he doesnt have Premium Hulu so the media service owned by Disney Streaming a subsidiary of Walt Disney Corporation spinning in his grave interrupts with commercials commercial interruptions  no longer thirty second breaks

Vraylar

         drug advertisement “Ask your health professional . . .”

he tried to ignore itpicked up the book From One Cell he set aside to read duringBUT the absolute tsunami of side effects affected him

set the book down

                    “. . . the most common side effects . . . include: difficulty moving or slow movements, tremors, uncontrolled body movement, restlessness and feeling like you need to move around, sleepiness, nausea, vomiting, indigestion, constipation, feeling tired, trouble sleeping, increased appetite, and dizziness.”

the common ones

Googled it

suicidal ideation

Vraylar is an antipsychotic but also has an antidepressant effect

                                                                    BUT

quite the coin toss

                       maybe psychotic   or maybe lessdepressed 

took a deep breath

had known depression intimately

wasnt his

six years an ignored slave shout out 12 Years A Slave six desperate heartbreaking years  held things together with spit an spit

        baling wire never showed

her mental health professionals refused to communicate with her physicians Right to Privacy that privacy also legally excluded himkept him on the sidelines because she signed the instrument

    drugaddled signatures count

pharmacists became his greatest asset  more than once a possible adverse drug reactionOoops push drugs gold in dem der hills as long as the patient doesnt OD croak keep patients at the tit TILT TILT TILT  tunnelvision

now theres a term for what they achieved until they didnt  Pharmacovigilance

interruption ended

                    finally returning to Eileen “Love will make you crazy.” 

“Take a penny. Leave a penny.”

1714,  Thursday,  5  9. 24

1240,  Reggaefriday,  6  9. 24

Vraylar  https://dailymed.nlm.nih.gov/dailymed/medguide.cfm?setid=4b5f7c65-aa2d-452a-b3db-bc85c06ff12f#:~:text=The%20most%20common%20side%20effects,%2C%20increased%20appetite%2C%20and%20dizziness.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6297296/

. . . I remembe . .

. . Thas your problem

You gonna tell me what my problem is I love when people tell me my problem.

Steal my line Im due airquotes or youve thieved anaint nobody likes a thief

Ya pis . .

. . Language  Language

                          Really running the gambit this afternoon when yaoughta be giddy about your reunion tonight  an tomorrow night   an tomorrow

High schools not tha memorable

You must have had a shitty experience.

I did It was called school the curriculum did me no favours

                                                               Couldnt convince them I learned different

Thasaid  Most kids flourished

I got it

Sounds like some animosity.

No  Forged me

                 Me an Popeye  I yam wha I yam

But  your problem

Almost forgot.

You’d remind me.

I remember

             Whawas tha

    High school.

Thas your problem

                     Springsteen handled it taught a lesson  You didnt listen

I didn’t listen to Springsteen.

Should have chicks loved him

                                  Glory Days

Glory days/Well they’ll pass you by, glory days/In the wink of a young girl’s eye, glory day/glory days

Theyre behind you

    But I remember.

Your problem

No onenone of us are what we were

                                       Tha physical prowessif one was fortunate to possess  passes   Has passed

Your problem

But not yours.

No

You were an athlete.

    Were

            I was         

Hang your hat on a peg a memory an itll kick you in the teeth 

    

    An rightfully so   

1PM preferred,  2sday,  3  9. 24

1142,  Reggaefriday,  6  9. 24

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LzHmunZxJeM

Springsteen  Glory Days  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvUOgIgLqOQ

listening to National Security expert Frank Fugliuzzi on MSNBC discuss with Nicolle Wallace the Apalachee High School shooting that killed four two students two teachers and wounded others

he remarked that teens years are filled with angst and depression and anxiety

                                                                                   wondered if schools had Behavioural Assessment Teams Family Reconciliation ServicesWHA

                                                            he thought as Fugliuzzi spoke that if he were a teenager would behavioural assessment familial reconciliation Shooter drills effect him  YUP

                                                                                 No doubt

had a conversation with his mother once his father separately told them when he thinks back to growing up in their home if he had to do it all over again exactly as it happened he would in a heartbeat

                                                                                           exactly as it was

Im not blowing smoke up your ass

although theres a certain appeal to vapour up ones ass 

    . . . angst depression anxiety

                                     he searched his memory was unscathed

searched for a reason why

they didnt have much a roof over their heads food on the table clothes on their back

they enjoyed the necessities

                               anwhen you have what you need what could you want

not a fucking thing

its remained that way all his life

                                   need not want not

maybe maybe  todays kids are being sold a bill of Goods tha aint so good

                                                                                 towering inflated expectations

his kids are enjoying their lives

he and his wife got them there

he does not interact with children

Wittgensteins Whereof  Thereof

in fairness  to-date hes achieved his Ambition

                                                  to be happy

1451,  day-between-2-Ts,  4  9. 24

1010,  Reggaefriday,  6  9. 24

Bobby McFerrin  Don’t Worry Be Happy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S1JC2QAOPhQ