Seek
and
you shall find not necessarily what
youre looking for
but youll find something
or something shall find you
he wasnt thinking -- not
really -- that he was seeking
one doesnt typically seek a
shot an a beer
he was thirsty
and it wasnt a thirst water slakes
and it could have been in any of a number of bars
on the street or around the corner
he just happened to stop there and take what he got
house whisky
whatever was on tap
out of nowhere
Hell he
was from out of nowhere
she
sidled up beside him with glass rattling with a couple of rocks inside it
their edges still
sharp
holding
it with both hands
-- Barkeep
Another double please
the barkeep moved as if he was
a carnival animatronic
50s Time-studies would have shit at his efficiency even the flair of tossing the bottle up
like
an Indian club behind his back and catching it with his pouring hand was
voluptuously
seamless
gurglegurglegurgle
she was a happy girl
-- Onmatab please
-- Yes maam
as she started off towards
wherever she had come from she gave him
a sidelong glance
saw he was holding his shot to his lips
-- Wanmeta throw a nipple on it
he glanced at her
a filled
blouse cleavage
-- Seems ya got enuf to
spare
Yah
-- Smartass
-- Heads even smarter
I
dont sit on it
-- Dont think
ya
need a nipple
-- Nah Though
I didnt want to hurt yer feelins Ya
actually seemed concerned
And if
there was a nipple in it for me I should
stand in my way
When
a need be I can be very accommodating
--
--
she held out her glass to
him
-- To nipples
-- Aw comon
he smiled
To
hard nipples
she smiled
And
dimples
-- Awright
Nipples and dimples
Nipples and dimples
they tossed their drinks back
You havent either
-- I dont
The toast was to you
-- So Yagonna
buy me a drink
-- No
-- Nothin
Just
foreplay
-- Got ya hard too huh
--
--
-- Barkeep
she touched her tongue at the corner of her lips
A round
--
as she turned a circle in the air
with her finger -- here please
she yanked the stool behind her
out into the aisle at their backs and put her foot up on
its footrest
she
leaned up against the bar rested her elbow on it
Maybe thins ill get innarestin
-- Theyre plenty interestin
-- Are you sure
the barkeep turned the bottle
label towards him
what shed been drinkin
he nodded
-- Am I sure
-- Yah
Are you sure
-- Sure
Of
what
-- Are you sure
-- Yer fishin for somethin
-- Fishin
he smiled disarmingly
-- Assuredly
--
--
-- Yer not sayin
the barkeep slipped the double up to her elbow and doubletapped his
drink before him
-- A double
he looked her in the face
Thank
you very much
-- Youre welcome
he held his glass up and she
genteelly touched hers to his
they took sips
-- Back to the matter at hand she said
-- Yes
Quite
-- Yer not sayin are ya
-- I can assure you Im confident Im not gonna
say whatever it is you thought I was
gonna say
she leaned forward so their
noses nearly touched
peered into his eyes
-- I thought I saw it in thar
Hesitant
But I really thought I saw it
their faces were still very
close
he
could feel her breath on his
-- Yereyes are beautiful
--
--
-- Thank you
-- Youre welcome
-- I thought yer were gonna say you were
cocksure where this is goin
-- This
he looked away from her into the mirror at the back of the bar taking
them both in at
once
pointed
with his finger back and forth between the two of them
their
reflections smiled at them
-- Cant say I care for coy boys
-- Im a pushover
for
coy girls
bareback
ridin and rope tricks
What pushes you over
-- Boys who aint coy
-- Youll love me
he smiled very large
until youre utterly passed out spent and exhausted and cant coy no more
-- Yer vergin on cocksure
-- Im havin fun
--
--
-- May I
-- Sure
Please
-- I was cuntsure yawere cocksure
cuntsure
WOW
he may just have walked into
the perpetually-revolving maddening door of love
Its
never what youre looking for even when youre not looking
1653, Monday,
29 9. 14
Matthew 7:7 -- a
busy guy