20.6.23


I need a dollar. I need a dollar.
                               the shadow of her head fell on the equipment bag he was packing after softball practise 
I need a dollar.

I heard you A minute Im busy

I need a dollar . . in quartersyou got quarters?

cinching the canvas bag he rocked back on his heels
her

she wasnt an athlete
                      last year broke her nose fielding a routine pop fly to right  it looked good on her    
she was her mothers I want her out of my hair after school 
                                                               she was a freshman 
A dollar in quarters.
he stood 
I’ll show you my tit . my tits they’re worth a dollar.  she yanked her jersey up yanked her bra up

he thought entrapment 
                        casually looked left right around the diamond   just her him the payphone anchored on the wall outside the gymnasium doors 
Yeah?they’re worth a dollar?

   Woudya put your clothes on
I need a dollar.
Yasaid 
        she tugged on her bra to get it over herself
if he had to admit  hed say getting it back over her rack was entertainingverging on hilarious 
                                                                                                   he snickered 
Don’t laugh, hurts.

I imagine 
         dugging in his pocket he pulled out a fistful of coindidnt count set it on home platehefted the equipment bag
Stay put
          Lemme walkway before you pick it up

If you give me a ride home I won’t need the dollar.

Oh No 
       You make your call Ill sit in the parking lot till your ride comes 

What if they aren’t there?

Call someone else

If you gave me a ride . .
. . Sister  After that impromptu performance cold day in Hell 


twentyminutes later a beatup red Ford pickup rolled into the parking lot

running to it she waved to him enthusiastically like a little school girl
                                                                        he thought Kid thadoesnt bode well for you 


at home sitting down for dinner with his wife and daughters she asked him about practise

Scarlet his daughters sucked in their breaths 
                                            Yes girls

Careful Dad, she’s boy crazy. 
                               You’ve seen her body. 
I have

She’s really built Mom, yeah Dad?

Built Yah 
           Scarlet borrowed some change from me he made eyes with his wife intimating LATER  to call for a ride home

She’s really built Mom.

he said She isnt an athlete 
                             Stuff gets in the way 
his girls laughed
                  they were athleticcoordinated like their mother like him
 
234,  2sday,  20  6. 23
Octopus Diver  4th song – Valley of Tears  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=za4uLlwNp1k


Ari Melber  MSNBC – The Beat turned him onto  Word

Lauryn Hills

Hypocrites always wanna play innocent
Always wanna take it to the full out extent
Never wanna face it when it time for punishment
Cant slick talk on the Day of Judgment
Because consequence is no coincidence 
                                          its been 13 days since he looked

then 1,166,241 Americans had diedtheir families suffering Trumpvirus

today 1,167,387 are dead
                            88 souls a day

Word

1742,  2sday,  20  6. 23


   I AM NOW 
                 that was too cryptic to walk past and not take notice  hell   even a cop could remember the license plate number

Montana license on the tail of an electric 4-door upscale sedan he didnt care which company  he wasnt a fan of automobiles
             they all lookalike not the stylish individualistic steel cars he grew up with that couldnt be more different than night an day
                     the world wasnt threatened then 
hence these Johnny-come-latelys 


I AM NOW
           what would that be

he paused long enough to take a piece of paper out of the book he was reading as he walked one could imagine his peripheral was terribly honed and jotted with the pen from behind his ear the particulars 
                                                                                           returning the paper to the book pen behind his ear he kept walkingreading

that was 1240 day-between-2-Ts 17  5. 23


the slip of paper surfaced 

the book returned to the library

what could they I AM NOW be 


the car was in a church parking lot
the lot was filled 
                    hurr  a lot of cars
the Community Church held worship in a hybrid format one is welcome in the Sanctuary or the Zoom Chapel 

Whoever you are and wherever you are on life’s journey, you are welcome to worship with us. We are an open and Affirming, Peace with Justice LGBTQIA+-friendly Church. 
I AM NOW

the Church also provides substance abuse counseling 
                                                          coudavebeen one of those days smackdab in the middle of the week best day if one is interviewing confiding
 

   I AM NOW

1102,  2sday,  20  6. 23


House Republicans returning their attention again to Democrat Rep Adam Schiff  their avid desire to censure himpound on their Majority chests

AZs Juan Ciscomani tweeted a statement 
                                            in part  “Schiff’s behavior has been irresponsible, dangerous and damaging to our country (he assumed our refers to that country that shares Republicans worldview – that they inhabit – that theyre not prone to share with Democrats and a large majority of coloured people  albeit Mr Juan Guadalupe Ciscomani III is brown). It is critical that the legislation to hold him accountable be constitutionally sound (Republicans love love love touting the Constitution when it serves their purpose is beneficial to their arguments – like theyre wearing big boy big girl panties) in order to avoid any games some will inevitably try to play.” 


NOW
       if Mr Ciscomani and his House ilk have read US v Trump-Nauta THEN theyd understand exactly what is irresponsible dangerous ILLEGAL and damaging to all people who comprise the United States of America and its territories – Puerto Rico  US Virgin Islands  Guam  Northern Mariana Islands and American Samoa

0930,  2sday,  20  6. 23
 

0000  midnight,  Thursday,  22  6. 23  PS  the farce censure completed  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uuTgUwWX04