9.3.16



there are cripples(OUCH not so PC huh)                   
                                an then there are cripples who milk their disabilities harass an skew those around them who may struggle against hidden infirmities  quietly  just beneath their skin
trembling

insecure
 
their skin  timidthin eggshells
                   
their worry  the chick within pecking  its eggtooth desperate to emerge an fulfill the life it thinks its meant to have 


hed worked a Montanan chicken farm  raised tended fowl  sold their eggs  seen their monsters hatch  be murdered
or succumb riotously(as is lifes Nature) to their deficiencies
                                               those deficients
didnt turn or equip themselves with their misfortunes against others of their kind
 
perhaps birdbrains didnt work in such a manner  or conceive of such a thrust 

which  evidently  biggerbrains would

would play on the sympathies of others
or accuse them without pity if empathy wasnt immediate near-immediately aroused  granted   mindless

he watched too many times people use their crippledness to an advantage  simply for their advantage

however 
        after having seen eggs illformed  gelatinous  candled twoheaded fowls while looking for yolkers  smelled the stench of eggs rotting from within  he wasnt kneejerk kind to  or tolerated mindless kowtowing
 
he candled as it were the skulls of the deprived the bereft to be sure they warranted his kindness

he looked at their endproduct  particularly when they didnt minimise their disability an seemed to clutch it expectantly vying for their entitlement  no matter how unfortunate

simply put  perhaps insensitively  if they expected his help he wanted to know why their endproduct existed

he wasnt one to be hoodwinked by anyone

yet he was imminently brave enough to apologise if errant  wrong

as brave as he was refusing to be used as a tool


some cripples are responsible for their injuries

he was an unexpected knife to pare them




1215,  Moanday,  7  3. 16
2314,  Twosday,  8  3. 16