You know wha I think

You’re always thinking . . . sure.

You know wha I think is funny

A comedic venture, not your usual . . sure.

But not necessarily funny in a nice waykind way

There you are . . you were beginning to spook me.

I think its funny when celebrities decide to play house

Celebrites? 

Yes 

     An nowdays influencers  yes

   Why?

Avowed sociopaths cant make a relationship a marriage work An chances are theyre involved with another sociopath 

Two sociopaths don make a rite 

                                 Don want you to miss tha  Rite  R – I – T – E not R – I – G – H – T

HA no . I suppose you wouldn’t.  Didn’t occur to me.

Wha do you think

Do I have to?

No No   Have an opinion 

                            Yare more inclined to peruse entertain celebrities sport stars your televised sapiosexual significant others than I  Entertain them or have thought-processes about them because one has to have disposal income to date  prattle with on-line dating advisors 

                                                      Dare I say

Or shall I leave it to you                     

I don’t know what you’re talking about. 

You do

I don’t.

You do  

         Life coaches 

Oh. 

    That.

Yes 

So what made you think of that?

I have to think

 

Nothing

   Out of the blue the locus coeruleus  Blue spot

What?

Its the nucleus in the pons of the brainstem 

                                              The blue spot Derived from its azure appearance in unstained brain tissue Tissue  I like to think my brain is more substantialsignificant than tissue  Blue The colouring is due to light scattering from neuromelanin in noradrenergic nerve cell bodies

he blinked

Noradrenergic  Produces norepinephrine A neurotransmitter a hormone critical to the fight-or-flight response Which ultimately intimately may suggest why I havent a blue spot per se  Im prone to fight 

                                                                                         However tha doesnt exclude something out of the blue occurring to me 

he withheld a shouldershrug  I think I shouldn’t let you think.

    

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https://neuroscientificallychallenged.com/posts/know-your-brain-locus-coeruleus

he was an optimist

his barber died

his barber died

he was an optimist  didnt matter that Milo had been cutting hair longer than hed been alive

Milo cut his hair last why wouldnt he cut it again

an adage he adopted No news is good news

no news was good news 

                            until it wasnt 

the news didnt work its way to himfind him

he had to go out of his way                   

missed Milo by a month

Milos granddaughter worked at the barber shop

he Walked In and stood at the entrance beside the first chair where Milo cut hair where he kept his appointment book on a shelf above the counter beside threefour old cardboardbound family photograph albums 

                                                                                                     Hello

she had someone in her chair 

                                   distracted working with a razor Just a moment please.

Please at your convenience 

she excused herself came over to him 

                                        Yes, how can I help you?

Id like to make an appointment with Milo  This Friday if possible

If  possible . . . 

                I’m sorry, my grandfather passed away just before Christmas.

tears were out of his eyes before he could form words

                                                          I    I  My condolences 

Youll excuse me  he used his body to open the plate glass door to escape 

   he was an optimist  until optimism was crushed

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he was becoming musey  Seeing

                                     confirmed it when he read page 29  Cormac McCarthys Stella Maris 

“How many people if they could snap their fingers and vanish would do so? . . . All trace of both being and ever having been.” 

        “To wish oneself never to have been. Again, not the same as no longer to be.   Who was that? Anaximander? Anaximanders conclusion  when considering the underlying foundation of the universe this world has the capacity for infinite plurality  thereby things within our universe are unique   The same for whom?” 

 

he considered disappearing to suicide several times and thought it was his until he read McCarthy

he would concede

who was he

             he wasnt in McCarthys league few were  but he wrote  and in near-vein he wrote How very nice to disappear rather than die  atomise 

                                        he didnt think as McCarthy did  negating ones life their history erased too   he may have been influenced by Ambrose Bierces The Devils Dictionary  Carlos Fuentes  The Old Gringo  example

Bierce left his correspondents job for Hearst publications and riding a horse into Mexico disappeared off the face of the earth   

   lotsa people disappear in Mexico

he conceded

              but was pleased that he and McCarthy concurred

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