4.5.21

 
 
(0919hrs)  Yeller texted him and his brother-in-law (she was at it three hours ahead of them on the West coast)
  :  :  Was thinking of the two of you enjoying coffee together this morning. Love you both.

(0921  he replied  :  :  HA . .uncle went to work and I’m at the post office to mail a bill and get stamps for letters and postcards – remember those?


(1001)  Yeller  :  :  Quick! Throw out a song I should listen to right now, first one that comes to mind.

(1002)  :  :  Baby Love  The Supremes
                                            (1004)  Hope I was quick enough! I had to set my latte down, dig out my fone – treating myself – ordering it I thought of the Americano I sipped while I waited for you from Kristin’s; how beautiful you were, smiling, dimples, watching me from behind the wheel, idling in the fire lane.

(1005)  uncle  :  :  I’m at work living the dream.

(1006)  Yeller  :  :  OMG!!

No wonder!!! 
               (1007)  Thank you for playing. I was celebrating an AWESOME bfast. Full of Joy and Grace. I thought of you and music and texted you.
                                  (1008)  Baby Love couldn’t have been more perfect.
                                                                                          (1008)  Yes, very good. 
(1008)  Had huge breakthroughs Monday and Tuesday! I can clear my throat and am swallowing much better.
(1009)  Had an Ensure, an apple kale avocado smoothie pouch and a full Waterloo in just over an hour.
(1010)  Simply being and letting them soak in.

(1011)  he texted  :  :  Fantastic, love!

(1012)  Yeller  :  :  Thank you thank you thank you. I did that with a rolling bow.

(1012)  :  :  I ordered a slice of coffee cake with my latte.

(1012)  Yeller  :  :  Like coffee cake.
                                         (1015)  Fuck yah! 
                                                               (1015)  That sounds darn good!
 

(1037)  Yeller  :  :  YES YES  YES. Of course it did!

she might have been responding in the chain to a text she received that was written outside it


then the trail went cold

he wrote Yeller a letter addressed an envelope bought a postcard a sketch of the German bakery and wrote I love you and I miss you very much  Buzies dad  leaving he doubledback to the post office and mailed them

he walked back to his brother-in-laws house



(1246)  Yellers husband  :  :  Hi All  they denied our appeal. Onto a different path.




there wasnt a different path 

“different” held promisethats what he believed

he didnt know what everyone else thoughtwhat different meant to them

a different path to him was another way to recovery to health  he bought in hook line and sinker 


turned out the different path meant Yellers decline 
                                                   meant ALS would take her     

 

0919,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  28  8. 21
1121,  Twosday,  4  5. 21
The Supremes  Baby Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yd43nWkgUzg   Shadowfax  The Dreams of Children  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MSduXmyCLQ0

 

the Time-honoured family gathering around the kitchen table for dinner and conversation
                                                                                             he missed dining with familywith others itd been years


So girls wanted to share that yare grandfathers doing well his hernia operation was a big an enormous success He called it enormous Told me he wanted a local anesthesia so he could keep his eye on the surgeon in case they got jealousdidnt want any slipups

the girls eyes buggedthey giggled

Oh for crying out loud, Joe his wife said do you have to talk like that at the dinner table?

Comon babe the girls followthey know their grandfather I aint spilling beans or saying anything out of the ordinary for my Dad

Still. It’s dinner. Can’t we have a civil, pleasant conversation?

Civil Whas civil about family

Joe, please?

Awright somebody else got something

I do! said Anie their eldest she was in Fourth Grade What’s a shaking private?

A shaking private? his wife asked

Yes. A friend told me her mother has a shaking private. She knocked on her mother’s door after school and walked in, her mother was sitting on . .
. . Anie Grace their youngest interrupted you said it was a quivering dick.

his wifes eyes nearly bugged 
                              but she caught herselfshe was even able to stuff a rising chuckle  through a beautiful smile she asked Grace, where did you hear that? she couldnt bring herself to say quivering dick
Anie told me.

Anie said quickly That’s what the girl called it; the whole school knows about it.

he interjected  How civil is thathuh

Puh-lease. his wife sputtered

 

they didnt think they were going to have to have their sex talk with Anie until summer at earliest let alone Grace

the gloves were off 
                    they insisted a glove better be on if the girls had an itch that needed to be scratched and they werent provided for

Itch?

he ran with the ballhed been itchier than his wife and he certainly wasnt one who would deny his daughters pleasures he enjoyed 
            First and foremost yadonwanna get knocked up cuz that wont be your mothers or my problem So first don be stupid we know yare not stupid girls

his wife spoke up And second, don’t be stupid.

Yah he said theres that too 


that set the tone for dinner table conversation for weeks to come
                                                                  Anie would you please pass the bowl of quivering dicks

cant make this shit up 
               
0122,  Thursday,  4  1. 90
1400,  Monday,  3  5. 21

$578K dead by Trump virus

 
Republicant Senate minority leader McConnell says NO Republicants will practise governance or debate President Bidens Infrastructure plans

Buhbye baby buhbye
                       Republicants are worthless  Why are they in Washington

2356,  Monday,  3  5. 21