Do you want to die? 

                      she asked him in black deathly earnest

her questionquestion bumrushed him

                                     doused his sensibilities in slick icewater surged his Aries defiance quickened his mad heart curled the bluegas aura that tided his brain shivered the ghostlywhite mitochondrial sheath cloaking his nervous system stemtostern

wasnt a question you want to field if youre not in the drivers seat

she was driving

                all sorts of exit strategies littered the highway concrete embankments overpasses railroad tracks bridges jumps rollovers perhaps a spectacular fiery crash that snuffs innocent lives thats a joke son a joke few who drive are innocent

she had the wheel

he ragedwas furious inside

poker face

            No I do not want to die  that opened a door he knew it 

                                                                       but whats he to say Yah sure  Commit suicide take me with you because I wanna go    nothing in the affirmative

if he killed her later no one would believe he was provokedhow she provoked him 

                                                                                      Do you want to die?

he didnt ever want to die

Lifes a good gig most of the time

shed been ill too longillegitimately tampered with to remember

                                                                 no matter how he babied her tried to humour her tried anyfuckinthing that occurred to him that might be joyous  redeeming

 

I see a red door and I want to paint it black.  

 

1320approximately,  Twosday,  14  6. 22

Beatles  Tomorrow Never Knows  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pHNbHn3i9S4

Stones  Paint It Black  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DmmCwSqNbl4

Wow look at thatthat lizard there  crazy small tail   Stumpy

Awcomon . . I know you know that these lizards can lose their tail to escape a predator. Tail comes off, twitches, the cat whahavyou fixates on it, the lizard makes a getaway, saves itself.

he took a breathrolled his eyes  Yah I know

Pretty phenomenal . . Nature’s way . crazy.

An amazing adaption Woudlove to see how it evolved

Ain’t that the truth.

   Yes it exited flat   he was distracted

That was a queer yes.

he nodded

Thinking on somethingsomething's occurred to you?

he nodded again

he sat back  Something . I’m going to find . . ridiculous?

his eyes clearedwas present again laundry washed rinsed hung out to dry  Not necessarily

Do tell.

 Yes  Intend to

                    Adaptation  Evolution

Which we acknowledg . .

. . Better yet

Better yet? Your betters tend to be strange.

I colour outside the lines

You had coloring books?  incredulous

I did not for long

                  Too confining

A coloring book confin . .

. . Lines borders bondage  Confining

I loved coloring.

I betya did

                Wanna hear me out givinya a choice

I’m trying to decide.

                       I appreciate you asking rather than your usual bumrush.           

Might suppose it depends on the bum  he smiled broadly

he didnt smile  Thanks.

Yabetcha

           Here we go . .

. . Can’t wait . .

. . Don be a pill

  Pill?  Who says that?

Just didEVOLUTION  Hear me out

I hear you out more often than you hear me.

Indeed

        But its not often ya have imaginings worth listening to

his face went slack

Quit with the Im dead look Reiterating isnt magical thinking wondering  Recitation Ya havent taught in years

possibly his face went more slack

Jaysus

          Evolution

Ya with me

I hear ya. 

 

Testing one two three . .

. . I said I hear ya. mirthless  humorless

Its unfortunate women havent the ability lizards do Creep at a bar hit on them boozeemboldened gets handsy feely touchy  grabs ass

                    Woman steps aside tail comes off fuck fascinated fixates  predacious  Anoff she goes to the powder room out the door leaves creep to the brief artifice of twitch

Problem solved

Standinground with a dead tail at your feet is damning 

                                                           Doncha think

I don’t think.

              I’m not even sure what you're saying qualifies as thinking.

Not thinking Imagining

Imagining with all your secret little cretins?

My roving Mariachi band banditsYah

                                        Imagining Yaoughta try it some time  Get the bug out of yer ass

suntime,  Thursday,  9  6. 22

1121,  Twosday,  14  6. 22

Now thas thinkin he said to himself 

                                      he might have to toss business her way wasnt a big shopfront small bay likely twothree chairs intimate 

                           like the intimacy of its name  written in bright red cursive neon partially obscured as he rolled buh bye adobe posts supporting a Spanish tile porch roof 

                                                             Shady Blonde Salon

he could dig a shady lady his barber would understand

they could take turns

at home he looked it up on the computer

couldnt find it on San Anselmo

found Suave Blonde Salon

he pausedcalculated

                      Suave Shady  he distinctly saw the S and a likely his eyes manoeuvred the v into a y  Suave Shady  Whellshit 

                      That changed things

So youre gonna blow it off without a deep dive

                                                one of his chippy interiorterror characters that insist on keeping him on his toes

Interloper I only thought That changed thi . .

. . We heard you loud and clear a bosuns whistle a gunsho . .

. . Hanging on my every word

Yamightsay

             Don pass things through us well take the initiative  pass them through you   Whad it change

Suave aint Shad . .

. . But yaint been inside

Theres tha  grantya tha

Then grant us an audience with the proprietor 

                                                 She may not be proper

An improper proprietor . .

. . Yes  a passionate prying improper proprietor

Yare really tryin to sell me

Yamiss every shot ya don take

Yado

We learned that from youNauhwha 

                                      Ya gonna let us down

Put it thaway I really cant

Nauh ya cant

out of the mouth of babes

he dropped his six year barber

                                 C’est la vie

1340,  Thursday,  9  6. 22

1416,  Monday,  13  6. 22

Robbie Nevil  C’est La Vie  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=22_gslQ4cS4

Lady Marmalade  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sLsqLjz63M