she was rocked he foresaw that she was hot he was rocked maybe he foresaw that 

                                                                                    though he hadnt foreseen sex in their immediate future  but there they were 

                                       there they were both wanting itwanting it fiercely clothes strewn across the room shoes in the doorway wasnt eithers place  but ahman but  they were adamantunwilling to risk getting knockedup

they didnt want to spend fiftybucks on Plan B

                                               Why do you know that?  Because she said she was then afterwards she said she wasntJesus I dont like curveballs I cant throw one or wouldnt I if I could

they didnt want to have an abortion or a child named Sex

                                                           they only wanted the hazycrazy memories of their night fucking their wanton sex a side of eggrolls a side of sticky rice  meybe Chinese hot mustard

I wanna fuck. she said he really liked that she was vocal

I do  I do too

              when he finally married he didnt promise I do   

she grabbed his cocktugged  Feels like you do.

I do

I want you to penetrate me.

                               a crazysounding bell went off in his head  its tone hung  no woman ever said that to him before Penetrate  Penetrate me  a trait of a penis penetrait penistrait penistraight ramrod  he refused to think of baseball  horseshit  nobody thought of baseball

I want you to penetra . . 

. . I heard you Ali I heard you  I can hear

she lungedkissed him hard busted his lip 

                                          she said I don’t know how you feel about this, but I want to feel you inside me. she rolled out from under himrolled onto her hip her back to him drew her top leg higher pulled on its cheek Yawanna take me in the ass?

no woman had ever said that to him before

                                                an who the fuck was he to question her  Please

Awshaddup an fuck me. 

0133,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  7  10. 20

1234,  Twosday,  13  10, 20 

Sinatra  Fly Me to the Moon  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEcqHA7dbwM

$219K -- Killed

LIAR!

      https://www.msnbc.com/rachel-maddow/watch/-not-only-lies-they-were-dangerous-lies-maddow-lists-trump-covid-lies-at-town-hall-93942341835

85% of people who wear masks are infected with coronavirus   liar

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3pTYNP-jWU  Queen  Liar

2204,  Thursday,  15  10. 20

 

he realised he was decadenthed misconstrued decadence

this evening he had a chicken carcass for dinner

most of its readily-accessible flesh had been pared from it

he didnt do it surgically

he hackedhe hewedhe meant to leave meat on the bones

 

he crushed the bonesthe ribs and back down into an iron skilletcrushed them under his palm the joints gave way he drizzled olive oil extra virgin who wouldnt want extra virgin crushed black peppercorns coarsecut garlic quartered onions heels of two celery stalks slashed lengths of Anaheim peppers seeds intact and splashed the works with soysauce

he covered and placed it over a low flame his intent to heat it slowly to test his patience an inside joke let him savor its scentsavor  the anticipation   of his feast

he opened a chilled bottle of Pouilly-Fuisse

its cork was fine it was fragrant

he made a shallow pour into a glass

placed his nose over it and inhaled its scent

he turned the glass in small circles and enjoyed the wines legs

he sipped it inhaled a breath over it 

                                     just as he remembered 

he halffilled the glass and held it up to his eyes to watch a flickering candle through the wine

the Stones Let It Bleed album played behind him on the turntable 

 

he used bamboo tongs to place the crushed carcass and vegetables on an oval Portuguese clay platter

he had an emeraldgreen linen napkin on his thigh 

                                                   he ate with his handsdispensed with the glass and drank the Pouilly-Fuisse from the bottleholding it by its neck he split bones with his canines and used slivers of them to work out the marrow

 

when he finished there was a ruin of bonesbroken bones pile atop each other

he sipped wine and enjoyed his shadow dancing on the wall he imagined how cavemen might also have enjoyed their shadows as sat with a fullgut and digested their food

 

he never could belch

1903,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  10. 20 

1114,  Thursday,  15  10. 20

Stones  Monkey Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lBPHHeJiKPM

 

 

deathdying  meybe the biggest high one can cop

 

he had a few friends who left with Heroin

a few friends who died behind the wheel drunknobody booked on weed shrooms jimson or peyote too many friends off doctors psychiatrists big Pharma  the Street come inside and parked its ass and barked its legitimacy 

he staked out a brutal psychiatrist 

                                      a knife to cut his throat an axe to hack off his head and hands

cooler heads prevailednot his some friends who he hadnt grasped the depth of their caring or love

                                                                                                             or why

the psych disappeared one day

it wasnt himit wasnt him

  

                                         he wished it was him

1727,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  14  10. 20

Macklemore  Drug Dealer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYN14UfO-Uc&feature=youtu.be