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he had been listening going back and forth between SPKs Information Overload Unit and From Ritual to Science
but decided to ante up balls to the wall and play them concurrentlYEOW!

submit to their throbbing grinding mesmerising risingRising thewholedamnmess amesmerising Throb

SPK was an Australian industrial music noise music band and something he liked very much to listen to as he wrote 

song lyrics were the last fuckin things he wanted to hear
he didnt need more words stuffed or tucked in his ears
unless 
            as he mentioned more than a several times in passing
their lyrics were sang in a foreign language
which he knew none
the TrueBlue American he is
                                               though he challenged his starry TrueBlueness  using the Metric Systems Measures
and Weights 

he wouldnt throw its more exacting measures under an Amtrak train even if he wanted

and even if he did  Amtrak couldnt trample or sever them
Hell  it couldnt even catch them
High-Speed Rails didnt exist in America  and thereby  realistically  it should be very hard for the Country to hang its hat on its declared Exceptionalism  unless  of course
that Exceptionalism defines what the Country doesnt have
                                                                                                which ought to stick in its kraw
(he used the k because it was far more brazen in regards to American Exceptionalism) which had stuck in his craw
for as long as he could remember


he had been talking with a friend who was knowledgeable of US Foreign Policy
specifically about its historical interpretations  ideations  regarding multilateralism unilateralism and hegemony
and after a blunderbuss shot in the face  compleat with attributed quotes and footnotes
he realised he was even more idealistic than he thought himself to be
                                                                                                                 time  Again  to blame his teachers as he grew up 
hed almost bitched outloud  scapegoating them  Again
as his History classes and Current Events failed to put in place a healthy dose of skepticism

then his humanity would strike him(always two sides to a coin)
                         
frankly  Nam was the rage and the Draft needed young bodies who were unable to duck-and-cover(plainly said  afford) in the hallways and dorms of Higher Education

which wasnt to say that Educations hallways and dorms realistically ensconced the Generations Brain Trust

among other things it ensconced its financial continuity
(curiously as he wrote concluding the last sentience  on From Ritual to Science at the 21:39 minute-mark and the 1:54 mark of Information Overload Units fifth track Ground Zero Infinity Dose  human voices began HAHAHAing roaring like lions sputtering gibberish   ---   he couldnt have said it better himself)flesmih retteb ti dias evah tndluoc eh
(tracks were often played backwards)
 
then Epilept Convulse concluded
                                                      leaving From Ritual to Science to finish out soulo


he had it on the good authority  draft dodgers  not to step forward when commanded to at the Draft Board
it was better to contend with Americas Military Might and Government outside their confines than argue CO(Conscientious Objector) or anything inside them

he appreciated their sound advise
they were his peers

his parents  awkwardly  were horribly embarrassed he refused to fight for their Country

Cuntry  he said correcting them
I am sorry for your embarrassment
but  at the very least

you cant die from it


when they started to moan
he couldnt consoule them

he despaired                                                                                                                                         
                      only because he hadnt the forethought to record them

then play them backwards





late evening,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  27  5. 15
 1434,  Thursday,  28  5. 15



There was never a bad time
                                              or a better time
I love you  he told her


she narrowed her eyes
How do you love me

What How do I love you
Iloveyou

suspiciously
How  do you love me


Awgh
                                                    
he smiled
he was salty and liberal with how he loved her
his terms of endearment werent for the faint of heart  and sometimes he plain forgot just how liberal he was
he gave his imagination free range

So  I should steal Brownings line  How do I love thee  Let me count the ways


You could count the ways
if you like

I have permission

You do


Iloveyou  I really cant say  thee

I  love  you

I love yoou  Y – O – O – U


Oh  my cold day endearment  I recall you see

I do


And

I love ewe  E – W – E

E – W – E  

Yes ewe  Whenever  quite honestly  Im lusting after you

When arent you

Hey  Lets not get full of ourselves

Full of ourselves
Baby  youre full of shit

Stuffed to the gills Honeybunny(Pulp Fiction  They relished their homage to cinema)

And thats why I probably I love you to pieces

You get me

Gotcha
            Like you got me



I love you to the depth and breadth and height my soul can reach




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