14.4.20



If you dont believe in God yacant call coronavirus an Act of God  an not believing  youre left with alternatives  however what he bought into was Nature
                                            Natures Way 
Manunkinde Mankinde unfortunately has left goodness in the hands of sociopaths who if they cant give two shits for human beings have even more shits they cant give for fellow earthlings or the planet itself

Yup  Gettin wha we deserve

he was musingmusing as he washed dishes a pot he made lentil soup in the saucers he fed his cats from and two large mugs he drank tea from

washing the first he paused 
                                then held it in both his hands  admired it 

he looked at the second on the counter waiting its turn to be bathed

Are you kiddin me

Are you fuckin kiddin me 

it occurred to himwhy it took so long he hadnt a clue
                                                      he knew  but knowing and saying out loud are different

the one in his hands his wife gave him

the one waiting patiently on the counter a buffalo facing left on it  he knewhis daughter knew that he preferred buffaloes facing left she also gave him a card with it that buffalo faced right I know, I know, I know it’s facing right, but, but, and I looked, none of the artist’s cards faced left; still, it is lovely, isn't it?.”

it was

what she wrote inside it was lovelier  
                                       I keep hearing the still quiet. The steam rises through ther deep blanket of crystalline snow. I can almost feel the moisture in the rising heat and I am surprised as the immense head lifts and those deep, dark brown eyes meet mine. The moment is encapsulated in the innate cosmic knowing. It continues to chew and lives as it always has and always will, for this is its way. The Buffalo Way.

This is the recurring image that I’ve been seeing the past week or so. Yesterday, as we spoke, I realized it was you.


she had a way with words


when his wife gave him the mug he was washing she said  I want you to have this. You covet it, truly, and I can’t begin to tell you the joy I take when I see you drinking from it.

his head fellhis chin to his chest


they were dead now yet so very alive in his hands in his brain

Thank you girls  Thank you so muchso very much  I love you both   Sometimes I think my heart is going to break             



1144,  Twosday,  14  4. 20
Spirit  Nature’sWay   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qvQa04JP73o