11.6.20

$115K -- Killed



anallyappeased by the president he smiles perhaps grateful for the fit  Kentuckys cancer just cant do whats right

1647, Thursday,  11  6. 20


a honeyblonde streaked tangerine cool sherbet waft through his vision at least three times he definitely took his eye off the ball to glimpse her and was maddened that he couldnt get an angle on hersee her better
                                                                                                 asif she knew he wasknew exactly when to turn her headher back squat raise her hands to her face like blinders 
                                                                                           her laughter was like music he could listen to allday everyday

fuckin tease 
              or maybe itd happened before  he was in the wrong place at the wrong timeback to back to back to back
it wasnt impossible  
                     itd happened a handful of times before

it bugged him he was gonna have to use two hands


he caught her briefly in profileshe turned her head away what were the odds   Yahoo 50/50

he saw her from behindhe dropped a heavy book on the floor everyone else jumped and turned she didnt what were the odds she was deaf he dated two deaf girls

she was coming up stairshe recognised her hairhe was walking down the flight above her  at least nah she veered when she reached the floor she disappeared into one office or another solid hardwood doors
he even tried to pickup her scent in the air
hed have made a lousy bloodhound

he was stymied

shut down

shut out



sometimes hed be better off just staying in bed


early morning,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  10. 18
1304,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  6. 20





he was dreaming a lot
                           making up for lost  uh    dreams
lost Time

he equated dreams and Time
                               when he woke in the morning and beat ass to his daughters bedside if she was awake immediately after their Good morningstheir I love yous shed ask Did you dream, Dad? No baby no dreams Oh, I’m sorry. No  Please dont be sorry Its not on you  In time baby in time



when his moviereel finally spins dry of dreams and he wakes
                                                                  he wakes to discomfort 

seems all his birds were coming home to roosteverything he had broken or cut or split or smashedeverything every lil bit was coming home to roost

if he were a telephone line strung between two posts his wire would stretch down and belly in the dirt which would make his birds very unhappy
                                who would obviously increased his discomfort
a day at a time

he was a jokester

it made perfect sense that his body would fuck with him

1244,  Sunday,  7  6. 20
1224,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  10  6. 20
Allman Brothers  Whipping Post  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZSNs6H-HDI


whenya take yer eye off the ball it gets away from ya
                                                          as the Stock Market prudently sincerely insists

this is the Federal government Republicans under Drumpfs husbandry  hes too busy demonising BLM liberal POC female reporters rioters cant quit squawking his phony intifa  not demonising police violence – aint allowing euphemisms – not demonizing white racists not declaring systematic racism  disrespecting the novel coronavirus  NO SECOND WAVE  its coming its comingitscoming as sure as he cant take hardball questions

opened too soon
                  then looked away
either eye on the prize or not                                                                                                               
dont get it without work

1336,  Thursday,  11  6. 20
The Chamber Brothers  Time Has Come Today  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hIqwzQ7g-Cc
https://www.thenation.com/article/society/tom-cotton-new-york-times/


Jenna Ellis selfdescribed evangelical conservative Trump attorney quaffed the Kool-Aid assailed coloured and female White House reporters for asking “stupid questions” of the president which evidently hurt his feelings and made him run away from the podium later he hid behind her skirt  

she also mocked Dr.Fauci saying shed trust local weather forecasts more than the nations leading (one of the worlds leading) infectious disease expert
                                   she does have God to heal her there is that

Ellis refuses to comment on what counsel she provides the crybaby rather she says her conversations with him are confidential
              the Republican varietal I can’t breathe  which when they say it sounds like I can’t speak negatively about the president.