28.4.23


at 3:53PM

a Twosday

18April 
         18 Avril French Abril Spanish in German April is April  fooled himhe thought something harsh   guttural 

he scribbled on a piece of paper three clues 
                                                 nurse or purse sexist
those were the crumbs he left himself 
                                         when he wrote them he was sure as shit his brain would immediately populate what he meant

whenever he turned to the slip of paper he saw the crumbs dry shrink grow more stale  a now or never moment was approaching 
               which meant his brain was looking for where it last placed its eraser

he put it through its paces because the last time it used the eraser HE didntcouldnt  possibly wouldnt  although that would meanrequire the admission his deep memory well might not be as deep as he believed  he didnt couldnt remember either
left himself a gauntlet
 
was he worthy 
he thought so

      Then ante up

Oh go away a mariachi   

shehe heshe pushedup the brim of their sombrero stared eyes black
                                                                        Ante up Put up or shut up your whining mewling is unbecoming attracting unwanted attention Though not unwarranted Theyre wondering why ya don check out Check out You followknow check out  Yado You have no idea or can imagine the snickering eyerolls were contending with

heshe shehe were serious 
                           almost made him feel bad 
but he knew his mariachi also loved to gloat when he came through 
                                                                        all he wanted on occasion they suffer a little humility  civility  not glee untrammeled reckless hubris 


he looked at the page for the umpteenth time 
                                                 nurse purse sexist
he knew he could crack it 
knew hed remember 



WABAM  shard of memory blinded him momentarily

descriptive of an attractive fit older man pursuing a younger woman say 20 years perceiving her as either a nurse or a purse  M N O P Q  but a letter apart 
                                        sexist  DUH  
thawas the neat little bow to bind the two

golddigger flipped 


Yeahbaby

Hushit
         A little modesty a little humility please 

But you did it

I did  Yes

You don think yare irritating someone tha you remembered we guarantee it  Yare gonna get tha haughty questioner Ya ever remember whatha nurse pursue sexiststhing was Sure ya hadnt anya say Yah an explain it  You cantdon hear wha we hear  Theyd spit in your beer ifya ever set it downwalked away from it 

Stop

No you stop 
             We don have to tell ya tha theyre envious you remember so well 

Not so well requires effort been doin it a lot of years
                                                       It aint easy 
Anthey understand tha 
                           You peeve them 

I donave wha they cant 
                          All they have to do is put in the work

You embarrassem

Aint on me

OH but it is

Awright thanks for the master class in whaever this is 
                                                          I don want no snickering  None
Ya don think we deserve a snort

   We 
        Youse were leaning back against the wall hands in your pockets NO  Not nothing  Nothing    Got it

Fuckin taskmaster

   Hush it Heard tha

1616,  Reggaefriday,  28  4. 23


they agreed on things more often than a coin toss 
                                                     but theyd never agree on AI 
Yes I understand never is an absolute 

friend shruggedhe didnt agree then enthusiastically donned a cheerleading outfit pleated skirt logoed sweater his high school colours and as only a cheerleader can furiously shook his pompoms likening AI to a kind of manmade oracle he wouldnt say that possesses Aristotelian logic reason and the ability to provide mankinds best solutions

he really ticked him off when he chided it an oracle 
                                                      Ya mean a haruspex performing HA rue as in Id rue the day I bought into machines Spicy haruspicy divination sorting through sacrificial chicken guts or ifyad rather extraSpicy extispicy making your ecstasy making all your electric dreams come true 
                                                                                Yare so full of shit
You’re full of shit! ruffled a few feathers

Comon gotta do better than tha 
                                      

   A reasonable question then he couldnt resist reason 

What?

Is AI whaever machine they engineers woud use  a psychopath or sociopath  My moneys on psycho coldblooded calculating exacting carefully plotting its move practising its prejudice bias

AI hasn’t biases.

Does

No.

When AI programs AI over generations works out the bugs the human engineers bugs out of it  then  perhapsthen no prejudice or bias 
                   Answer the question Always sitting on your hands  Ill remind you AI  psychopath sociopath

I don’t know if I know the difference between them.

Thought I gave you a sufficient working  though youd have to deduce 
                                                                         I offered reptilian coldblooded Opposite would be hotblooded acting without thinking how others will be affected An ofcourse humans would be other

I don’t know that.
Yado
       I just told you

You’re no expert.

I am not 
         But I can read I can put the work in  Look it up I wont take offence 

Whatever. he said that because he knew it irritated him

Pitiful 
       I think AI will help you immensely AI helps lazy people 
But I believe people have to solve their problems 
                                                   That said as I read once The great and terrible thing about humankind We will always do what we are capable of
 
3PMish,  Twosday,  18  4. 23
1144,  Reggaefriday,  28  4. 23
read once:  quote from The Mountain in the Sea  Ray Nayler  pg45