cuntseller

they had him go to Santa Cruz to be deposed

they were the attorneys counselors for the physicians who slipped in behind the curtain with the little dog as he stood facing Oz

Oz the Great and the Powerful

the hiding curtain a diaphanous reminder to all physicians that physicians didnt rat on other physicians and while their fellows(perceived medical authorities) submitted sterling testimonies on behalf of those named in the suit  not one would submit testimony on his behalf

no matter that his wife died at their hands

. . . unfortunately men and women and children die at the hands of physicians

It is a reality an occupational hazard

Its Medicine and nothings perfect

You see

Are you asking me

As per your presence youve been instructed and have sworn oath that you will answer any and all questions put to you to the best of your abilities

Im asking if youre asking me if the preface to your You see Nothings perfect is a question

I didnt ask for perfection

I asked for competence

I asked if youre not the doctors to help her then to please step aside for those who could

I asked that the physicians honor their Hippocratic Oath which as I understand all physicians submit that they would do her their patient no harm

And shes dead

The medical system is rigged  But by their nature all systems are rigged

They shouldnt be rigged however to hide or protect deficient members It would seem to me that for the health of any system it ought to be bereft of derelicts    

Hyperbolic perhaps  The Life and Death of Julius Caesar  Act Three Scene Two

I come to bury Caesar not to praise him

The evil that men do lives after them

The good is oft interred with their bones

Shakespeare

For the physicians named in this suit of negligence probable cause I dont believe those of their rank ought to be drawn tight around them and that they shouldnt suffer for the mistreatment they heaped on their drug-addled patient -- drug-addled -- drugs they surreptitiously secretly doled out to her safe in the knowledge that they procured a legal instrument by her signature that excluded and barred her immediate family from contacting them or staff to learn of
or be told anything regarding her treatment

She was fucked up on medications prior to the date she signedThey knew itThey colluded     

A fine speech
            Is anything perfect

Ah  a question cuntseller  At last

Excuse me

No

If the stenographer would please read back the compelleds testimony

Ah  A question counselor  At last

I move to strike counselor from the record and record what the deposed actually said

He did not say counselor and I am due the respect of my agency no matter his feeling towards this deposition . .

. . Seemingly my speech impediment troubles you cuntseller What would you have recorded in its steadand I protest your question as overly broad Is anything perfect Answering it in the affirmative cuntseller would slight undo possibly unravel any skeins of culpability from actions these physicians deliberately took  with forethought

They set her up

They knew it

She no more had a chance than a laboratory guinea pig a trifle thing manipulated dosed and scribbled about probably in a second set of books not seen by the Court

A grandiose plot

I have no idea how many Ks grand their plot netted them from interested pharmaceuticals The Human Race the Rat Race interchangeable when it comes to corporate bottomlines and corporate lack of humanity
Sociopathetical all

nonetheless  he was anxious for cuntseller to provide for the record in her own words what she preferred it read

if she wouldnt have provoked him

the morning round was difficult 

afterwards he asked his attorney what the hell she was doing  singlehandedly she had made the entire proceeding uncomfortableand he was uncomfortable enough never having been deposed before 

she was haughty  petulant  wasnt being the only female attorney of six in the room notoriety enough

apologising his attorney said her reputation preceded her  he admitted he had been forewarned but frankly he couldnt believe what he was told   

early he recognised that she crafted her questions to create implications

so every question she asked him  he made her repeat it

that displeased her 

with that additional acquired time he was able to carefully fashion his answers

and she went after him  she suggested at the conclusion of every answer he made that he was being clever that he wasnt being forthcoming

One can only assume she said he is likely withholding information

before his attorney could interceded he said I dont believe weve come to Santa Cruz to entertain assumptions

Please  Ask your questions

and he continued to make her repeat every one

returning after lunch(not that he ate) four of the attorneys took their leave

it had to kill her she wasnt playing to a full house

the remaining attorney explained he had but a few questions more and with their answers he too would leave

his questions even during the morning had been straightforward

asked  answered  he gathered his briefcase and excused himself

mano a mano

she cleared her voice

then snidely she asked if he kept any of his wifes clothing and what clothing they were

his fist went to his mouth even before he could ask her to please ask her question again 
it stuffed Bitch in his mouth

taking his hand away not looking at her he asked for a ten-minute recess and stood turned and walked away even before it was granted

recesses were his to ask 

that was explained at the opening of the proceedings

he walked out to the parking lot and over to its edge that saw down into an estuary that fed the Pacific

he listened to the cackle and boisterous cries of seabirds

bitter tears filled his eyes

it was good to affirm that the Natural Order of things still persisted water flowed to the sea birds bitched insistently until evening when theyd roost and not chip at each other as much

smart  his attorney didnt follow him out 

he stood above the estuary the sun on his back until he imagined pinholes in his shadow below that the sun and the universe penetrated him and by osmosis filled him with their grace and quiet enduring violence

back inside again he said Cuntseller  Your question again please

and when she concluded it as was his practise his devise he asked her to ask it again

she nearly spit

he said Yes 

he identified in excessive detail the dresses he kept  and why  he even described the dress he and his daughters dressed her for her wake  and why  and if they hadnt used it he would have the dress hanging in his closet  he identified pieces of jewelry he kept that triggered memory of events they attended which she wore them to or simply to feel better wearing them  some tshirts blouses sweatshirts and sweaters  how they fit her or didnt were oversized and comfortable and when she wore them that meant in the evening theyd sit on the couch together and shed have him take off her shoes and socks and rub her feet as they either talked of the day and the girls or watched something on the television

Yes

And you asked why

Were not here for me to answer your questions

And you asked why

I thought Id provide you due respect to repeat myself since Ive asked you to repeat all your questions
Though I dont suppose you need to repeat your answer cuntseller

cuntseller never did say what she preferred the record read(at least not in his presence)

1234,  Saturday,  13  8. 16

1150,  Sunday,  14  8. 16

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