19.12.23


Shit
    caught him offguard  reallyreally surprised him

he knew these couples
                         or rather
thought he did

maybe onetwo  three  of the gals their roads far tougher than a white mans
                                                                                 however
he didnt foresee guys would
he didnt


when he posited the question the gals puzzled satback three guys immediatelyaggressively leaned forward  axes to grind went off over one another
                                despite   despite them knowing whenever he had a question hed say where he stood
he believed that was important

he let them work it out
wasnt prompting
                   just tendered the inquiry

three of six did

two of six women said

they were peeved volatile  reallyreally surprised him
                                                         harbored
deepseated angstanguish

five of a dozen

a legit sampling


   then finally  like a bomb an accusation Whydya ask? What about you?

he paused took his sweet time   looked each in the eyes
                                                               Yacut me off before I coud say
Yeah well. You tapped a nerve.

Ill apologise Im sorry
                       I didnt see that comin

And so?  What?

No I didnt don   hate anyone

coed five got twitchy

Though I will admit
                     Ill admit tha Ive disliked with extreme prejudice  certain people
But not hate
Hate
      Evil  I let neither rankle my vocabulary

Reggaefriday afternoon after 1415approximately,  15  12. 23
2149,  2sday,  19  12. 23
Alanis Morissette  You Oughta Know  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RitmSQcmUuI

IMY2  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gat8d1ozuZ8


Excuse my Ideation   hes always makin a mess  amass messes
                                                                       See
See how it works

See Dick
I was takin a leak.
                     was arrested for indecency exposure I swear I was takin a leak.   he knew a guy   was the guy lying   who tells the truth any more even when it has nothing to do with or shares the gravity of . . .   Christ it was a misdemeanor. Small town judge. Treated me like a felon was all over me.   . . . shares the courtordered gravity of going door to door in the neighbourhood and having to introduce himself as a sexual offender
                                                                                           Aint like sellin Girl Scout cookies.

There’s no excuse. That’s what bathrooms are for.

An before Judge?  Before?


See, see. See Jane.

Oh, Jane. Look, look, look . . .

Look, Dick. Look, Jane. Look and see.


Ideation
           legalish licorice  phonaesthetic  Hell withya Tolkien
legalish Urban Dictionary means to be written or portrayed in a confusing, inarticulate, or complicated manner.  obfuscate

everybody knows what licorice isHell Kaspar one of the Wise Kings brought baby Jesus a gift of licorice  “Licorice!” cried Kaspar, “Sweet, black licorice!”

Melchior and Balthazar may have preferred red

licorice is black

episode

episodic

epicsodomy    How canya turn yare back on tha he coudnt
                                                    Nope   Not at all coudnt

1700,  Thursday,  14  12. 23
2244,  Thursday
1326,  2sday,  19  12. 23
the reader kills him  unappealing  lackluster  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72qQKI7IYlI

https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1978/12/24/amahl-and-the-night-visitors/774f7528-05f6-4c42-a096-227a8a6e984e/


   discover   following it he wrote uncover

he wrote two other things in relationship to them but he couldnt remember them now
that was a good thing

he figured   soon he wouldnt remember them either the four which pricked him nearly three days morning and night gone
         Aaah

I dont believe you

Whaever ya must  Im tellinya the two are gone

I remember them

Keepem to yourself

How canya not remember them

Hold onto your pantyhose Ill tellya
                                        They were bleached from my mind once I wrote take a little trip with me
If you remember wha Ive forgotten youll remember tha

I do

An ifya remember tha Im at a loss why you don remember the bleaching the marvelous daylightsunlight lightinup the bathroom while I took yet another hot bath
                                              The night of writing take a little trip

Im not always present

Thawoud explain it

I need more thantha

Awright sure  I can understand tha
                                           Remember appleseed  Were you around
Mythic appleseed
Not mythic
               My companion

   A daddylonglegs

Yes Correct

Who three times attempted suicide

Attempted

But you intervened 

She didnt attempt again

Of course  Three times an youre out
                                           Which isnt to say ya didnt remain vigilant

I woud be vigilant She was my companion

Fine
         Where this going

Im relating how the two latter words have been erased from my mind
Bleached

   Yes

I interrupt  Continue

Appreciate the permission  Big of you
                                            As I was sayin  the marvelous daylightsunlight lightinup the bathroom as I bathed

Yes
Yah
       The light didnt cross into the hallway  It remained dark
I thought if I were in the hall at that instance opposite the doorway  the lighted bathroom woud have been the reflective silver of a mirror  I would have been able to see my reflection
Thaswha I thought in tha instant
                                       A terrific thought
Terrifying

   No   Remarkable
An in the corner at the ceiling where appleseed kept her web diametrically opposite my head my eyes
                                                                                                               Appleseed
 

Like an angel   A little guardian angel

No
     Like she was for all the hot daytime baths I took to help my body  Rock steady

An thereafter the two words following discover uncover   evaporated from your mind

   Gone  AnIve got a good memory
                                       Been dredging Nada nothing    Im grateful

You straight

As an arrow
                It was wonderful to see her again  Then I blinked   his voice cracked It was dark again
  
2156,  Monday,  18  12. 23
1055,  2sday,  19  12. 23

Peter J Malmsjo  Still  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mVo-4jKJa0

The Whispers  Rock Steady  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2C0oX8ZVSmA


Saturday

New Hampshire

the Tourettes continues

FOE since everyones makingup acronyms he madeup one of his own  fat orange eunuch spoke

“They who let– I think the real number is fifteen, sixteen million people into our country. When they do that, we got a lot of work to do. They’re poisoning the blood of the country,” former said. “That’s what they’ve done. They poison mental institutions and prisons all over the world, not just in South America, not just to three or four counties that we think about, but all over the world. They’re coming into our country from Africa isnt this where former ought to have said shithole countries, from Asia, all over the world.” where people have come since before America was known as America 
                                                                                                              doublingdown on his claim he posted at Truth Social hilariously ridiculous moniker “Illegal immigration is poisoning the blood of our nation.”

Fee Fie Foe Fum he smelled Stephen Millersmacks of a Goebbels wannabe
                                                                                does yahoo GobbleGobble know his History

1 May 1945 Goebbels and his wife Magda poisoned their six children and then killed themselves

  just wrioting the facts

0853,  2sday,  19  12. 23

https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/maddow-why-does-trump-keep-talking-like-a-fascist-because-it-works-200511045884?cid=eml_mda_20231219&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.pbs.org/wgbh/americanexperience/features/goebbels-biography/