You didnt have daughters

                                   Ya missed out

    How’s that?

To be a properly involved parent

                                       Grrls

More work less work

How do you mean?

Women unfortunately have to confrontI mean confront Mans World horseshit  But then easier to work with because as grrls young women  properly attended  loved tha they left cockclutching boys in the dirt

    Cock clutching?

Ya remember  Anya had three

                                   Don tryantell me they didnt spent a lot of time playing with themselves  Ive tolerated a hafdozen nephews an being an elder cousin my younger cousins foisted on us lotsa clutching

Haf the time hard to play catch with

I was an involved parent. looked pained

    Ya sit withem evenings at the kitchen table while they did their homework read their papers makeem rewrite question their referencestheir understanding of subject matters

Ya talk toem about the birds an the be . .

. . They got tha at school

School

             Tha shoud have been at home   A parents obligation not schools

 

You participate in PTAparticipate help create plan school events  activities  chaperone dances

High school  I put in seven years

Tell me the years you invested

    I invested.

When I married I didnt bring a lot to the table aside from being the eldest of ninemiddle  manager

I wasnt gonna make a lot of money but I knew between us wed get along

Her father  He’s a dead beat.

    I was the hardest workin deadbeat either ofem ever laid eyes on

Of tha Im certain       

Saturday afternoon,  2  8. 25

2317,  Tuesday,  5  8. 25

He broke my hearthe pulled back   He was the last person I expected to punch a hole in their character  sink it

Who?

Pacino

What film?

Cant think of its name right now risque for its time Friedkin  Exorcist   director 

                                                                                     Whaya gonna do

Suck it up  A defeat

That’s pretty harsh.

He had Needle in Panic Park two Godfather films Serpico Dog Day Afternoon behind him  A fuckin colossus

    Pulled away  receded

How?

Wasnt true to his character

                             Films about Pacino as an undercover cop tryin to catch a serial killer of homosexuals

sharply  Homosexuals?

Early Eighties  Wha did ya callem

                                       You remember or thenagain  raised in a sleepy little ag town

Many homosexuals in your parts

I’m sure there were.

Gays bars

Good God no.

Good God

            Yareally think so

Creeps got billions of billions of cubic feet of hot blood on His handshands of His fervent believers

                                                                                                       Off point

I digress

Saw the film at a theatre downtown Minneapolis  Only time Ive seen it  Im sayin tha because youre gonna ask wha put me off

    I cant say I remember  I was terribly disappointed   

Rest of the film a blur

Maybe it was in the script, maybe Friedkins direction.

No

     You understand wha a model is wha an actor is

I do.

Then youd agree a model is nothing more than a clothes hanger

No.

Youd agree an actor auditions for parts they want to inhabit

    Inhabit?

Ja

How do you mean?

I got a feelin this is going to become ugly

                                               Whas inhabit  Live in   Occupy      Ever act

I did not.

Not a grade school play

No.

    Right  Ag town U S A

A model is nothing more than a human clothes hanger an actor wants nothing more than be tha written imagined flesh an blood character

                                      Be authentic

They wanna put their stamp on the character

If a character is realised inauthentic

                                       Nobodys gonna buy it

I said the rest of the film was a blur

Tha was my deep disappointment

    Maybe it was written in the script.

Maybe

           Never know

Although yaneed to get your head on straight about wha serious actors demand of themselves

They are inhabitants  Auteurs ifya woud in front of the camera

Saturday afternoon,  2  8. 25

339preferred,  5  8. 25

Al Pacino  Cruising  1980  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpJ5K8Vt5V8 

    she asked  Why do you continue using acronyms while talking to me or texting when you know full well Ive asked you to stoptheyre retarded to me  Youre only emphasising your retardedness

I wish you wouldn . .

. . Wha

           Use retard retarded retardedness

Is there an acronym for it

                            T A R D  The assholes really dense

My God, close my eyes listen I’d think you were a guy.

I know you don like the terminology  You quit  Ill quit

                                                         Though I know your habits harder to break

Stop callinya TARD will be easy

Just made it up

    I guess we’ll have to see.

Then keep in mindas Ill not forget cross meyoull own it in hafaheartbeat

Maybe, please, before we institute this initiative . . . can I sputter only two more acronyms that have to do with what we were discussing?

Christ 

       Got me so wrangleddisturbed I may have forgotten wha we were talking aboutNo  no I know  Yet another subject Ive also asked you to stop talking to me about because I do not care for it at all  At  All

    Statistics  Data

Devoid of humanity

It’s legitimate.

