interiority

            . . . not without exterioritypositing that without knowing it even existed but was set afire by reading interiority for the first time ever

                                           mariachis Man Wha  Ya livin under a rock

You know

No

     We didnt know

We depend on you for tha

twice today theyve slipped him

he was reluctant to give them credit

but had no choice they kept their noses clean

You know we can hear you

                             Good

Ya know I wont say it outloud

they crossed their arms over their chests made unbecoming pusses

his interior teeming

 

subjective versus objective perceptions perspectives

                                                          makes a man the Real Deal Real McCoy

The whole enchilada

                       also didnt know that there was such a thing as a spinach enchilada

could team it with mushrooms black beans artichoke hearts eggplant those off the top of his head

Step aside everyone might be blowin my mind

 

    It makes sense the mariachis held

It does  My niece said

                        Thasaid  I don dine out

Maybe ya shoud

For your edification

No man  For your belly

My bellys fine  I enjoy my prep enjoy my cookin

Youre living vicariously

Enter books National Geographic  Fiction  Nonfiction

                                                             Ive not heard no bitchin

Woud it have done any good

No

    Coudnt even afford us a  maybe

No

       Im a miserable truthteller brutal truthteller 

But you know tha

Yet ya stick around

Wha can we say man

Nice digs

             Within  Without

So don get hung up on interiority exteriorityOhkay

    Awright

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. . . some act that convinces the animals, and the animal masters who are in charge of them, that humans are, once again, willing to be fellow travelers in the world, not exceptional, not standing apart, but part of the ecology of all living things.

                             Dan Flores  Blood Memory

in his modest consideration

                                Thas a mighty tall fuckin order

ask for humility

accept not exceptional

 

he has Dans backsbut

                          seems to him  given human beings are engaged to AI the wedding ought to be a knockout

Please  Can we do one thing at a time

                                              Let us get back to ya

 

he dug watching hoofed clovenhoofed and primates flip off human beings

                                                                                 poetic  awkward

between them they only wished they could build an ark and float on the human races urine blood other bodily humours

                   only wish

    because they understood mankinde was condemning all living things be their fellow travelers

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he knew she swang both ways

she dumped him for a girlfriend after he followed a boyfriend then she another girlfriend after dumping his  suitor?

           he was cool

                              although

every once in a while she needed a cock and calledasked if hed be interested

Just for a fuck.

Why do you bother sayin tha

I don’t want you to think I’m interested in coming back to you.

Kiddo  Tha ships sailed

                          Ill fuckya but Ive no interest in dating you

coy  she was hot  No?

No

    Truly?

As the sun rises an sets

 

 

they ran into each other at a mutual bar

she relished their Lemondrop Martinis

she introduced him to her new girlfriend was hard to say who was hotter

This is cool

they Cooled together

Jah

       Two for the price of one

expressions were priceless looked like they thought he wanted to fuckem   menage

he bellylaughed

                      Got a question

expressions still at attention

I have not it was his standard that whenever asking a question he answered it first  Have either of you been with a girl who squirted

they Squirted together

Jah

        A Gusher  Candy  I wasnt fond ofem had one an one was enough  Is probably still is a thing

Fruitflavoured

Have yet to run into a squirter

                                  Youse

they Noed together

Youre quite the pair  Seem wellsuited

                                            Probably can finish one anothers sentences

they Yesed

I think itd be nice

                     Think Id dig more than candy

Savory  Not sickeninsweet

they shrugged

Anywho  Thanks for your time

                                    Nice meeting you Jill

to his former girlfriend Unfortunate youre not Jack

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he stumbled into this one

                                     convertsations

he didnt hear the car careen out of controlthe train jump its trackhis brain belch  

it was tendered him mariachis were vigourously shaking their heads no

                                                                         Sonofagun

supposed hed have to take responsibility

You da man mariachis bellowedsounded louder yet echoing off the cavern of his skull

Easy easy kiddos Don wish to split my eardrums inside out

                                                                 they laughed humoured as easily as he

convertsation

isnt that what someone does when theyre trying to bring another along trying like a motherfucker to hide argument because when arguing some stick to their guns despite wrong despite being irrational

doublingdown

a queer strategy

whenever he learned he was wrong he admitted it

                                                          wouldnt crossup ignorance and pride

hard time imagining

                        being proud of being ignorant

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James Hall and The Voices of Citadel  Since I Laid My Burdens Down  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vbrwf2tJGU 

There’s only one plot – things are not what they seem.

                                                            Jim Thompson

Thompson  famous posthumously

                                           Oh Joy 

 

 

he never had a plot in his life

did that mean he hadnt a purpose

plots cause and effect how and why things happened

                                                              he didnt care

stories conversations are snapshots

he preferred them without context 

should someone wanted context he let them imagine affix their Before and After

he was interested in Now

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https://crimereads.com/cb-everett-there-is-only-one-plot-things-are-not-as-they-seem/ 

J J Cale  Sensitive Kind  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=micFPTLix7E

Linda Gale Lewis  Diggin’ My Way Out of Hell  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEEPQvpR6Fw