12.4.19


he packed his toothbrush and toothpaste for the road trip in the wee hours of the morningtoo tired the night before after coming home from work he dropped into bed clothed

if he didnt time it right hed be driving east into the rising sun then the leg rolling due south forty minutes wouldnt help him escape its direct glare and inspection although he was really getting good at this trip gettin good  nine times over the last eleven years Fuck the Rising Sun!  few would ever imagine the irony of that cry

sixteentwenty minutes down the road it began pestering him that the toothpaste he may have packed was his grrlfriends mintedCHRIST Crest  at least it wasnt Colgates 
                                                          brushing his teeth was the last of his toiletry he may have been absentmindedanticipating the eleven hour ride  he picked up   the plump tube    not thinking
she used it only a couple of times a couple times  before she left    left  sounded ominous
sounded ominous

                       he tried it on for sizesaid it out loud A couple of times before she left

left coming out of his mouth sounded   final  left    A couple times before she left


he had upended the tube squeezing it lightly before she left how long ago had that been  he squeezed the tube harder 
it wasnt giving 
             it isntisnt Heinz Ketchup he squeezed harder  how long ago had it been

some paste crumbled out of the tube

some paste bounced off his wetted toothbrush 

some paste clung like cocaine sniffedclinging to his moustache

Itd been awhile

How longs a while

Three years  a while

he righted the tube

screwed on its top

tossed it in the enameled babyblue tin bathroom trash

he rinsed off his toothbrush

set it down

he walked into and up the hall into the livingroom to the couch that his duffel lay on to exhume his leather toiletry kit  he unzipped it revealing its contents a quiet shimmer off a sheaf of Lifestyles condoms There he snatched the canopic tube of Arm & Hammer toothpaste

it was easier to exhume than apparently  his relationship  
                                                                  at least his teeth would be clean
his breath fresh

he spit and rinsed the scouring down the drain


he relaxed

he had thrown away the old paste





he made the southern leg as the sun peered over the hilled horizon like a busybody


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