25.2.26


Creation Lake  Rachel Kushner
                                    Stealing puts reality into sharper relief.
    a statement

read it as a question

been a long time since his life needed sharper relief
                                                        his daughter didntdaughters  didnt harp on him about mindfulness  thoughtfulness

they had multiple apps on their iPhones reminding them

Arya fuckin kiddin me
that was rhetorical
his mindfulness serving was heaped
                                        if an ice cream sundae
that sundae was similar to the parlour that offered for free if it was eaten in thirtyminutes

                                                                                   A Monumental Sundae
without the according brain freeze

 

he was a kid once

kids do what kids do

however what he did he didnt get caught

advantage  seven siblings
an unmercifully thin advantage  but take them where you can get them

his girls didnt have that advantage

because he had it
                    it mortified them to have to walk back he didnt mind was a stretch of the legs walked a paper route ten years in rain and shine sleet and snow should have become a postman mortified them to walk back to the convenience store they robbed

                                                     Robbed  Jah

                                                     Mortified jah
walking over he told them to relax

hed bail them out of jail

he was fucking with them
                         his kids

why else bother having them

ongoing entertainment

 

his girls were good

whoever man or woman ended up in an enduring relationship with them got the cream of the crop

and since they were modest

he didnt have to be

 

    see how very thoughtful he was

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Tom Petty  Here Comes My Girl  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WQZXA_drkhE

I was a teacher.

he was dubious
                Passionate or for a paycheck
You worked with a lot of troubled unmotivated kids who were removed from the high school to attend the extension school you taught at

How many per class



    Twenty

Fewer.

he was aware passion or paycheck wasnt addressed
                                               Much smaller class sizes than at the high school
You receive dossiers on kids who were going to be attending your class


    Dossiers.
thats a no
Why?

I can only imagine tha they must have had either unique situations or problems to be removed to your school

An it seems tha for you to best understand their background their why theyre there  woud help you determine lesson plans to teach to their unique disabilities learning disabilities   Emotions

 

    No.

Hmm  So they walk in cold  Youre cold

                                                A real meeting of the minds


 

 

he admitted his favorite thing when teaching was the whiteboards the colored pens

Thas unfortunate

Unfortunate.

                   Queer to use that to describe a teaching aid.

Not really

            Quite sterile
Able to walk scottfree out of your classroom  havin cleaned the boards  an say you taught tha day

    What evidence

Evidence?

             What are you talking about?

I dislike whiteboards the scent of those pens
                                                 Prefer chalkboards  But Im a Luddite

At the end of the day it was apparent teachers taught

Apparent?

               What would be apparent?

Chalk

            Arya kiddin me 
You taught all day theres no way you escape the sheen of chalk dust on blouse sleeves breast skirt shoes
No way

They taught  As evidenced

You’re ridiculous.

 

    Gym teacher

Tells a kid to run a mile as punishment

Attended to his other students

Kid returns  I'm done.

Aint breathing hard  Aint sweated

Chances are he didnt do his job

                                      Serve his punishment

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1205,  Wednesday,  25  2. 26

Schweblins Fever Dream  he read

                                        We’ll know the exact moment from a detail. You have to be observant.


thats what he keeps telling her
                                  the why to why he writes daydatetimes on his pages

then a few words or a spastic phrase to hurtle himreturn him in time
 

Im a time traveler

Daydatetimes are coordinates

Like GPS.

Whastha mean

cleared her throat

                     Everyone, everyone knows what that mea . .
. . Except mehumour me


    bit ticked  Global Positioning System.

Ah  Global  Thank you   Why is tha necessarylose their mapsdevoid  of dead reckoning 

she ignored his minor rants

You understand acronyms can have a variety of other names

 

I had my daughter eliminate it from my phone

                                                   Coud have meant Going Places Safe  Or secure

Zip punk interference

                          A punk   Being any human being I do not want to contend with

Everyones a contender

I hold the belt

Im determined to keep it until such time I ditch it

                                                           Unceremoniously

To be pickedup chuckled by someone observant

2240,  Tuesday,  24  2. 26
1045,  Wednesday,  25  2. 26

he stoppedstill  thought
                           he heard someone at his hotel door

  stoodstill  listened

                                         there  again

crossing the roomthe foot of the bed from the desk overlooking the sea where he was writing to answer it again  impatient anxious   flutter like birdwings

reaching to open the door
You don use the peephole
I do not  Come whamay

opened it breathtaking   Ai  in a silk kimono

                                                 she smiled  litup like a sparkler   dimples
Whas with these women  their dimples
I am very lucky

                 Ai  Good morning

she noddedbowed slightly

                                          I would say yes if you asked me.


    Will you have sex with me

startled softlylaughed into the back of her hand

                                                       eyes bright   To come in.
Aw

      Please  Come in
he stepped aside

taking small steps she wiggled in

the birdpatterned kimono flattered her figure

she had a round ass
                            he wondered mothers fathers side  hed ask   eventually                                    

walking up to the foot of the bed

                                     It is made.

I am up

The service would do that.

I askedem only for doubledup fresh towels

    I see.

Whirlpool swimming sauna  bathing

 

Yes.

      sixtofive fivefiftyfive those five minutes again between Aithighs kissing her  lappingsucking 

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