inspired by True Detective S1 E1  probably the only shorthandacronym he could tolerate

                                                                                      You get any sleep? 

whatever the character replied he didnt remember though  if asked of him

                                                                                  I don sleep I dream

S1 E1

         wondered what season what episode he was in would he have to negotiate another

asked

        Am I being pickedup

We understand they didnt its a tough game  Somebody younger may be trying to unseat you

                                                                                                  You beseech them to relent  Stop

  

I woudnt panic

You might

 

    Awright gang  Listenup

                                 Thad be the death of you 

they were big boys big girls

                                he warned them at the door  

2142,  Wednesday,  28  5. 25 a freakin year ago

2142,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

These Eyes

So

 

 

    So, what?

Whas the cooking class callin Lisa

                                       She provide other options

Go to church

Don tell me its too soon

 

Have you no compassion?

Dumb question

                    Rather you ask me have I no pity  Though

Another dumb question

 

It’s too soon.

    Listen man  Try as I may

                                     I cant summons either

In my defense . . . . love is blind.

Was blinded

                Cocktail forks   Shards of glass

    Your eyes you tell me

I didn’t see what you saw.

Saw shook his head

                     Saw   Years

cleared his throat You were played man

    You could hav . .

. . I did

            I said

You didnt hear

You didnt want to hear

 

You didn’t know her like I did.

No

        But I listened to her

 

Motherfucker  She said

My heart’s broken, you call me a motherfucker.

 

Theres something to tha

                            Howbout this

The appellation is meant for your heart

                                          You obviously have no control over it

Dickinson

Paraphrasing

The heart wants wha the heart wants

    Sorry man Don get it

                              Im not romantic began humming Guess Whos These Eyes

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1408,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8Fc6GFs0mM

Why woud I know

What do you mean?

As I said

    They’re your dreams.

Im not responsible forem

You dreamt them.

                       But you’re not responsible for them?

Im notyou believe theyre nothing more than takes on our conscious day-to-day lives

                                                                                         Reflections

What do you believe?

Im not discounting reflectionshowever theyre entertainment tooutterly without anything to do with us not derivative of us

                   Dreaming thus  were receptors

    I don’t know about that.

Ought to take the Wittgenstein

What?

         Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.

Exactly

I dream.

Scarcely remember any

But I dream.

Although unable to reflect

                             So when you ask about two sex dreams of a womans daughter over three years but not her

Why woud I know

I do not prompt my dreams

I grabem by the mane the ears desperatelyride holdon tight try not to be thrown

    I don’t know about that.

No you don

             Yacant

Whereof broheim  whereof

  

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1312,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

The Electric Prunes  I Had Too Much To Dream (Last Night)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAmKKpFj1uw

Kenny Rogers and the First Edition  Just Dropped In (To See What Condition My Condition Was In)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IgmIdWvHufs

shot him a look

began

Adrenaline

Cortisol

Dopamine

Fight-or-flight hormone providin the physical rush

Fuelin your body to handle danger while suppressing non-essential functions for survival

Neurotransmitter regulating pleasure   reward

    What the fuck are you carrying on about?

The chipmunks

                  The chipmunks going over the fence into the open field next door

Why would they?

Makes perfect sense to me

Your backs toem you havent seen

                                      Ive watched two go over

Why would they do that? The food, birdseed, corn, all here.

                                                               Doesn’t make any sense to forage next door.

Wild

Feral

Makes all the sense in the world

Youve not climbed fences

Figuratively

Literally

    As a kid.

              You’re talking about when we were kids.

Kids

Adults

        Have you been chastened

Disciplined

Punished

Severely criticised

    Why would you think that?

For your breathlessthoughtless dismissal of thrillseeking chipmunks

                                                                           The second goinover paused waved at me

  

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https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2019/11/01/775198994/the-science-of-scary-why-its-so-fun-to-be-freaked-out

https://thebalance.clinic/resources/addiction/adrenaline-junkie/

I’ve not given either any thought.

Broheim  Hows tha possible

    They’re . . they’re not typical to my vocabular . .

. . These days

                  Untypical       These days

Howstha possible

Let’s agree, I didn’t bring them up in conversation, you did.

I did

        These days theyre on the tip of my tongue

You’re more political than Iyou’re the one who mentions committee hearings, testimonies, cross examinations, abdication of office, softballs, rage.

Im enraged

You are.

           And what can you do about it?

Keep it present keep you informed keep family members an friends informed when we talk on the phone

 

And we suffer you.

Ouch

        Suffer

I don’t think you don’t realize how often you go off on rants.

Ohno  I realise

                   Seems singlehandedly Im keeping everyone informed

Whether we want to be or not?

Not your choice

                   You don have to engage me pickup the telephone

I woudnt find tha rude

However when talking with me answering the phone youd find youd done nothing more than compound my ire depth an breadth an breathlessness who needs to breathe of my argument

Smarter to take me in small doses

                                         Woudnt you say

    I’d agree.

So  since Ive mentioned despite our conversation  have you a thought of either

I’m sorry. They’re really not in my vocabulary.

Not ruthless

               A trait of action

Not heartless

                A trait of character

Action ambition coldness lack of empathy

                                             They do not occur to you

    They’re in your vocabulary, not mine.

Threat  Threaten

How’s that?

Are they in your vocabulary

 

 

I can’t say they are.

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1123,  Thursday,  28  5. 26

Grand Funk Railroad  I’m Your Captain  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvOPucs7dC0