17.4.24


return to grim reality
                      hes AMAZED that Republican politicians continue to ask  Are you better off today than you were four years ago? https://www.cbsnews.com/live-updates/coronavirus-pandemic-covid-19-latest-news-2020-04-17/  
blows him away
                   whats the disconnect
how are they even holding office

as of 18March 2024  1,217,703 Americans have died from Trumpvirus hed suggest thats an underestimate  

as of this evening  1,219,487 deaths
59 deaths everyday for the past 30 days  

“ . . . Out in the street they call it murder”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-SCf7OAAYU

1913,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  4. 24
Damien Marley  Welcome to Jamrock

https://www.worldometers.info/coronavirus/country/us/

had to changingup rearrange his vernacular

when things stared him in the face he cant blink  can Not see
                                                                   onceseen cant unsee

maybe not changeup
                       an augmentation

bitchslap had to remain

couldnt toss it wholesale to the side  discarded
                                                    might need it again   someday
enter
       Brookeslapped
more pleasant than it sounds

it simmered a longwhile before brought to a suddendeserving Boil
                                                                       onceseen cant unsee


it struck him odd that pool parties he attended as he got older had nothing to do with the pool

he was invited
                 accepted

conversations alcohol  flowed

the majority of people wearing unwet swimsuit worked their way into the house

he swam

Brooke sunbathed

he had the pool to himselfwhich was dandy

he liked Brooke exactly where she was
                                          on a chaise lounge wearing a pink thong
her tannedfanny was built for a thong
                                         on the Seventh Day Gawd must have created it for her ass


Are you going to quit swimming, quit with the laps?

they only knew of each other through others met oncebriefly prior

Theres plenty of room if youd like to swim

   No. This isn’t a swimsuit.  I thought we’d get to know each other better, but how can we do that if you’re swimming.

Ill tellyawha Im not tired
                          Howbout this Ill proposeyou propose  a subject subjects an when I return havin given it some thought  well discuss

that was how then next halfhour fifty minutes progressed


she laughed
Im being serious
Go on. or That’s impossible. or You’re crazy!
                                              she had a delicious gay laugh deep dimples which he dug  the laps bought him time to conjure the ridiculous their chain was continuous  engaging

   Arya gonna come in

I’m . no . this isn’t a swimsuit . . we’re . . . we’re spending the night. he forgot she had a boyfriend I think I’ll go in.  I’d rather shower. 

Ill join you her head tipped birdlike
                                         Im spending the night too
Lemme take five fast laps

   absently Five.  she stood pickedup a diaphanous shell to cloak herself
                                                                  Five.  I’m counting.


coming out the shallow end she accurately tossed him a towel she took from the cabana

Thank you

Can’t have you dripping all over the house.

Straight shot inanup the stairs Brooke

You’ll drip.
I wont
        toweled off

Awright lead on right behind you There is a God

   she smiled coyly You won’t lead?
OhHellno
          he winked Id rather follow No matter yare a wonder from every angle

I’m a wonder?

I wonder

then silently likely each in their own headhe was in his they crossed the wide flagstone patio to eight steps up onto the deep porch

mesmerised he hot on her tail two steps shy of the deckshe stopped he banged into her almost knocked her over
Jesus kiddo taillights  Excuse me  Pullup short tap the brakes

she laughed playfully gloriously  Gotcha.
                                            he caught her dimplestheir reflection off the slidingglass doors  shed sipped mojitos to his beers poolside

inside they crossed the great room and went behind a vast sectional to the flight of carpeted steps leading upstairs crossing behind it she pulledup again
he walked into her again
                           she laughed before he got Taillights out
starting up she sped up the steps
                                    landing  the bathroom was directly across an eightfoot hallway that seconded as a gallery family photos interspersed with small objet d’art paintings

feeling like a kid he sped after her

threetwo steps shy of the hall she hit the brakes again
                                                          he cracked her on the ass
and because they were enclosed  ceiling and walls  the CRACK sounded louder than he had actually cracked her

she didnt OWspun to face him her smile remained laughter gurgled in her throat

You provoked me

backing into the bathroom she asked Shower?
                                                      You promised.
I said Id join you
                   Come in

   No.  You promised.


if he promised he promised

neverever went back on his word


   in the shower
                    An open relationship  No shit

2300ish,  Sunday,  14  4. 24
1247,  day-between-2-Ts,  17  4. 24

struggling with a bad back
                              happens occasionally
he hurt himself as a teenager and like an old acquaintance who thinks theyre a friend they come around but since they dont come around much he tolerates them contends
theyre good for a laugh
                         although fail to comprehending the laugh is on them
theyre the butt of the joke

   but hope springs eternal

he anticipates ONE DAY theyll get it
                                       in the meantime
YUKYUK

he yukyuks pain
                  blatantly it reminds him hes alive
hes dandy with that

this morning tenderlygingerly sallying his way doorframe to doorframe to the bathroom  entering he lunged to catch himselfGRABBED a hold of the sink top so he didnt drophis right leg palsiedplaying patsy
                                                                                               a hot ZINGERelectric sputtering
couldnt catch his breath
found himself facing himself in the mirror
                                           his green MIAMI tshirt read IMAIM
had to laugh

then sighed Yeees
                   and at that very samemoment he wondered  wondered about people who were waiting
he was always occupied
                           never waited
and cut of that cloth
                      wondered why they were waiting
he thought they could pursue an exit but   You hear listen to yourself   I do   If they pursued an exit strategy   Yesyes  They woudnt be waiting   Precisely
                                                       conversing with one of his Mariachis
often he answered his questions without askingmost of the time without parlaying with a Mariachi but some were as forward as he  which is why they got along
                                               yet the interrupt woudnt stop himthem from asking
Whyya waiting Lemme guess Gawds decision

When my Maker calls, I’ll go.

Mariachi  Don do it don do it Ohno ya don
                                          when his back straightens out he was going down to the Pacific boardwalk and have a coloured tshirt printed Wha colour  MAKER
                                                       and stay away from mirrors
was no MIAMI

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