in the weaves marl the eighteeninches by eighteen square patterned linoleum a cyclopsJesus

                                                                                                    appeared

glanced at HimHe turned His back

                                        was absorbed

not a blindedJesus  one eyed

                                    a cyclops

bearded

thorncrowned

wiped blood from his forehead to keep from blinding him

                                                             yet    turned His back

wasnt the first time

                           though the first time appearing as a cyclops

he knew symbolism

    brute strength  He was a brute

    primal nature  theyd disagree

dangers

           of an unchecked ego single-minded focusduh  a cyclops  one eye

                                                                                  could     could symbolise

consequences of lacking compassion

                                            societal structure

Church

          is not society   an aspect

a philosophy

    wondered

                    if he closed one eyewore a pirates eyepatch   if

if

he would see things differently

  

1350,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

1812,  Wednesday

Cream  White Room  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V5BF1V1pbTs 

I was watching the film trailer for Twentyseventythree  heard of it

I’ve not.

May not havenot really your cup of tea

Scifi?

            You know me so well.

Baby I know you to be pliable bendy  elastic

                                                 I know youre bright anif I asked youd challenge yourself because I did

I aim to please.

                    You.

Anya do

           Unlike anyone ever has

I watched the whole thing

    I was disturbed by a single frame tha held a second not two

Disturbed? 

Ja

     The image

Everyones wearing elaborate goggles all men like a collective housed in an computerbanked arena  NASA launch  Tminus tenseconds

All looking in the same direction  

Gave me the heebie jeebies

    Goggled, like how?

I imagine virtual reality headsets Looked like fuckin bugs like those crowmasks physicians wore in days of yore

Made me very uncomfortable

Lookin in the same direction

Everyfuckinone

Were they possibly watching the same thing.

Through headsets

                     Id imagine if images were fed in their attitudes as they viewed it would be all over the map some seated heads turned not all standing up looking in same direction

Pointing in the same direction 

Oblivious to their neighbour

    It looked desperate

 

Desperate?

Felt desperation inside those twoseconds

 

Are we going to watch it?

    I don know

1551,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

1258,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

. . . no letting up, not for a second, not to acknowledge the benefits you enjo . .

. . Enjoy

              Enjoyment entertainment comes at a pricewill be  a hellacious one   Im unwilling

You utilise it.

I do  Sparingly

                 I refuse to let it utilise me  I limit it

Im not dropping breadcrumbs along the way to mark my path

                                                                   Theyd be eaten   By AI

Always so vivid, and ridiculous, you can’t avoid AI.

Lemme askya  he pursed his lips

                                               patientlywaited

 

What?

            You could have said.

I asked permission because you can imagine Ill not be kind

You?

       Hard to expect anything else or less.

Is a human beingno  not askingstating

                                           A human being is an AI client

A client who did not request AI

Served Like condiments

Parsley to one side attractive   on your diners plate

Well of course we didn’t request it, it came with the territor . .

. . An when I minimise my terroritory you give me grief

                                                            A human being is an AI client

It understands what you want by the preferences youve shared  breadcrumbs  an like commerce business understanding wha you want itll lie to close the deal

You may say little white lies

Strip away the adjectives

Drink liquor straight  neat

    It’s not lying.

It is

One word

Grok

Go ahead

You have my permission

                          Use you smartphone Google was xAI's Grok caught in a lie  Take its AI Overview  Read it to me

Awright.

    “xAI's Grok chatbot has been the subject of controversy regarding its accuracy and propensity to generate misleading or offensive content.”

I don’t use x I don’t use Grok I . .

. . Use other platforms

                         Yareally think Grok is a one-off

Theyre sellin you the goods

Neglecting the bads

Misleading

Lying

1551,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

1135,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

he was a kept man

 

sounds deliciousJa

                       kept

he liked the sexual innuendo

                                         but thats not what hes hazin in his head

kept

        he was being kept physicallyagile mentallyacute by his cats inside an out

got underfoot

they havent dropped him yethes stumbled

                                              they havent taken one another out

the acuity  rote    routine

                               todays whaever day whaever date the year  cites birthdays anniversaries Day in History what he was up to a year agoyears ago cracksopens the closet door his burgeoning blustery memories beggin to have out  opening it they stagger legs weak fall out onto their faces

    when asked why he remembers so much so deftly he replies

                                                                       Got cats

1610,  Monday,  28  7. 25

1031,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

I apologise I beat you up pretty good

                                             Let me make amends

Amending fucking  old  man?

