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it was funny(not really) the things that amused people(not really)

that they found in their partners only after they partnered up


                                                     he often wondered if originally it wasnt deceit

or otherwise occurring down a road they hadnt wandered earlier in their relationship  an honest oversight  or if the realisation accreted and thereafter they chose to leave the path unexhumed lay dormant until it shook its head and reemerged to amuse them(not really)

he learned these things when they boiled to the surface inadvertently(not really) during conversation

he was floored they unburdened themselves on him rather than discussing it with their mates

they hinted initially the musing was superficial  hardly worth noticing   

however now committed they were necessarily stuck

                                                the old saying that served his mother endlessly 
You’ve made your bed, now sleep in it  he gamely altered  Youve made your bed now sleep with it  appeared fully unfurled  relentless
without sympathy



this particularly examination  --  returning to the scene of yet another crime  --  occurred before he slept(they didnt sleep) with his buddys wife

she liked to think that she seduced him

he had no reason to alter her thinking or perception


her husband turned out not to be much of a buddy

he killed that when he privately confessed to him that he was sleeping around while away on business trips 

Why would you do that to your wife he asked  

Dont be square man What she doesnt know wont hurt her

he asked What if she slept around on you

Her Shes a mouse  She wouldnt


she was no mouse when he was with her

she was absolutely voracious  inspired  she was easily one of the best beddings hed ever enjoyed

which suggested to him his buddys enthrall with her had waned or he was one of those dogs who had to have a new bone because he gnawed the old bone tasteless

or thought it was tasteless

he could assure him otherwise


she unfortunately disregarded her husbands prior failed relationships

when he mentioned them to her(innocently) she said she understood they failed because he hadnt met the right woman

Or he interrupted he was the common thread

she scoffed

he made her swallow her scoff with eyes bright with tears from choking



he never did find out if she told her husband of the affair or if her husband buried his old bone or admitted to his infidelities


he made a trip to Amsterdam to celebrate VanGoghs 100th birthday

he still hadnt returned to the States



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