After I die you know wha Im gonna do

incredulity slipping into his voice

                              After you die.

Jah

         After I die

Ya know wha Im gonna do

 

After you’re dead . . . what are you gonna do?

Have you given it any thought

as a matter of fact in his voice

                             No.  I can’t say I have.

Give it a moment

What a moment?

A thought of after youre dead

I think I’ll be dead.

Of course well be dead

                              But wha do you want to do

    I’m dead.

chuckled

         Think outside the box

 

    Obviously . . . you have given this some thought.

No

      Just occurred to me

I was thinking of womenthinking when theyre little growingup  they alwaysalways had to be fearful of men

Kinda like young black boys an men going out in the white world

                                                                      Though they have physical agency to defend themselves

    Tha occurred to me

So wha Id like to do is stand with the bouncer whos at the gateway to enter life an as entities approach us indistinct  immaterialhazy  then closer their bodies become defined boys girls  maybe moved too closely together sexuality rubbing off  possibly an explanation for transsexuality  absorbing sexuality from one ahead behind them

                           I digress

But as they near us to leap to life to every female form Ill handem a loaded top-of-the-line automatic handgun so they wont have to be afraid of men  maybe inspire men to fear for a change

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6fLDkC__qng

I think thad be worthwhile after Im dead

 

    Ya really ought to give it some thought

Being deaddead sounds like a drag

                                        

                                         I wanna make the best of time                                                        

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You watching him walk?

Brilliant

    What the hell are you talking about?

You think not

I haven’t a fuckin’ clue what you’re thinking.

Hes shuffling

He’s driving me nuts, I keep getting ahead of him and have to stop and wait. I understand he’s not been well but you’d think he’d improve, get help, physical therapy, before coming out an . .

. . Slowinya  down

                        He coud be more courtesy less ill but   if this is it its it isnt it

    I don’t want to think that.

Ya don have to think

                          Watchim

    Jaysus.   Jaysus.

 

Brilliant

You said. What do you mean?

His shuffle toe to instep to instep  to instep  to instep  to instep    while we stride

                                                                                            Seems a strategy

A strategy?

He shuffles we stride

                           Were making our way eventually to death

Mebbe to his way of thinkin  shufflin

 

    Well get their first

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Im sorry

              Is this a tactic   A tactic

  Is it?

Strategy

  Is it?

 

How well do you know me

I think I have a better idea about you than most peop . .

. . Exceptionally     exceptionallyfew people

                                                 Ninetyninepointnineninenineninenine nein   get stupid on their facescratch their heads

No fuckin clue

                  But

Ya know me better than tha

    So      Again

 

Is it a tactic, a strategy?

Fuck   Christ

Hand to mouth baby hand to mouth day by day my only plan draw breath minute to minute  hour to hour  day to day

              As my daughter says  Good times  Good times

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Modest Mouse  The Good Times are Killing Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auFp3-8yORQ

I have to hand it to her.

Woman to woman

Yes.

I like her a lot

There’s a lot to likeher body.

Tha goes without sayin  But you know me

                                                Beautys only skin deep anif its sheen is thin  a membrane  an there aint no brain beneath

Adios

Why I like her a lot

                       

                        You

No husband.

No partner.

No children.

No stones.

No concessions.

She knows who she is what she wants.

 

The rare beast

Of either sex.

    Jah  Ill agree

Know who she reminds me of?

You

You.

       No concessions.

Youre a tough cookie

Thank you.

               Though I concede.

To your family

                   A whole other can of worms

Yeah.

         You havent a can of worms.

Im remote been remote twothousand miles remote

Years remote.

Jah

A decision made as a kid pulled it off as a teenag . .

. . Which  You were denied

                                 You werent even allowed to be a teenager

To your credit  You realised tha you were the only responsible one

                                                                           Had I bee . .

. . Been me.

                 Youd have jettisoned them.

Tyranny of family.

                       As you say.

Only person I’ve ever heard that from.

Im selfish

Which . . . in light of knowing you . . isn’t a bad thing.

    Thank you

                     No  I never thought it was

Honest

You are grimly honest.

No concessions is also

She is.

            I adore her friendship.

    As I adore ours.

Ya thinkin a ménage à trois

No.

      You two would kill me.

An suck the marrow from your bones

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The Troggs  Wild Thing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSWInYFVksg 

Really

You have to say it like that?

Youd go along with itI mean  you   if it was offered to you  youd accept it

I’m untried, unproven. A hundredthousand dollars to an incoming college freshman would be amazing.

 

Try not to be amazed

                         Obviously youd have to show extreme promise tha a corporation woud offer you one hunred  thousands  dollars

That goes without saying.

Ananything you create they own

                                     You have no rights to your product because you accepted the money

That’s the offer.

Thas the really

That you had to say like that.

Correct

                  Id say a no brainer

Yes.

No

You’d say no.

Well  if Im so promising tha a corporation woud invest in me  on the cheap   If I said jah I woudnt be tha sharp

    Or you could take the money and run.

Methinks thered be articles instruments in the contract you signed before they handed you the money

Taxes

        They covering the taxes on income

Once upon a time I received a thousand dollar bonus an my employer also covered the taxesgranted  only a thousand

Following year we had a falling out despite me performing better than prior   Zero bonus

Following year I was adios two week notice hadnt a successor left him holding a big steaming bag of shit

          My bonus for him

Of course no

 

 

Thinkin of course correcting to no

No.

    Aww  Youre not as sharp as I thought you might be     

Had been holdinout hope

 

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