9.6.19



                        its always nice to write with that thin  mercurial   quivering edge of liquor the corona its bright leaks obliterating his continuity


if youre looking for continuity  bundle up packup  youll have to find it elsewhere this shit HA siht  this siht aint for you
     doncha hate it when someone tells ya it aint for you

for him hed gag forcefeed himself  wipe the tears out of his eyes   vomit only after his persecutor left the room

they might win out

not that theyd know




Sue loved cock

she never did say OBVIOUSLY  why

he never asked

never


how would he ask 
                    So ah  Sue  Whos cock you suck first  When

yad have to be a piece of shit to spring that question some clown who didnt want head

maybe if one became  intimate   with her ya kiddin me

intimate

intimate
         when youre #4 in a line of six guys yer dicks out shes mowin ya down like a pro barely a breathe in between her lips mouth teeth slick with cum her eyes on yers  not that ya could takes yer eyes off her like ya wouldnt be watching sharp  she dragged her teeth on ya 
                                                    ya pay attention 
he paid a distilled attention  


she was the third girl to take his cock in her mouth  

she wasnt shy

not shy
         she was hot

she didnt spit his cum into a tissue 

she took it 
            that was hot


dont get him wrong he was gratefulterribly grateful to the tissue gaggers


he just didnt know it could be this hot


he was infatuated

he made an end-run made himself #7 in the line of six 
                                                          wasnt one cock like another

the other guys zipped upeyes bugged they headed back upstairs out of the basement back to the party


Yakiddinme?
Huh

I said clearly  Yakiddinme

playing stupid had worked for him in other arenas   Huh

You retarded? dont understand English?

Quoi

Quoi? she laughed You got a sense of humour.

Oui

First year French?

Quoi

Junior high, first year of French. Idiot.

You don’t remember? We were in the same French class. But Siemers had you sit up front because he had a thing for you.

If youd have blown him you could have gotten an A in French.

Siemers  Seventh grade  Yah   You were in that class

Yah. Don’t suppose you could have noticed, all the girls were seated in back. We could have been fingerfucking each other for all he cared.

Christ

You tried real hard. I remember.

Verb conjugation.

You struggled.

You struggled she laughed with a noun being masculine or feminine.

I can still remember your crazy exit on your way to Sweat’s office: What does sex have to do with a noun?

I couldn’t believe you were that thick.

But you were really cute.

Us girls liked you, a lot.

You should have paid more attention, rather than sports, rather than playing with the boys.


I might have blown you sooner.


Oh my, you’re eager she tugged on his hard-on You’re all ready to go again.

for all his excitementhis panting he didnt have breath to answer her so he nodded he nodded like a freakin bobblehead

she smiled
            she curled her lips bared her teeth like a wolf


Sue    Sue 
               she loved cock



2226, Saturday,  8  6. 19
0252,  Sunday,  9  4. 19


she was a redhead
                     so why did he think think  shed know what the Mueller Report was  he wasnt being derogatoryclassifying redheads  just remarking of his experience with them

he knew better as he wouldnt have thought a buxomblonde would have known of the Report eitheragain by his experience

and those experiences informed him to keep redheads and blondes at arms length


the redheads he knew were cerebral

but that cerebralityHA cerebrality he liked that an awful lot meant their attention was blinkeredthey saw neither right nor left they were extremely focused straight ahead  honed like a laser
                                                                         although that said he particularly liked it when they were all about his cockthere was nothing like a woman who enjoyed pleasuring him which he did in kind discovering theirs and making them happy

they had amazing fucks 
                          he still fantasised about themplayed with his cock  

but neither they nor he amounted to anything more than a sensational fuck

when they came off his cock they swung back to their focused compelling passions  fixations 

he called them fixations

they didnt like that

they suggested You ought to shaddup.

I ought to shaddup  We ought to just fuck

Yes.


Ahyes but just fucking gets old when thats all you have in common

water eventually boils out of a hot pan

and nobody likes being burned

1444,  Sunday,  2  6. 19
1231,  Monday,  3  6. 19
Kinks  Got my Feet on the Ground  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NftN7IY6Ec




he found it awkwardnot inappropriate  honestly it was safer for single women  he wasnt disgruntled  he was just terribly sorry that terms between peoplebetween men and women had been degraded 
                                                                          but because he was a friendly sort enjoyed engaging people sharing Good day How are you he still thought it awkward if he found himself walking towardssharing a sidewalk with a woman there are few pedestrians found it was awkward that many women didnt raise their eyes as they approached each other and many more who didnt acknowledge his wellwishing


she was a younger woman

slender

not particularly attractive

a plain Jane

she was just walking 

purse slung over her shoulder 

no earbuds in

he had seen her at a distance when he briefly lifted his eyes up out of his book to spy the terrain he would walk

traffic was busy on his left otherwise he would have crossed and let her forego his Hello Happy Twosday he understood the unfortunate degradation


passing her he tipped his book forward raised his eyes Hello  Happy Twosday

she didnt have any of it

she averted her eyes left  away from himmaking him wonder with what she contended that she couldnt bring herself to be courtesy

perhaps she was born to parents who lacked social graces or werent attendant  or she was a keylatch kid  

others called it latchkey  but keylatch reminded him of Polish kolaches  delicacies he enjoyed as a boy  and perversely he enjoyed something indelicate rubbing up against a delicacy 

he tried to let his wondering pass

why unfortunately she had to own her lack of courtesy

something grated him  
                       and grating him he cast a look back at her retreating form

she was tugging at the butt of her shorts

which made him laugh

theres nothing like being caughtwhen you thought you werent

he had daughters

over his humourover his right shoulder  courteously he had taken the curbpassed closest to the street as a gentleman would he said after her Thats the bitch about thongs kid they dont keep yer ass from eating your pants     

1625,  Twosday,  28  5. 19
1147,  Thursday,  30  5. 19
Missing Persons  Walking in LA  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80WyBxo0Hto  
Daughter  Doing the Right Thing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zSGlbPI3ss