10.9.14



Astronomically  its referred to as a Super Moon
the moniker refers to the nearness of the moon to the Earth  a nearness which is waning 
every passing second minute
every day slipping furthur  and furthur away
not  it seemed  that anyone else aside from him his grrl and a gaggle of sympathetic eggheads oddballs and astronomers even cared


Oh look at the moon  Pretty


his following  actually  bore a caveat
he didnt imagine it so much moving furthur and furthur away from Earths grasp and orbit
but rather  obsessively  watched it as a portal  a doorway  through which things departed or entered our sphere  our Universe
utterly bright and crisp  it seemed to him a kind of terminus  a chimney flue made of sky 
and mired thus  he watched intensely
   
for gathered at the foremost tips of a reef of black tree limbs  
                                                                                                 sparkling like Christmas lights
were diaphanous winged insects shot through with moonbeams
    
and as these bespeckled black limbs began to bow under their amassed weight   
a type of galactic springboard
the insects lifted suddenly at once  in a murmuring a refracting swirl  spiraling  almost 
a single animal  a dragon  towards the widemouth of the Anxious moon
 
and watching their ascent
they were soon reduced
to a smoky shadow  a furtive doppelganger of occasional blinking particles
true fireflies

it never occurred to him that they wouldnt achieve the pompous requisite velocity   
according to their mass
to escape

they did escape

and he was obliged to hate them

because he
one of tens of billions of hapless earthlings  hadnt the gumption or wings or perseverance   
the magnificent endurance to embrace and mount the trembling milky sky
to leave
to see the place opposite where he stood  shackled
Earthbound



he set an uncorked bottle of dark rum down between his feet and stared up  amazed
and lonely
  
Imagine     insects making him feel abject     or lonely

from his breastpocket he nudged up a pack of cigarettes with the blunt of his thumb
taking it in hand he shook up a raft of straights and nibbled one free with his mouth
repocketing the pack he slipped a matchbook from his hip pocket  torn one free
and struck it

he inhaled deeply

he exhaled deeply

the smoke coiling out his mouth did a doubletake at the moon
and intrigued  hung  suspended  above his head
  
when his second and third exhales joined the first  they slowly began to rise
then joined by his successive exhales  almost like a dull quicksilver  their cloud reflected
the pindot of his lit cigarette
in it he could scarcely make out a sullen reflection of himself watching his pathetically 
bound self

his reflection nodded

he recognized he absently nodded back

then the smoke like an lazy unkept beast turned  and rose
following the fireflies
 
 
in time he could make out a scarce thin twine at the moons face   it winked at him
then it was gone
leaving him yet more dejected
more lonely



she came up from the yard to refill her tumbler  took a cigarette from him  he lit it for her
--   This is marvelous isnt it

--   Thats one word to describe it

--   Fucking marvelous  I cant begin to describe the sensations Im feeling

he nodded
he didnt reply
he was preoccupied
rapt
watching her exhales gather agog in a bloom over her head  ever so slightly  a halo
then a reticent dull glass reflecting her crossbraided crown
trembling

anxious to begin


his loneliness smiled at it
and dissipated


2322,  Twosday,  9  9. 14