9.5.20


  1234  numbers follow him they even follow him when hes watching Japanese lesbian porn on-linehe caught the time on the face of his cellfone

                                       1234

perhaps morecuriously he killed the pornpunched up Muddy Waters on YouTube and listened while he went to WORD to wriote

it was early morning

somebodywho messed with his cell

he had it set to the 24hour setting

his cell should have read 0034

Walter Paytons number
                         he was a football player

who got ahold of his cellfone

it didnt go where he went

he wasnt obsessed

a simple elevenyear old cellfone to call out on like a phone booth – not as classy – and text occasionally

his fone wasnt a collar and leash he could be yanked around on

which wasnt to say he didnt have a leash and collar  

or several for that matter

for different occasions

although
          he was a little too stoned to remember where he hung them

but then

because they didnt go where he went either

a possibility remained that whoever messed with his cell could also have relocated his collars and leashes

he lived on a hill left the backdoor unlockedhe wasnt a security freak because he didnt have much worth stealing

that was the wrong way to say that

hed steal things like he had from someone

what he meant to say was most people wouldnt find what he had worth stealing

a fence wouldnt waste their timing trying to move his things


he was waondering off point



who would fuck with him

cute rare he used cute  it was cute that someone would take their time to think to fuck with him it almost made him feel warm and fuzzy
                    or it was hash he smoked

1234 or 0034,  Saturday,  9  5. 20
Muddy Waters  Close to You  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMKTjahlwxo       


headline CDC report suggests Georgia’s COVID-19 fight is far from over

The Walking Dead is filmed in Georgia

Ironic isnt it
1050, Saturday,  9  5. 20



his life had bookends

not the perennial birthdate deathdate 

rather once only sun set
                              and now sun rise


sun set was reserved for his wife

they separated once

he wanted to provide them seed moneysubstantally for their lives together

he didnt foresee it being nipped in the bud

his strident personality and demeanor offput those who were in charge they preferred he cater to them   kowtow

he didnt have a clue who they thought they were but that wasnt happening

the one who was charged to discharge him said  Nothing personal, it’s business.

after he beat him near senseless a large snotbubble swelling out of the mans nose he told him Nothing personal

he left the state

he had his story

people who knew him vouched for him



his intention to harvest serious seed money had his fanny on a tunaboat

he fished the Pacific a thousand miles off the coast of Peru

he told his wife if she would watch the sun set he would too  they would be together

as it was whenever they were apart they watched the sun set to be together and when they were together they stopped what they were doing and went outside to watch it

if they were with friends they excused themselves

they didnt offer an explanation

curious that that offput people

which determined that those people werent worth their friendship

they had few friends

they didnt seek friendships

they suffered the mire of acquaintances while their children went through school and began socialising

a necessary evil

when they could they pursued their solitude they imagined how nice it would be when their children went to college to form their own lives
                      as they had formed theirs

maybe then theyd forge friendships

maybe not

but before they could set things in practise his wife died


he watches the sun set for them and remembers



sun rise ruddy or brilliant was reserved for his eldest daughter

when she was a girl she would get up when he didhe was an early riser

so he dragged her out into the peeking sun and yelled Good Morning
                                                                      startling her
but she caught on  and they yelled Good morning together

when she went off to school he told her if she would watch the sun rise he would too they would be together


years after his wife died his daughter died in a wreck




bookends 
            thoughtfully  sun set    sun rise


0713,  Saturday,  21  12. 19 – First Day of Winter
1222, Thursday,  7  5. 20