passed down through time



What do you mean? his granddaughter asked him 

You got answers I got questions

her expression warped with confusion or was that confusement addled sobriety the confluence of confusion and entertainment
Ohgrampa.

nothing more 

then

Would you excuse me(soo polite)? I’ll be right back. I have to tell Momma something.

Help yourself he replied 

he helped himselfhe always hadhe never asked for permission one doesnt ask permission to flaunt or disrupt the status quowhats deemed acceptable permissible  decent  isnt it a shame that socalled looks a bit like socialed doesnt it socalled decency is prescribed by the majority that which holds itself in esteem and to step away from it deserves ridicule deserves to be despised shamed  so thinskinned   so easily bruised    so effete

he watched his granddaughter go into the house from where they sat on the front porch together enjoying conversation and the refreshment of freshsqueezed chilled oranges

he knew he confused her

he talked straight

Just say what you mean little girldont get caught up in trying to say it nicely or not to mean to hurt someones feeling  Theyll get over it  Theyll get over it as long as your intentions are goodif you meant it constructively  Youve heard of constructive criticism Ill bet  its what teachers do to help you improve  and we all can be improved  There is nothing perfect about human beingstheres really good  but never perfect
I talk straight

No. Not really grampa. You talk she struggled for the word  you talk   funny.

Funny

Like riddles. Funny riddles.  You don’t make sense.


I dont make sense
You don’t.

How dont I make sense

You don’t, that’s all.


Whatever

Huh?

Basically youre giving me whatever  I hate that term  Its dismissive onesided You cant be bothered to complete the argument so Whatever  Were done Over

Grampa, you don’t make sense.

However my little love if you were more patientan youre not youre not a patient person If you were an I know Im asking a lot from you youre only nine  but if you gave what I said some thoughtif you were patient  then Im sure youd see I make a lot of sense when I say You got answers I got questions

Use your imagination


evidently thats all it takes to chase a little girl into the house to her momma

shed be back
she forgot her orange juice



Baldwin said The purpose of art is to lay bare the questions hidden by the answers.

Dostoyevsky We have all the answers. It is the questions we don’t know.


he wasnt original 

few are

however he always sought to use his imagination
                                                    recently he read Claudia Rankines Citizen: An American Lyric who also pulled on Jimmy and Fyodor and as he told his granddaughter Ms Rankine also cited the necessity of imagination

Because White men can’t/police their imagination/Black men are dying


figurin seminal around Saturday, 3  12. 16
0653, Saturday,  7  7. 18
1054, Sunday,  8  7. 18

Kendrick Lamar  God is a Gangsta (Complicated)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4wZytWFm7x0