how did he talk

                    his windpipe dangled out of the scarlettinged leather of his throat and over an empty space where his ribcage and lungs should have been

how did he cry

               his eyes were shrunken and dessicated blackraisins leaning on graywebs of moldy tissue before combed sinuses filled with spores

the back of his head was missing

there was a scrabble of something in his remaining skull he might conclude was brain

although he wasnt sure 

he smelled of meat rot

 

he stood collapsed against the interior of a fieldstone foundation and long lengths of gray weathered barnwood roughcut studs and crossmembers

tattered

despondent

he was dead

but he was un-conscious he was dead

pitifully he tried to talk

but his tongue was ravaged inarticulate

his bridge was missing and had tumbled down the shambles of his tall body and got hung up in his yet-meaty bowels and jutting bone pelvis

his jaw akimbo was unmatched to his maxilla

teeth were missing 

repulsed  yet he could not resist him

he could not

 

what was he saying 

after 2004 before 2008

1100,  Saturday,  10  7. 21

It’s a purity test, 100 percent.” Landon Brown  Wyoming Republicant state lawmaker “If you don’t vote this way, you’re not a Republican.”

this way he assessed was the way the mango Former wants underlings and toads and cowards to vote

lions and tigers and bears ohmy 

                                   somebody ought to note that OZs beasts had teeth and fangs and claws

underlings and toads and cowards are pitiful in comparison

he imagined a cage in a circus center ring

the Former with a whip and chair

OZ would eat him alive 

then vomit 

he struggled to imagine purity  being submissive to a someone who wouldnt have his back in a fight

purity must depend on stupid ambitious people

                                               gotta suppose thats all Republicants can offer

bootlicks

cunts

and connivers 

handsdown he prefered lions and tigers and bears

1459,  Twosday,  13  7. 21

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       bassline begins  drum picks up 

                                                why 25 or 6 to 4 jumped his head he didnt have a clue there were manymany things he didnt have a clue about or jumped onboard like a journeyman hobo at a freight train   maybe in time hed remember why lotsa things traipsed across his mind although they dont walk heavydont stomp their feet leave footprints  hed need an Indian tracker to learn their waywhere they went

                                                                               sometimes acid helped elucidate  happy hallucinogens   hogtied rope around his ankles yanked him up in the air swinging swaying above the neocortex terra firma only a thin silver of occasional drool spittle laces the dirt suggesting where he passed in pursuit

real slim pickins

the tracker shrugs

Cantya see the real me

Look harder

I don bite

              hard

Comon now smile   that was worth a smile 

                                                grin  and bear it 

 

25 or 6 to 4 mounted him fourfive times through the day out of sudden speakers to either side of his head

25 or 26? to 4  maybe he was picking up

334  335

4s Happy Hour

where he lived he could walk to the bar in 5minutes 20 to burn

Whadaya mean No

No  Ya mean its morning

4 was Closing time in his heyday

leave the table

leave the sticks on the table

head out separate from the others to clear his head

a bite to eat

Superdawg Drive-In

Parsies hot dog stand

maybe breakfast  coffee   a greasy spoon

then beat it back to the bar

opens at 6

the 2hour delay making it the longest time he ever took to clear a table

severe straight pool clever manipulations English draws combinations

the next rack will be the nail in the coffin

cat was returning they had to leave their stakes there he tucked his cash in a corner pocket

he tucked his in a side pocket

if he ever got too fucked up there were only 2

he could count to 2

if not in one side he could lay across the table and reach into the other

cant do that from one end of the table to the other

he knocked them down

left one to the right of the rack

he muscled it into the cornersmashed the other balls

real easy pickins

shy half the rack he dropped the 100th ball

                                              Thank you

616

a thick fold in his pocket on his thigh

cat had small bills against their big bet

25 or 6

 

2121,  Saturday,  10  7. 21

1202,  Monday,  12  7. 21

Chicago  25 or 6 to 4  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUAYeN3Rp2E

The Who  The Real Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2h1MY70uag

Green Day  Brain Stew  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjBHiX9agSw

lemmings

   awbrutha  when youre tossed a reprieve catch it and run like hell

the lemmings were smiling

                          ridiculous grins smeared across their pussgivin each other thumbsup highfives

after all these years it was nice to witness

                                           and stepping outnahreally they were forced out  forced to concede

they knew they were licked 

so they obliged

              snickering as they walked away from the cliff and the sea below

a new life form was replacing them

a new life form willingly taking on the ignominy that had been the lemmings since   wha 1958  Disneys White Wilderness

Step aside vermin; it’s our turn now.

                                       they didnt want to share the limelight

the new life form 

formed by denial

                     acquiescent thats a big word  yathink theyll understand   Republicants

2300,  Monday,  12  7. 21

1202,  Twosday,  13  7. 21

White Wilderness  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xMZlr5Gf9yY  https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2021/jul/08/fears-of-new-us-covid-surge-as-delta-spreads-and-many-remain-unvaccinated 

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abject lemmings