Its one of the key determinants of ones personality

she folded her arms across her chest she could do that all day long bunched the grrls together her cups overfloweth

    Wha  You disagree

                                Such a puss

You really think so?

I said

          Thas my thought

Yours

    To be honest.  I’ve not considered it.

Might you consider it to be plausible

 

Will this turn into a discussion . . or an argument?

                                                          You’re argumentative if crossed.

Discussion

              This wont cross me   Your favourite my least favourite It is wha it is

   

I can see where you’re coming from.

                                         Trauma can be determinative.

Jah

        Is

 

However.

Jah

Can we possiblycould we . . . possibly . . remember?

Jah

You don’t remember.

I remember when I was two fell out of bed split my chin on the floor

                                                                        I remember my Dad holding mepinning my armsholding my head back as Dr Bonebrake stitched my chin shut without anaesthesia

Stitch  by  stitch

I remember my pajama top was covered in blood

    Traumatic

 

Yes.

Our first trauma is birth

Frankly

I can imagine that for many their births caused them P T S D

It’s called P T S I now.

                         Injury, not disorder.

If troubled disorder is more accurate

Would you agree that injury would reduce stigma?

    Stigmatised

Yes.

 

Might you agree tha stigmatised woud more accurately describe someone who was really fuckedup by it

    Their birth?

Their first trauma

 

I don’t know.

Food for thought

                     Anthasaid

Care to go to Macleods for dinner  Heard limited time only theyre serving haggis neeps an tatties

Yawanna talk about trauma?

Please  Theres other things on the menu

Yeah.

          But I’ll be sitting across from you. When you relish a meal you really relish it.

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https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10257468/

How to Change Your Mind Michael Pollan  cats been a big influence of recent

                                                                                              writing of Sidney Cohen a Fifties LSD researcher quotes his first experience  October 1955

“. . . the problems and strivings, the worries and frustrations of everyday life [had] vanished; in their place was a majestic, sunlit, heavenly inner quietude . . . I seemed to have finally arrived at the contemplation of eternal truth.”  Halleluiah brother

convinced it wasnt temporary psychosis Cohen called it “unsanity”: “a state beyond the control of the ego.”

reading that he squealed L’Eggo my ego https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=siVVmjkd-7I

                                                                                                             not a flashback not that one would offend or render him had memories plenty and if they wanted they were welcome

dug the differentials psycholytic versus psychedelic  tickled him

                                                                      psycholytic  non-ordinary state of consciousness while remaining in touch with the present moment

                                                                      psychedelic  an ego-dissolving experienceWhat present moment?time bleeds tie-dye all over the floor mop it up squeeze into a bucket slosh it round dismembered remembered

                                      out of sorts roulette round and round it goes where it stops no one knows again and again and again

                                     too enthusiastic

   

Jah

      A fervent enthusiast 

             LSD  

          Eucharist

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Jefferson Airplane  Sunrise  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0Ds7QQf0q0

https://pratigroup.org/psychedelic-therapy/the-differences-between-psycholytic-and-psychedelic-ketamine-assisted-psychotherapy/

Whell  Get a load of you bold as brass

Not really.

    Yare here

You thought I couldn’t be?

Jah out like a dogs bark

                                Why woud I think yacoud if youve not influenced menot  intervened  earlier

I thought ones either has or hasnt

An Ive not

No . . . not consciously.

                            Dreaming however, dreaming lucidly, isn’t consciou . .

. . I have to be conscious  lucidly  in order to manipulate the outcomescreate   situations  I want

So if not while Im conscious

                                 Why here

Simply.

          Because I can go everywhereanywhere I want.

    Lo . . and behold.

The Andy Warhol effect of Hallies portrait wasn’t your doing.

                                                                I know you know you flinched.

Your dreaming self did when I . . interjected.  laughed Injected . . . the hues.

    Synesthesia

Correct.  Or as you prefer . jah.

Some type of battlefield promotion

No.shaking their head  I go wherever I want.

I assumedno  Didnt   Determined

                                          I determined since I hadnt experienced youHallie ha . .

. . She has.    

I’ve alleviated, to some degree the, disadvantage, she’s, unfortunately, had to endure.

                                                                                            I’ve pleased her.

You have

               When you occur she tells me.

And you believed her from the get-go, even when you weren’t aware I existed.

                                                                                    You didn’t question her ability.

No

She told you you’re the only person who hasn’t questioned her synesthesia.

Jah

    You were jealous.

Or envious

             Her ability enhances her unique creativity.

I have.

You have

And what are you thinking right now?

Im thinking   Thank you

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Chicago  Colour My World  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWkXmx-0phc

disgorgment disgorgcoughcoughement

                                      word sounds like the sounds felon might make when either emptying his bowels or vomiting

https://www.ms.now/opinion/trump-slush-fund-white-house-corruption theres also https://heathercoxrichardson.substack.com/p/may-19-2026 and https://heathercoxrichardson.substack.com/p/may-20-2026

swears he had nothing to do with it

liar

benefits him

had something to do with it

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Queen  Liar  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38uz-u6Gotg