31.10.22


WARNING  Sexual content
                              This film contains scenes unsuitable for children GENERATION Z  Wanna give him a breakthey cut their teeth on internet porn
 
      Sexual content   What is that 
                                       hed been sucked into onetoomany films guaranteeing sexual content to see sexual content that didnt show 
                         he wasnt titillateddidnt toss humoured looks around the slatebluecoloured theatre for audience members being uncomfortable unnerved blushing  realising they were in public looking at a penis on the big screen
he didnt say a big penis on the big screen 


What is sexual content 
                         it seemed to run in Justice Potter Stewarts circle  his spectacular nondefinition of obscenity
“I know it when I see it.” 
                          hed like to know who the hell saw sexual content in any of those unsatisfying films he watched he paid hardearned money to see 
                                      LET  DOWN like opening a Chinese fortune cookie and no  damn   fortune
 

finally at long last although he didnt see it in the theatre  Blonde on Netflix

  afterwards  saying that he had he had to defend Marilyn MonroeJESUS H CHRIST  he was wellgrounded in her life had read the nonfiction the fiction  he had to remind the Ignorant who were not as steeped as he that Blonde was an artistic endeavor  not a biography

LAWD Awmighty  Sexual content 

2120,  Sunday,  30  10. 22
1223,  Monday -- HAPPY HALLOWEEN!  31  10. 22


  ghoulish  a bit perhapsbut tis the Season   Happy Halloween

it occurred to him that during this past weekseven days he knew of as many birthdays as deathdays of family and friends 
         six birthdays seven deathdays

Why would you know that?

he exhaledtried hard but not too hard  Thawas a stupid question

immediately a burr was under his saddleofcourse it was 
                                                              he meant it to be

Well excuse me all to hell.

he let his child out to playrun barefoot through the cool grassacross the slick autumn leaves 
                                                                                               No  Theres no excuse for you
You suddenly an adolescent?

In this momentyah Ya don think thawas a stupid question  Take a breath an think  then open your mouth 
Why woud I know tha

You woud not
                 Unlike me you do not affix events to daysya didnt realise it was Halloween

immediatelyhe nodded in agreement
                                        You’re right . .
. . I am
           So  thinking about it    Why woud I know tha

Because you lived through themcelebrated them . . mourned them

Yes

You have a terribly long memory.

  Yes 
         There is much life in long memories if we choose to keep them

I do not. 

  No 
        You do not  Ill remember you

he stammered asif he was shot  You’ll remember me?

I will  Ill have to 
                       Because you wont remember me

That’s a terrible thing to say.

Forgetting Halloween today is terrible

1254,  Monday,  31  10. 22
Michael Jackson  Thriller  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOnqjkJTMaA


how did that happenwhered it come from

hed been wondering for weeks

an explanation didnt reveal itselfdint  unfurl

his H had changedhe printed in capitals 
                                         roundingright at the bottom of the strike turnedup ranback through it hafway roundedright over top then descended paralleling it 
                                                           cursive print
 
his A changed a skosh though nothing as radical as H

he suspects hell ponder it for weeksmonths to come


he didnt get return letters they called instead 
                                                 What’s with your Hs? they asked  You okay?
Im fine Thank you for asking

They're real strange looking.  another said It looks like they're held together by spider silk.

I suppose  I have no idea

 

H was the first letter of his girlfriends name food for thought 
                                                                 A thought he wasnt thinking

missive to self  this questioning prompted itself when he wrote charred trees

it occurred to him it ought to be a pensee

title subject  two syllables 

charred trees

description  in four syllables

etched in charcoal

action  seven

disintegrating ashes

setting  eight

cant see the forest for the trees

final thought  six syllables

charred trees charred trees charred trees   (epizeuxis) 
                                                               chary  charry    no charity 
if trees had their choice they would rather Mankinde burned down

0833,  Thursday,  8  9. 22
1252,  Sunday,  30  10. 22