 

Can I? last two.

Youre lying

            Youll Oops I forgot  But youll not have because you like to provoke me

Have I ever told you how attractive you are provoked?

Suck my cock

Tellin’ ya, if I closed my eyes I’d think you were a guy.

Theyre mine from the best relationship I ever had with a man

                                                                                    

    May I? last two L L N.

Means nothing

                 Havin a hard time listenin

S S S.

Quickly  say

I believ . .

. . Whaever ya want  I don knowem

                                        Say

watching her face for any recognition

                                         Law of Large Numbers. Small Sample Size.  got dead fish

 

B B B  Ya know

    B B B.   B B B.     I don’t know.

Of course you do

I don’t.

Come on Youre always eggin me onanon bout it

I don’t.

You do

          Don play stupid

tad irritated  I think you’re mistaken.

Big Breasted Babes  Bountiful Beasts of Bucharest

                                                       Of Ruth  cracked herself up

he probably forgot he shared

Bugs Bunny went off in her head  What a maroon!

Saturday afternoon,  2  8. 25

1149,  Tuesday,  5  8. 25

Bugs Bunny  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSZ1h-bydS4

Methinks, if I may . .

. . You did

I did.

         Methinks you’re woke.

Why

Your illliberal, three Ls.

                           Seem always to be outside the box.

Ill take tha though   I may be more

More?  How so?

Ur  Woke

Thank you. I believe I am too.

Ur   Not youre

                  Though I believe you are too

Oh.  Ur  U   R.

Primitive original  first came first served

                                            Tha said comin in I did help myself to top shelf products

That again.

Im sorry ya didnt have the experience

                                          It shows

Come on, man.

Ya got one compliment out of me don want it goin to your head  Keepin ya evenkeel

Ah, I see how it goes.

Came an went

I may have to reassess your wokeness.

 

 

I may have to reasses . .

. . I heard

You’re not curious?

I don want to know how your mind works your ball  run with it

You’re no fun.

Keep up or Ill lose you

Awrigh . .

. . Yet again mine  Two in few minutes

                                          Youre welcome

    Thank you.  Awright.    Neo-woke.

No thank you

You don’t like it?

Neo  New

             I prefer primitive  Closer to the touchstone

Hard to be moved off it

Stubborn.

Willful awkward difficult

    You said it, brother.

Best to know urself

Saturday afternoon,  2  8. 25

1053,  Tuesday,  5  8. 25

Pianza  Nightmares  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTzK8-WAB2Y

So lemme get this straight been a long time since I made a road trip to ToledoO HI O

Really?  Ya gotta say it like that?

Ive been sayin it like tha since I was we were kids

Yahave.  You have.

                       I just thought yawould have outgrown it.

Methinks impossible for me to outgrow fun

                                                Tickles me something fierce

If it irritates you I apologise but Ill not stop ToledoO HI O

    You’re a real peach, brother.

Peachie keen

              Yastopped for coffee

No, pit stop off the highway.  

There were slot machines

Lotsa slots.

You figured youd been sitting awhile time to stretch your legs wander the  was it a casino

No. In the lobby in a games room off the diner.

    Anya saw her

Don’t say it like that.

Wonder Woman

                     Did it have like  a photograph of Lynda Carter or was it a graphic comicbook rendition

Carter. In costume.

Whad Dad think

When I found him he was already on a machine. We agreed fifteen minutes, get coffee, something to nibble, hit the road again.

But ya stayed an hour won better than a hunred dolla . .

. . Dad just shy of a hundred.

A worthwhile stop

Tell me about it.

                  When we were kids we stopped there. No machines then.

Oh  I think I remember

                             On a corner farm house cornfield beyond

That’s it.

No shit

             So now when you take Dad to a local casi . .

. . I play Wonder Woman, he plays Quick Hit.

Returning from ToledoO HI O saw the irritation in his face but thats what little brothers are for  he had four  ya stop again

Bet yer sweet ass.

                      Didn’t win as large but didn’t stay as long.

I always took you as a card player

I had been, but I have to admit the lights the sounds are more exciting, stimulating.

Visual

Yakiddin’ me. Lynda Carter Wonder Woman.

                                                Remember how intently we watched? disturbed their little sisters

nodded mute   passive acquiescence

                                         mind ran off somewhere

crotch warm 

    

1725,  Monday,  4  8. 25

0918,  Tuesday,  5  8. 25

Cryobiosis  Condensation  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVdU3G50Mvs