15.12.14




I saw something approach in a greygray myst 
                                                                                    and beside it        and beside it
I saw somethings more

somethings   coalescing
dark gatherers
                            somethings of mass  stature    plodding      assured

moving on  towards me


on towards where I fearfully hid on my belly bugeyed
unflinching
frightened to take my very eyes off them that they might suddenly appear before me and have me
before I could scream
 
I struggle keeping my breath stuffed in my mouth
strictured in my dry swollen throat

tears hang bitterly in my gaping eyes
                                                                                             
and over my black fear  I plead
I try to coax and evince the Wind Spirits to rise and twist this firmament free of the biting
brackish nails holding it riven  and stretched up out of the molting earth
                                       
They were deaf

They hid behind me
somewhere
also afraid to look away from this Approaching
these things growing 
Gigantic

in every passing moment   eking nearer
                                                                                                                             

On    on and on they stride
flensing the darkdullness from their very atoms 
freeing themselves

they walked unhurried towards where I lay holding my breath
holding a fist in my mouth  my other hand strapped across my face to smother or deny any involuntary mewl I might make

and Now they walk
trailing rafts and weaves of curling smoke tinged and smeared with red Time
Dysfunction  Destruction                                                                                                                              
gasping Fear 

 

threeNO!  there are four
four well developed gigantic human shapes
naked males
hung enormous
their cocks descending to within nearly two Hands or grasps above their knees  restless
turgid   aware
and alert 
                                                                      
and pressed  clasped  under their grim hands  their black rimmed nails  atop their shoulders
they clutched naked women
                                                epaulettes
their legs splayed  their quims shivering  spilling
slicksilver humour down their massive humanshaped chests and narrowed belly




I weep now
  
silently I wept those dammed bitter tears

silently grateful to those lost twisting women
who made noise enough struggled enough that these enormous forms were deaf to me
unconcerned of my hidden countenance
            
my Simpering cowardice




they pass
their  long  long  heavy  shadows  drag over me 
                                                                                
pulling at my hair  chaffing my skin red
 

                                                                                                         
I  did  not  move



I  did  nothing
to betray myself
                                   
nor betray the Winds




2357,  Sunday,  14  12. 14