theres a method to his madness  but he wont divulge it 

                                                                          he didnt have to share

he identified bodies

who the bodys were

he had the distinctdistinkt pleasure of catching up with unwitting say dimwitted murderers of those peoplesbodys they thought no bodies before the authorities 

                                             SAY You should have stoked the fire hotter or really churned itturned it  You left pieces 

                                              he didnt wait on authorities because he assumed authority on his own

faced with that

                 authorities slapped on legal to proscribedefine them asif tha mattered to suggestonly suggest because he hadnt a badge a patch some id he was somehow illegal   please at best they were late to the party ILL legal illlegal  ill informed

             they had that on him

         

   found   feckless

he was free to feed on their carcasses  HOWEVER 

                                                       not before they knew what they knew and that he knew 

as apt a printed definition of premeditated as he had ever read

 

theres method to his madness   he aint divulging 

                                                     Go ahead say it  shehe heshe said 

sometimes he liked permission 

                              Awright itd be vulgar 

   Better 

Yah

1430,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  16  11. 22

1540,  Day-between-Two-Ts    

Coil  The Gimp (Sometimes)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dN6U4YzdInU

he came in from his daily walk in the sun

he was warmedwarmed twice a day 

                                        in the sunthe exertion of walking miles     then 

when he went to bed

                       slathered in the elegiacelectric fadedblue polyester blanket which faked sun

Elegiac

Certainly  Think about it 

   Ya got me 

               I understand it to mean wistful  mournful

Or sad 

         I don think it very often but being warmed at night by an electric blanket not a body is sad  Possibly   pitiful

My  Yare being unusually frank

Between you and I nawh 

                           shehes heshes were notoriously tightlipped they got it from him  friends knew they could confide in him  was like tossing a coin into a deep deep wishing well and if thinking to listen were unable to hear it strike bottom 

                Feeling pitiful for some reason this evening

Thas unlike you

It is unlike me

   You thought to call herdidnt you

a sad smile worked into his face 

                                      I did

You tipped the dominoes

I tipped the dominoes 

You have my condolences

 

   Thank you   Too manytoo quick 

                                       Im bent under the weight

If you don mind   Understandably

No I don   I understand a sharp HA hawk broke in his throat 

                                                                      I stand under it 

Yes   Yes you do

1437,  Twosday,  15  11. 22

1317,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  16  11. 22

Mogwai  Too Raging to Cheers  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TPiQUVyfCMY

   he  we  have a marvelous capacity for taking things for grantedcant help ourselves despite not knowing when the last time will be the last time  except which goes without saying 

                                                                    the thought reminded him of the Beatles Yesterday 

I loved you yesterday but yesterday’s gone. 

the cold linchpinstill dangling from his finger reminding him was bigfoot  a huge catnow shrinking he befriended ten years earlier who came morning and evening for food 

                                                  Yesterday

looking out his kitchen window he saw him sitting in the flower planter just outside it  

he killed flowers so the terracotta pots were empty except for vagrant plants which were likely weeds he appreciated all ways Nature manifests herself

he was surprised the planter held bigfoots weight  the last tenant hung it

                                                                             he rapped on the glassasked Hey big guy ya wanna treat  he hadnt ever fed him by hand   early in their relationship bigfoot had bitten his handshis arms both his legs  he noddedconceded itd be an interesting experiment

he dumped some tastyhe tried themthey werent bad salmon treats into his hand opened the window and held them out to him cupped in his hand 

bigfoots head waggled  he smelled them

                                              Aww big guy  ya kiddin me

eventually he found the kibble  apparently was having a hard time seeing them                                                                                                                                locating them he mouthednoshed on a couple backed off to chew sniffed again located a couple more   he took his time at the kibble  when bigfoot had finished he held his hand uprightSTOP All gone big guy all gone This was a treat Dinners in an houranahaf  bigfoot sat sphinxlike  he slid the window shut

returning to prepare his dinnercutting up vegetables he thought to this point their relationship they had been casual however in the last year yearanahaf when he came upon bigfoot at the foot of the hill leading up to his place hed hear him chirp hed stop hed pick him up carry him up the hilltheir faces inches apart ten years ago that wouldnt have happened bigfoot wouldnt have allowed him to pick him up he wouldnt have allowed bigfoot that close to his facehis eyes 

      TIME 

it occurred to himstomped him  he had no idea when the last time would be 

if he would find bigfoot or if bigfoot wouldnt show  disappear

                                                       ANGST

   DONTAKE BIGFOOT FOR GRANTED he didnt think animals had the capacity although he could be wrong

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1105,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  16  11. 22

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wXTJBr9tt8Q

Whale Fall  The Dawn Thief  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kvZ2x4_sE8