9.11.20

 

two things occurred to him 
                             anwhenever something occurred to him he was tickled  they were usually unusual things that made some people scratch their heads as and after he related what he thought

You know some of them said in the future you ought to keep that to yourself.

Ya think thats odd

theyd nod

They aint Ill tell ya wha I know Im not the first to have thought it Think of all the fools and smarties that have preceded us in life 
          I aint the first an I wont be the last 

they nodded 
              You keep telling yourself that, man, imagine its comforting.

his turn to nod 
                Thankye I will

 

the first thing to occur to him that night as he bedded downmade sure the electric blanket was On set to 4 supposed to be a hard frost was  who needed a gravity blanketwha a gimmick 
                                                                      he had cats five to be precise and on cold evenings such as thishe left windows opened throughout the house often a couple beat him to bed as he headed off down the hall calling Knockin out now time to sleep Goodnight sweethearts he gave up long ago looking for them individually to wish them good night he had no idea where they hid an it was a small house

rather than an inert gravity blanket get cats or Heavens to Betsy a couple dogshe wasnt a fan because once the all the cats gathered and slept to his sidebetween his legs on them he was laying under a gravity blanket all he needed was a gag cuz he was certainly bound

that was the first 
                   the second was when waking at night to change positions or hit the head that he was considerate of his felines sometimes if it was to shift position rather than do so he accommodated them he was a fan of the hypnagogic state it was a drug hed close his eyes watch the stage show fall back to sleep 
                                                                                                 ofcourse if he had to take a leak anhe was always grateful to his body or bladder for waking him rather than going off and let him wake in the morning to find he pissed himself if he had to take a leak he announced it to his cats and slipped up the bed out from under them leaving them somewhat unmolested 
                                                    usually two or three didnt wakebudge

because he accommodated them he wondered if dog owners accommodated their dogshe didnt think so it was a certain breed that owned dogs to be fair as the breed who cared for cats  if one had a cat they certainly didnt own it
Certainement

 

back in bed it got crazy 
                       rather she was crazy she grabbed his arm I’m happy you’re a awake, I’ll be right back. she scrambled out of bed

when she returned to the bedroom she was giggling up a stormterribly pleased with herself 

Whacha doin

she climbed into bedkissed him she tasted sweet 
                                                    Im hungry for a go at a sixtynine. she giggled  Me on top.  though he couldnt see her in the dark he was sure she blushed it was unlike hershe tended to be shy at sixtynine and giggling she yanked the covers down and flipped around and got on top of himshe was quick at his cock 
                                                                                                     taking her by the hip to pull her lips to his mouth suddensomething like flowerpollen fell on his face Wha the hell and for opening his mouth to speak some pollen fell in it 
                           she tasted sweet she smelled sweet she had gone into the kitchen and dusted herself with powdered sugar  she was like eating a fresh sweet jelly Bismarck 
                                                                               like one from the San Jose bakery

 

 

thats what accommodating his cats bought him that night 
                                                           swirling white dots against a shifting blackscreen the back of his eyelids then it relentinggiving way to an erotic dream

 

yet another reasonhe dare suggest to care for pussycats
 
69 earlier in the week, then 0215 & 0222,  Reggae Friday,  6  11. 20
1439,  Monday,  9  11. 20


“Where are the doors?” 
                      a very disturbing question hed never heard before   Where are the doors
 

it appeared to be a facility  inmates people   inside of cells

cells have doors

there were no doors  they disappearedwere absorbed by the walls absorbed by the bars  there werent anythey were nonexistent

a groan in the pit of his stomach 
                                he tried to imagine being confined to space  a meat space he borrowed the term from China Miéville from which there was no escape 

confined inside a cube 


imagine 
         the 
              despair 
the 
    hopelessness


or maybe the last thing we need are doors
 
1251 or 0051,  Moanday, eve of Drumpfs dismissal,  21  1. 20
1359,  Sunnyday,  8  11. 20