    Nah

            You deserved tha an more

Ya demeaned men everywhere Even young men flinchedsome wept at the eventuality shoud they circumvent death to grow old aint born thinkin tha youll live forever somebodys got to let tha in your head whisper that ordinance shove a stick of dynamite up their ass assuring them It’ll never go off. then they sit down too hard next to a beast tryin out a lame line goes off shreds their guts she hustles away hasnt any idea whas happened he stands staggers drops

                                                     Dead

No old man for him

 

 

Id like to make it up

maybe made mute by the barrage

 

How’s that?

Assemble a calendar

Calendar?

The Lovely Young Ladies of Ruth

Ruth?

A shout out to the old women tha theyll eventually gawdwillin  become

                                                                             Like a Playboy  pinup calendar

Why Ruth?

Few an far between

                      Know many Ruths in your life

Coud be short for ruthless

Ive known many ruthless women men only think theyve got the corner on the market their balls hangin knotted by their vas deferens together on a clothesline between womens dainties  exotic   lingerie

                                                                                                        Brother

 

Gives new meaning hung out to dry

A calendar woud be doable

                               Certainly a kick soliciting lovely young women

    In your parlance

 

1541,  Saturday,  26  7. 25

0956,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

No no no nointerrupting him  No

                                     Don do tha

he looked perplexed

Tellinya  Don

the perplexing squared

                       What?    Don’t do what?

Yareally don listen when you speakKahRist

    I think what you heard I didn’t sa . .

. . Ya did

           Ifya didnt I woudnt have gone off

Don ever ever  donever say tha again

What did I supposedly say?

Went old man

                      Im tryin to help a brother out

Really

          A lovely young lady

I did not.

Ya  Did

          Cant get more old mannish than tha bro Who the fuck says tha except  exceptexcept     except  an enfeebled old man clutching at straws

I know the gal who youre talkin about

                                         Shes stunning

Id tell her she was a piece of ass before Id ever go anywhere near lovely young lady  Shed take piece of ass took a piece of ass as a compliment when she showed at your pool party wearing a thong

I got a huge smile

                     Deep dimples     I love dimples

I didn’t.

No

       So Id go off over something unsaid

I dare ya dare ya walkup to an old woman an tell her shes a  lovely  old  woman

She shot you in the face

Id testify in court she acted in self defenceKahRist

                                                           Lovely young lady

    Fuckin  old  man

1541,  Saturday,  26   7. 25

0849,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

    book

             the Service Model  Charles  assumes “special requests, instructions, forbiddances and caveats” from its master

forbiddances

tasty

         it appears he has a thing for words without lower case letters that descend beneath the line

run through the alphabet a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z &  f g j p q y which looks like faggot gypsynot that theres anything wrong with that  though he feels the fluttering of eyelashes at the word faggot  was it possible he was referring to a bundle of sticks or twigs bound together as starterkindling for a fire   No  It wasnt  o p q  reminded him of opaque

forbiddances

the appeal

he didnt dance

could he insist when disco was the rage that he forbade himself to dance

                                                                                 insist?

flatout refused despite the woman he went to various night clubs to meet and enjoy as part of a klatsch clutch he could get behind that group was a wickedsharp dancer  modern  jazz  swing  tap  belly  ballet  samba  rumba  lambada looked like mixed drinks or menu items  lovedloved watching her movewas infatuated

     the flame caught  was he a faggot tightlytied bundle of sticks and twigs

                                                                             she set him offreally set him off

they married

    only certain dances are forbidden

2214,  Tuesday,  29  7. 25

0806,  Wednesday,  30  7. 25

Dronny Darko & Protou  Everything  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLeckt7zsrw