who knows where this will go
he hadnt a fucking clue . . but the best thing of not having a fucking
clue is the wide open spaces that present themselves to be transfigured
transformed annihilated?when you put yourself in someone elses hands you risk annihilation an whywhythefuck would anyone do that why would anyone lay down their armstheir weapons themselves an allow another to runroughshod over them twist them make them into something they wanted . .fuck you . . . you
make yourself . .leave me alone
but
some people are satisfiedgrateful to
leave themselves to another
that could be God
that could be a mentor
that could be someone youd do
anything for just to get in their pants
sorry
theres plenty of fish in the sea
you
cant see that
thats on you
he had several friends growing up
who were manipulated by the whiff of pussy
some of them married the pussy
he was sorry to say that most of
those relationships went sideways he
said as much an saying as much he was no
friend to the pussys an they made damn sure his relationship with his friends
were hacked downminimised
My wife doesn’t like you.
I dont like your wife But what does that have to do with our
friendship
Well, it’s about my marriage, not
our friendship.
The two are mutually exclusive.
They’re not. I can’t spend time
with you. I’m not risking my marriage to spend time with you.
She have any friends you dont prefer Have you denied her their friendships
That’s different. Women have
their friendships, their friendships run deeper than ours.
According to them and your wife women
have deeper friendships You and I go
back to kids fucking kids kindergarten I got friends from second grade That timethat development is all for naught
I need you to stop. I need you to
appreciate the depththe love I have for
my wife
I appreciate the love your wife
has for herself Im telling yaman you keep backing off and off an youll back
right out of your marriage
This
aint cool
I want to preserve my marriage .
.
. . At the cost of our friendship
I vowed . .
.
. You vowed What did she vowtill death
do you part Do you appreciate how long
your life might be Do you appreciate
your vow nowbefore God if you want might
exceed the all the time youd been alive Did you really assesshard wordyet the best word assess your entire life with one person Fucking romanticyes But did you really dig down and assess a
lifetime with her
Of course I did.
an when their marriages broke up
after they stepped away from himtheir friendships they refused to reconnect
pride
resentment
hed never know
he reached out to themhe never said I told you so
they just let him go
they knew he was honestknew he
was honest to a fault
they knew he was brutally honest
he missed themmissed their
friendships but it takes two to tango
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