7.8.18

dreamed parcel 2

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that night  near enough land that he could see individual lights hear individual voices curious eye rose beside him  

he could feel their pectoral fin rub the bottom of the raft

then he or she rolled and bankeddove to their right  they emerged directly behind him and nosing the raft they churned the sea with several mighty beats of their fluke pushing him towards the land ahead 

surging forward he saw the pod peel offheard their breaths and whistles  and then gliding on the arch of a swellof he or she diving beneath him he heard rollers crashing on the beachhead   rhythmic    methodical  


he was never more alone



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squat irregular bottlestheir glass melted by cold fires leaned oddly some rockedwere troubled to keep their feet while sitting on a long curved table covered by an aquacoloured linen           

he grabbed one by its stout neck lifted it to his mouth yanked its cork with his teeth and took a long pull at its sweet viscous liquor 

it burned his parched throat  teared his eyes 

beyond the table nearer the edge of the deep flatstone veranda was an elaborate tiered fountain of marble sea beasts and monsters endowed mermaids happy maidens and boys    

fresh coldsmelling water pulsed and splashed and slipped across breasts and ample buttocks chests accordion ribcages twisted backs and gentlyslyly over quims and cocks and thighs muscled in exertion in erotic desire

a queer bottle in hand he roved to the fountain

he dropped to his kneesplunged his arms into its cool depth and slaked his thirst quaffing from the palmsthe bowls of his hands

he had never been so thirst

the sea air  the sea waterthough he denied himself  worked his tongue the insides of his mouth harshly causing raw belligerent sores and they  separate of him  sought to revive themselves bathed in the healing water he let stand in his mouth between swallows


satiated  gut distended  he pushed up with his arms and legs at once and stood upright  he took in a tall white stone building which he must have exited to have found the table the veranda and the fountain 

it leered at him 

it was solitary

backed by an impenetrable black night



the whales brought him to shore

he couldnt imagine they meant to spirit him here  or had they 

obviously they were not without reasonthey were not without humanity  they saved him and he was alien to them
as alien as this place was to him 

he crossed the flatstone mounted three steps to a shallow terrace he entered the building unchallenged 

he went up wide staircases crossed intimate balconies that overlooked the banquet the freshwater fountain on the stone veranda

ascending to the top reclining storey revealing the steps of the storeys beneath it he entered a broad room that was separated from the night air by quivering sections of curtains 

the room was sparse  several couches  several clutches of gathered chairs and small tables  a reception chamber 

he crossed the chamber to a door recessed at the back of the room

he wanted to penetrate this overt mystery 

disregarding the broad passages at either end of the chamber he entered a voluptuous antechamber  his smelling scrubbed by sea air  he distinctly smelled raw blood 

he crossed to a stone balustrade that overlooked the space suspended over a marbletiled floor beneath  on the floor from the height he looked down from he could see a poor attempt was made to wash away what must have been pools of blood  he could see pinkedges  their hue still glistening  interrupted swatches peered faintly  bodieshe assumed dragged off                                 


haste

haste to conceal

from high dark oily smears  obsequious taint
                                              then stepping backward and asidesuddenly dazed  his vision blurring  he hears a tremendous scufflerough voices  thuds   and then horrible screams a womans scream shes choked  shes muffled
       and through the door entering from the receptionchamber it kicked open a mans back appears a woman struggles he holds her legs at her knees another man is rough at her shoulders onearmed his free arm pummels her head her head is swathed in wraps of fabric he beats her somehow she retains consciousness her body twists her scream is muffled at the balustrade the trailing man catches up and across from each other the men throw her over into space  they dont bother to watch her fall  they cross the balcony heading back to go through the doorTHUMP from below


they emerge with an unconscious man between them  a grievous wound to his head  they throw him over the balustrade and also dont watch
THUMP



his legs dont move

he floats to the stoneworks

their bodies have broken like water balloons 

spatters  rivulets of blood flow


the two men emerge

they throw buckets of water on the flooron the bodies  depart  return with more bucketsmore water  the blood thins  at once each roughly drags a broken bodytwisted unnaturally to an egress he couldnt see from where he stood  to an egress that would take them to the sea


it wasnt the liquor he imbibed 


he slipped time


he had only the audacity to smell  to watch time unwind itself and the transgression revealed

he was an unwitting witness

he could recognise both men

recognise the murderers




he also recognised as an uninvited stranger no one would listen to him





he sees  he murders the murderers


dreamed Day-between-Two-Ts and Thursday,  1 and 2,  8.  18
1022,  Tuesday,  7  8. 18
The Kills  What New York Used To Be  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zMcu_g8eWgY