I suffer allergens acute reactions to Honey-do lists

                                                       Didem long time   Perhaps  perhaps too long

Although at the time I considered them necessary    Instrumental

Perhaps  I was bamboozled

    Happens to enablers

Shame on meshame on us

    These days

I makeem for myself

Theyre not nearly as long  Or complicated

One

At the beginning of the week for the entire week  Sometimes two weeks  Weeks

                                                                                 Shit 

Occasionally a month

Theres a nice a wonderful thing about month-long lists

                                                                  I usually misplace those

Misplaced

The following month Ill make another

 

    You put things off for a month?

I said occasionally

                        The only one bitched woud be me

An Ill not bitch myself

                         A slight masochist

Not a by-the-letter sadist

You’re making me uncomfortable.

Walk away

                 Are you leashed by a list

 

I am.  Frankly.

A man a woman

A woman.

There an equality

 

     Equalit . .

. . Share obligations

I thought of them as so.

    At the beginning

At the beginning.

You understand youre being taken advantaged of

 

    Yes.               

You understand you have the solution

Yes.

    We have nothing to talk about

Balls in your court

 

Frankly

            I dig it when I lose my list

1526,  Saturday,  24  1. 26

2251,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

Neil Young  A Man Needs a Maid  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bORW_YEmHwY

two of his indoor cats were going crazy catnipcrazy over outdoor scents

                                                                            its two cents on his socks

Take that!

indoor cats cant

                    those smells are alien   enticing

he could relate if he could smell

                                     his nose has been broken three times  hes older his sense of smell minimised smell minimised taste minimised he could bitch but where would that get himfucking  nowhere   man

believing its furthur up the foodchain

                                         microwavable bybye meals  he hasnt one

Mankinde is doomed

                       all hell breaks loose when theyre forced out into the naked world to face mountain cats theyve been murdering wolves theyve been murdering coyotes theyve been murdering

                                                                                                        Fuck

he could see cattle pigs chickens fowl also seeking their vengeance  Letem  hes been eating legumes for half a decade  

Kneel  

Bow  

      For forgiveness?

ocean fish in the surf acting like piranhas deep ocean whales orcas great white kraken marlin swordfish tuna pollock cod tearing Mankinde a new asshole  its tasty

                                                                lobster crab shrimp

oysters cockles clam razor clams scallops mussels surfacing for bites of their own

myriad multitudinous insects

    it was about time tables were turned

                                                  Come now  No whining

Let the chips fall where they may

no weeping for humanitys cruelty   inhumanity

cant say we didnt know where to draw the linewe knew

                                                                    but who was going to make us 

1414,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

1908,  Sunday

Beatles  Nowhere Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8scSwaKbE64

. . . something woud have been nice

You’re not going to cut Dad some slac . .

. . No

talking with his brother over the telephone

None at all

    You really ought to.

You can

            Age is a date on the calendar

Once a year

Its whas inside ones head

And if one is physically hampered?

One can be physically hampered their whole life an acquaintance English his brother was deprived of oxygen during birth weighed two pounds nine ouncesmight have been the charitable thing to do to have let him die but in those were the days physicians were keen on proving their expertise at keeping a baby alive

Short term success

Lifelong horrifically disabled

Has never walked 

Is sixty years old

Has always been institutionalised

                               Joy

Age is a date once a year

I’m sorry for your acquaintance.

Be sorry for his brother

                          A successful experiment keeping a baby alive  Talley tha column

You’re being a bit of a brute.

You miss his birthweight two pounds nine ounces

                                                         Ive taken shits tha have weighed more

A grim brute

The only solace I can muster is tha there are prisoners who have endured solitary confinement sixty years

They can walk can communicate

The man does not speak

                            Sixty years

 

Tha said  Something woud have been nice

                                                 It was his sons birthday had no recollections of bringing him home

Mom woud have

    She would have. I agree.

Thank you

               We discussed memories those I had  triggered hers

Her mind was sharp

She died at eightysix

Her mind was sharp

Dad's was at eightysi . .

. . I woud disagree

                        Memory   Muscle memory    Memory muscle

Don use it

               Lost

Is that what you attribute your nuts memory to?

Ive no idea

                I do enjoy it though

To the disappointment, sometimes umbrage, of the rest of your siblings, family.

Whell

          Not having lived among you as long as I haveif umbrage water off a ducks back

 

I trigger your memories

You do.

Umbrage

Occasionally.

    Ive no apologises

Something woud have been nice

1217 or 0017,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

1412,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

Correct me if Im wrong

Since youve said you know we will  mariachi

    Routine

Jah

R  O  U  T  I  N  E

Jah

However

           R  O  U  T  E  I  N  E

Thas clever

Which gave way  yamight have seen the chyron

                                                       U  T  E  R  I  N  E   Uterus

From where mammalian life spawns sprawls

Crawls

Not human mammals

                           Animals mammals

Lots ofem are up an kickin within hours of birth

                                                       I was quite pitiful at birth  waiting  saw their eyes roll

I said  I was quite pitiful at birth

Another way to look at tha statement  A permission statement     An invite

                                                                                   If you dare

Id expect nothing less

You were pitiful 

Thas better

              We began  Correct me if Im wrong

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1115,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

. . . Well

 

 

Well . . .

           

                   Well what?

Well well

 

You drive me nuts.

                       Please.

What’s well well?

A well well

              The water I made our coffee with

I walked to the village square and from the well I tossed a bucket in retrieved it were drinking it

looked like hed been shot bottled water drinker that he was That may not have been wise.

Im not thought to be wise

                                   Im curious

I drank from it tasted good before I committed to carrying a full bucket back  Cold  Pristine

                                                                                                  Au naturel

Like in olden days

And you chose not to give me an option . not to be part of your . . . your adventure misadventure . that for it we might get some type of fauna, parasite, unfurling in our guts?

    From one parasite to another

                                          We also might not

catching his bemused expression guy always sought bemusement Don’t you dare say . . live a littl . .

. . I cant help myself

                          Live a little

angrily You know, for someone with staid routines, when you step out you really step out.

I do  But I thought it woud be nice to have a partner for a change

                                                                                      he beat his eyelashes Youre they

I’m me not they. You poison me, and then assign me a pronoun.

Mes a pronoun

                 Youre self-referential scratched at the scab of an old continuing argument

Your severe hardwired tendency to use yourself as the benchmark the gold standard for understanding anything

Things have to pass through the sieve tha is you

                                                     I suppose well see wha kind of sieve you actually are

he glared not an attractive look If I get ill your paying for my treatment.

Or not

          So pessimistic

Thas my job

Screw you.

Pessimistically optimistic

Screw.   You.

    Aah  Live a little woudya

sometime AM,  Sunday,  25  1. 26

Free  Wishing Well  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIotFhpGmc0