5.11.23


a smattering of cloudsNO   not a smattering  staccato YES  staccatoclouded blue sky

DOTs  DASHs
                Morse Code
not since Scouts

if words escaped him
dots and dashs wouldnt be significant
                                         but he felt compelled

he followed his compulsions
which happened
                   if they didnt he hadnt intuitions or gut feelings to fall back on

compulsions were better


he couldnt stop looking at the clouds

wondered if they were talking to him  
hed keep that to himself

really wished he had a camera to record them

he had pen an paper

he segmented the clouds into clots left to right while somewhere in his head cried right to left as in Japan  back to front
which appealed to his lefthandedness

dot dash

dot dot

dash dash dash

dash dot dash

dash dot dash dot

dash dot

dot
     there were plenty more clouds in the sky but they were closelygrouped some bled into each other  he caught their merging out of his peripheral

the piece of sky he viewed  clouds more separate was sufficient


later at home he took up one of his dictionaries to see if the dots and dashes he recorded were actually letters
SURPRISE
             they were
seven letters

A

I

O

K

C

N

E

A I  O K  C N E

first A I wasnt O K by him

C N E 
       he bet an acronym which also wasnt O K by him  say whaya mean

Artificial Intelligence
                      OK  as conceding to its repugnant existence
C N E
first unfurled acronym

Continuing Nursing Education

A I is O K if its continually nursed educated 

   maybe  maybe not


it was audacious to imagine the universe might single him out to talk to
                                                                              however
who else that afternoon was looking at the clouds in the sky and wondering Morse Code

   the conjecturecant call it fact despite the fact of the clouds formations A I was communicated to him

though even clouds couldnt convince him A I was O K

approximately4PM,  Saturday,  7  10. 23
1234,  Sunday,  5  11. 23
ELP  Welcome to the Show  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_zo0FiNheI 

a quick inclusion from Helen Scales The Brilliant Abyss pg173  citing Rachel Carson 1961s The Sea Around Us  playing with her text  “The truth is that (AI) proceed(s) far more rapidly than our knowledge justifies . . . to (release) first and investigate later is an invitation to disaster.”  Ms. Carson was writing about the dumping of pollutants into the ocean  


page 44 of Helen Scales The Brilliant Abyss   Why brilliant? It’s an abyss. Aren’t abysses black?   Black abysses  coudbe the nextnewest phonaesthetic to help knock off Tolkiens token cellar door   That still grating your ass?
Its terminal
             page 44:  “. . . wanted to discover the fate of dead gators and find out whether a particular entourage of scavengers and bone eaters assembles on the bodies of big, dead reptiles. American alligators (Alligator mississippiensis (not to be mistaken for mississippipenises – penis and scrotum and testes Ohmy!)), as well as caimans, saltwater crocodiles, and various other reptilian coastal dwellers, send considerable parcels of carbon into the deep when they die.”

he was particular struck by Scales description of considerable parcels of carbon

he was a considerable parcel of carbon
                                          which was sobering
and then it occurred to him all the considerable carbon parcels locked in coffins inside burial vaults and while their composition altered by embalmment (the art and science of) they were representative of stores that could have helped sustain the planetcould have take their place in the food chain not a chain of food stores   That’s morbid.   Thas thoughtful though late to the game   To desecrate loved ones?   Isnt crating loved ones desecrating   Crating?   Semantics   they loved arguing semantics but it was usually him not him who tossed it into play  it wasfrankly  liberating
            kind of like being a sizablebreasted woman and finally getting out of her bra at days end   kind of like
he didnt say that outloud
had he him would have lost his shit
tits dazzled him
gave him frisson
he was willing to leave him with the frisson he shared with his weedwhacker
                                                                                 Yah
weedwhacker

he wouldnt go into detail of the visual that gave off

prior when hes pushed the envelopehe couldnt resist offered up having sex on a washing machine amid a poorly loaded onpurpose SPIN cycle LOOK MAW NO HANDS as a matter of fact had his fingers twined behind his head another possible phonaesthetic

he sighed

the telephone ranginterrupted his train of thought as it began pulling away from the stationchugging an puffing an building speedHELLO
his girlfriend
              whell shit she wasnt going to help  offer him respite
Happy Daylight Savings time

Sweet of you to say. Happy Daylight Savings time to you.
                                                             What you up to? 
Im terribly happy you asked
                              Remember our old washer . . .

2PM,  Monday,  23  10. 23
1058,  Sunday,  5  11. 23
Barbra Streisand  Memories  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbqsd4Flxh4
Streisand/Kristofferson  Watch Closely Now  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6Jb2CA_xx8


a piece of paper has been clasped in his clipboard since Hamas horrific attack on unarmed Israelis
                                                                                                          since
the death toll of Gazans is approaching tenthousand
Israeli deaths are tickingup from the estimated fourteenhundred
there are an estimated twohundred hostages

at the top of the page he printed VENGEANCE  Proportionality is inconsistent

beneath it he recorded two quotes by General Dan Goldfuss Commander of Israel’s 98th Paratrooper Division

“Before we go and ask ourselves tough questions, we have a mission, we are moving into the offensive now with all kinds of capabilities and angles.”
                                      . . . before we ask tough questions

“The most important thing is that we teach the other side that there is no way that they can do this without us changing the reality.”
               . . . we teach the other side

by all accounts he has read the tough questions remain unasked

teaching is killing the other side

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2023/11/3/several-killled-in-israeli-attack-on-ambulance-convoy-gaza-health-ministry

https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/health-ministry-gaza-says-israel-targeted-convoy-ambulances-leaving-al-shifa-2023-11-03/                                                                                                                               regarding this terrible story Israeli conjecture is presented as fact
convenient
                                  

   the tough questions remained unasked

1751,  2sday,  10  10. 23
0919,  Sunday,  5  11. 23

having committed this to electric paper he took the paper from the clipboard folded it in half ripped it placed the two pieces together ripped it again an again an again

https://www.cnn.com/videos/world/2023/11/05/fareeds-take-israel-hamas-war-longterm-outcome-gps-vpx.cnn

amended 0851,  Monday,  6  11. 23  https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/benjamin-netanyahu-israel-criticism-polls-rcna123564?cid=eml_mda_20231106&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://yalereview.org/article/peter-cole-the-moment?utm_source=Sailthru&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Lit%20hub%20Daily:%20November%207%2C%202023&utm_term=lithub_master_list