23.2.23

out the corner of his eye things were fuckedupwere  cruelly elasticmorphing

   he caught a glance of a wroughtiron handrail feign to lurch across the concrete stepswhip at his legs  
                                                                                                             stoppingglaring it acted like whas your problem old man 
the tree beyond it smiled and bowed
a bush at its feet snickered then crawled off snatchingup paper waste and dull pillbugs

he shook his headshook it off 
                               blinked like a madmanclearing his eyes
slapped the railing
                    stout
eyed the tree
               it hadnt a waist 
the bush 
          festooned with candywrappers papercrap was rooted

at the foot of the steps he crossed to the other side of the street went back to his reading 


   someone on a bicycleON the fucking sidewalk tossed its shadow into his legs 
                                                                                    he almost trippedtumbled
rearingup he spuncrying Motherfucker whas the idea

the rider had disappeared around the street corner 
                                                        if they had even been 
seems people and things just coudnt let him be as he walked and read 


How do you do that?

Practise Lotsa practise
                            now he had to practise dodging cruel phantoms and falling leaf shadows

1330,  Twosday,  21  2. 23
1242,  Thursday,  23  2. 23
Santana (Everlast)  Put Your Lights On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCBS5EtszYI


Yasay cocaine

I say heroin

Yasay fentanyl

I say xylazine (tranq – though terribly tempted to write xyzlazine – but also terribly not the end-of-the-line for users)

hopefully test strips keep them alive   To keep using?   Usings better than DEAD 



Yasay cocaine

I say heroin

Yasay fentanyl

I say xylazine

   too bad whacant be said  Lets call the whole thing off
                                                 NO  people love to be altered
hardwired in our DNA

1132,  Thursday,  23  2. 23
One More Cup of Coffee  Dylan  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95cufW4h-gA

 
   screwy

his blog listsarchives his pieces by the first letter

sometimes it looks like code

H
C
R
   this string suggested apocryphal though not being a Biblebeast he wasnt impressed rather he thought  any crap

a week later

I
F
T
A
H
Y

   if I have tha Wha   infantile anarchy

A
H
Y

   shows up in both achy  apathy  hymnal not a Biblebeast 


thas the nice thingbout words theyre elastic coud play with them they were suggestive how they aligned their misspeellings provocative 
                            be wha they may 
he played with them like a kid in a sandbox each grain a letter a syllable ineffable  elusive thensuddenly a fixture 
a junkies fix
             his fix 
                     affixed afflicted 
                                      when not a damn thing was wrong 

   screwy  codex codices goddesses  woudnt follow no god

0855, Day-between-Two-Ts & 0824, Thursday,  22 & 23  2. 23
1059,  Thursday


Come on, dance with me.

Aw babe ya know Im not a big on dancing though I love watching you dance

I love you love watching me, but I’d rather have you hold me, rather listen to your voice than have to walk away from someone trying to hit on me.
Hit on you

   Yes. Sure. They know you’re here but figure sidelined you’ve disappointed me, think they have a shot, an opportunity. But as you’ve said, guy’s are pigs.

All men are pigs . .
. . Of varying degrees.

he smiledquickly Yes varying degrees   You listen

I do, you’re a good teacher. I’m learning.  Sometimes I marvel understanding how much you’ve empowered me.

I havent babe Thas all youpercolating bubbling inside you 
                                                             I gave you a little pushlittle shot of confidence  Yare steeped in it just needed to see

Consider I simply basted you in your own juices 


   You do baste me.

Hey watch tha mouth he teased 
                                   Comere and kiss me with thathing

she giggled approaching himthrew her arms around him he her  they shared a huge deep kissclenching hug


I love how you kiss me

Come out onto the dance floor please, I'll kiss you there too, we’ll show everyone. The pigs can keep to their sties.

May not know wha a sty is

she chuckled
                  Please, baby?

Awgirl I have two left feet 

That the reason why you can’t skate?

Wha

Ice skate, why you can’t?

   I don  know  Ive never thought of it that way  Believed weak ankles

I believe it’s weak ankles.

Why

Two left feet suggest poor coordination 
                                         Anyou’re anything but uncoordinated. she smiled it teased 
Im definitely coordinated 
Yes. 
     It takes real coordination to unhook my bras onehanded.           
he laughed 
            Surprised me  Was a challenge trussed up as you are although  I was incentivised 
You carry them well

Thank you.
             Can I incentivise you to dance?

he gulped audibly
                    I wont embarrass you left feet an all 
No. 
    I’ll teach you we'll take it slow . . like we do when we make love.

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0932,  Thursday,  23  2. 23