24.5.25

slim


crossing the yard to feed grim glancedright glanced at slim

                                                                    no slim
abrupthalt almost pitched him onto his face
                                               The fuck  Slim
not that a seedling has ears

or if it did understood English

    The fuck
               the twocup tincup fell from his hand scattering kibble in the grass he cut the day before  cut up to slims tiptoes  by its leaves a black walnut  seeded by its parent now felled because his landlords feared it would fall onto their rental  used the same rational to cut down an apricot directly behind the house  threatened nothing  although slowly dying  his landlords harbingers death arborists
                                                                                                demise surgeons
  

reaching the spot where slim grew

the turf was tugged

he knelt

flopped it

the earth wounded by the uptorn root
                                        The fuck
Slim
  he was upset

verging on tears

   this was slims third year
thinking it a weed he almost uprooted it but stayed his hand stayed the weeder tool

since named it watered slim babied slim
                                           really relished slim as he relished the other trees he planted on the property

had to have been a deer

an undear deer


something moved in his heart
                                  loss

he was really tired of losing
                             sister uncle aunt uncle daughter mother inside two years
slim

 

he stood
         his heart didnt come with him

he stood still

    until

the cavity in his chest slowly refilled

 

he backed away

                     backing away he almost kicked grim with his heel as she ate kibble from the grass
she sneered You couldn’t put it in my Hello Kitty plastic plate?
                                                                   What the fuck?

a lot of that goinround
     
0748,  reggaefriday,  23  5. 25
2112,  Saturday,  24  5. 25

owl in bondage

Penguin in Bondage

Zappa

met a owl in bondageboing
                             near shrinkwrapped in black plastic  erect  solitary   a wannabe scarecrow in a buddys backyard

    Wha the fucks tha

The owl?

Is tha wha tha is

Under the plastic, yeah, an articulating owl if a couple of welds had held.

They failed

Yeah. Big wind whipped up, seams failed, crippled a wing, tilted its head as if a vertebra broke a disc ruptured.

Spastic   Suffering
                      Ya tryin to put it down by asphyxiationsuffocation frog  slowly boiled in a pot
What?
        Suffocate?

    Im animating the unanimated anthropomorphising

Easy for you to say.

Don get me goin or Ill never shaddup

Good point, that’s a good point.

Ja
     If I know one thing I know me
All nooksancrannies explored scratched poked sucked  invagination gaping grottos lapped  Thorougly

Me no foolin me


Intend to repair it

I will, eventually.

So in the meantime it looks like a nondescript jetblack totem  middlefinger   accusing the sky

he shook his head hard ought to have scratched it less chance of any one of his seams or welds going bad I don’t know what the hell you’re talking about?

I do  Thas plenty enough
                             An owl in bondage

1716,  reggaefriday,  23  5. 25
1349,  Saturday,  24  5. 25


casually turning pages she readquoted him brief sentences

    Arya workin me

Working you.
                  What do you mean?

It feels like youre trying to sell me on this book
                                                  it was called P.S. I Love You More Than Tuna
they were at a freestanding cubby of books one of many Free Libraries in her neighbourhood

I’m not.

he spied her with one eye Feeels like you are

Maybe it feeels you agree with it, like it, and maybee you ought to take it.
                                                                               closed it   handed it to him
its spine was warm where it rested in her hand
                                                  it was a brisk windy morning

Maybe I will

 

he did

 

 

later that morning they were going into the city and getting inshe was driving she muttered Damn.

Whastha

Forgot to logout of a program on the computer. I’ll be right back.

when out earlier they passed the car and rather than carry P.S. around as they walked her dog he placed it in the car

its a childrens book

he read it so he wasnt waiting
                                  that was his default
whenever he walked anywhere and he walked every day he slung a canvas bag over his shoulder within was a book in addition to the one he held as he walked and read a trick since a kid to be able to escape literature his parents demanded he read at home and read science fiction hardboiled fiction black literature Baldwin
          he didnt wait on a damn thing

she was right

she knew leftie died

by the time she returned to the car he had finished it
                                                       was wiping tears out of his eyes
Aw Papa, gotcha?

It did it did kiddo

I’m sorry.

No nothing  not a damn thing you shoud be sorry about
                                                              Thank you for persisting
she leaned across the seat kissed him

sitting back starting the car
                               I thought it was a good fit.
 
afternoon,  Monday,  19  5. 25
1029,  Saturday,  24  5. 25

as long as he was picking on Google he might as well kick Microsofts Word in the seat of the pants too

actually kick it twice

twice it erred on the same piece as he wrote

#1
    1551hrs reggaefriday 23  5. 25  IT changed Im makin (did it just now again – evidently not a learning machine learning program) to Imm akin

he wrote  . . . because Im makin (again corrected it) damn sure 
                                                     NOW
what the fuck does Imm akin mean I  M  M means nothing  A  K  I  N means of similar nature or character related by blood
                            maybe Imms a family name and thereby rationalisesrealises  akin related by blood
a stretch wicked stretch

#2
    1557hrs a mere sixminutes later Word changed (hed bet itd err again) show ya wha (YUP) show ya wha (and again) Im talkinbout
                correcting him show yaw ha Im talkinbout

Whas a yaw ha

yaw noun “a twisting or oscillation of a moving ship or aircraft around a vertical axis.”

ha exclamation “used to express surprise, suspicion, triumph, or some other emotion.”

yaw ha maybe the ha legitimises the yaw
                                            Word desperate to teach him a thing or two he may have not considered

To may have or to may have not
                                    is that the question
 

 

    no fuckin clue



didnt know what Phobetor or a phobetor was “In Greek Roman mythology, Phobetor (or Icelus) is a figure who personifies the experience of nightmares and fear in dreams, He is one of many sons of Hypnos (Sleep) hypnopompic hypnagogic , who also has other dream-related brothers like Morpheus and Phantasus.”
                                                                                                     looked it up
now he does


will he remember 

harrassedYES  two fuckin Rs
                                harrassed by a Google search

he questioned Why did Harris vote “present” during the House reconciliation vote this week

Googles got its AI Overview now saltingseasoning every submission
                                                                         AI  Overview  assholeWRONG
IT made an assumption
                         “It appears you might be mistaken. Based on the information available, it was Representative he knew that Andy Harris (R-MD), not Vice President Kamala Harris, who voted ‘present’ on the budget reconciliation bill this week.”

a rational “person” would reason that Harris in the House was who he was referring to Vice Presidents cannot do not vote in the House

IT  was mistaken

he was not

 

       harrassed
                     Yafuckin kiddin me  

0943,  Saturday,  24  5. 25