all i ever wanted
was to keep you in sight incited
i wanted
but that wasnt a good reason
for you
was it
what i wanted wasnt what you
wanted and what you wanted is what i said i wanted
for you
when did i slip off the track
onto that short ugly siding
sliding badly
blind
thats not what i wanted
for you
not what i wanted for you sounds
like a miserable excuse
though i could probably fashion
worse
to get out from under all the
lies ive told you
to keep you
for me
to keep you for me sounds horrible
i didnt mean it horribly
i suppose no one in love ever
means it horribly
but it is
and in love
is just a miserable excuse
there isnt a reason on the
planet love can invoke
to wash blood off its
hands
but lovers try to convince
themselves there is
and there are scores and scores
trying to tilt the playing
field to their advantage
how does advantage work
in a loving relationship
for you
for me for you
or for me
0054,
Saturday, 21 9. 13
