11.12.24


    I’m done.
            exasperation evident in his voice

You were so caughtupenthusiastic describing it without dropping any spoiler anGawd knows youre shitabsolute shit when it comes to ruining movies for others by not pulling backthinking ahead wha your words woud reveal

I don’t do it on purpos . .
. . You do it
             Thaya do itwhether or not on purpose doesnt matter
Reason why I don ask you about film
                                         Or ask for recommendations
Which of late cycle out of your girl friends mouthwho if I wanted Id ask her opinion

I don’t do it on purpose.

No matter Ya do it
                      So not droppin a spoiler was fantastic

Whas the name of the movie


I don’t remember.

Gave a great synopsis

Thank you.

    Cant remember the title
No.
     I can’t.


I think wha Im going to do is make a film called I Cant Remember The Name Of It an advertise it on marquees NOW SHOWING capital letters followed by nothing but negative space

You’re not giving it a title?
I have
        Just not going to advertise it
To be forgotten

Im givinya an out bro

    Likely I’d spoil it.

Ive no doubt
              Acted by no-name actors too

No way Id letya tear down my movie  spoil it

1635,  Saturday,  7  12. 24
1520,  Wednesday,  11  12. 24

as a boy he thought all he needed was his mitt he was lefthanded ball bat paperback science fiction books and Playboys
if black licorice red isnt licorice was tossed in the deal
                                                         he was in heaven

   then wants
                   demanded more than he needed  but he held tight his reins


   those he let into his life wanted a lot

then departed

leaving him their wants
                          that said

he still has his mitt ball bat paperbacks and Playboys
                                                           occasionally he gifts himself licorice
  
before 0800,  Wednesday,  11  12. 24
1234,  Wednesday

love is routine

sounds like hes dissing it
hes not
          he meant routine
in that he expressed his love daily words actions  but has to call love out because routine love is  rote love is  are matter-of-fact   love nevertheless is taken for granted 
it will be there tomorrow


he was mindful thoughtful his daughter believed to a fault
                                                                   anyet he dropped the ballbelieving with every fiber of his bodyhis being love goes on an on anon
                                           asif 
he was immortal


mortality breaks love
                        makes it a shadow
stone turned to fine sand escaping his handsbetween his fingers
                                                                     but hopefully
not before he dies
  
prior to 0800,  Wednesday,  11  12. 24
1205,  Wednesday

a suddenharshbreathrobbing Void in his life

    not the first
                  painfully  not the first

what intrigued himmade him curious

was how a void was filled

when he didnt know it existed

1250,  Wednesday,  11  12. 24

somehow he acquired a prick of a godkeeper to some  gatekeepers  anthis motherfucker was supported by a zealous overseer and therefore well-resourced provided his history  pertinent facts  worked overtimeworked hard trying to make him miserable whenever possible  often succeeding
                                                               he refused to play poker
because his pokerface was exhausted by this piece of shit whose throat like on-line commerce when its fucked someone and they want to return or have returned product and they want their hardearned money back  EVENTUALLY months of months later despite first promises by customercare agents then their supervisors then their supervisorssuperior Put my money back into my account. I have a receipt confirming the product was returned.
                                                                                         . . . this piece of shit like on-line commerce who he cant get his hands around their throat

motherfucker evidently alignedacquired assess to corporations possessed what remained of their souls recipes changed for the worse lesser ingredients products smaller  profits ups 

he made pricepoints if an item exceeded what he was willing to pay he didnt buy it


    motherfucker   corporations
                                   they ceased making some products altogether
DISCONTINUED innumerable items he enjoyed
                                                  some that he considered luxuries
which meant they exceeded his pricepoints but occasionally he afforded them


then the cheapshot they really hit him hard
                                               they
at the overseers direction a cunt of a cunt observed detailed to a fault kudos thorough reminded his godkeeper to revivespur his memory of how leftie the cat would jump up on his bed while he was making it to be petted hed chastise her never meant it part of their game then hed stroke her sidefingertips only and keeping her hindend up leftie went to a shoulder looked at himpurring as he loved her up  after a while he went around to the other side of the bed to stroke her flank and shed turn her headturn onto that shoulderhips still high purring unbroken

    cunt of a cunt said to the godkeeper Remind him he didn’t take one picture of any of those precious moments.
Accentuate. Precious.

What of his memory? Can’t we fade it?

I’ve tried. That’s a lost cause.
                                 We’ll just pique himtwist the blade.
Ohmy.
        I’m grateful I’m on your side.

cunt of a cunt grinned cruelly     

1336,  Twosday – leftie died,  10  12. 24
1051,  Wednesday,  11  12. 24