23.9.18



      vulns
             in Walkaway every time he read the word it bothered him

used in context he was able to detecteke out a kind of continuitya frame-of-reference  however frame-of-references only take one so far  he had to know if the term vuln existed or if it was a fabrication of the writers fertile mind


finally weekes after he finished the book he conceded  he looked it up

vuln: a vunerability, especially one associated with computer security
                                                                         ah shorthand
(fucking computer geeks and their specialised vocabulary acronyms hiding in plain sightWhere’s Waldo? realities and common sense)
             Waldos a freak there was nothing attractive or inspiring about him a fucking bookmark frankly if Waldo had the misfortune of stepping out into the road ahead of him he wouldnt swerve to avoid him any more than the brilliantblue-infused buck he killed three years ago Waldo would be a fuckin idiot to play with fire
hed get burnt

probably his only disgust with the matter would be him having to dig Waldo clots out of his tire treads or strip his comicbook flesh out of his grillwork off his headlights      



humans had vulns
                    probably more ruinous to a human system than a coded programme 

but who was he to make such a call
                                      You must know that a persons ability to discern the truth is directly proportional to his knowledge (pg 68 The Third-Body Problem)

who was he to say when so often he heard so many people cop to convenient lies rather than ruminate or explain inconvenient truths

See that fucking hourglass over there? That’s my time you’re wasting, an I aint gonna get squat of it back because I explained myself to you.

because you arent worth the time

no ones worth the time

time briefly  is worth lying for


a whole new set of vulns

vulns placed inside a Venn diagram 

Worthwhile

Unworthwhile

what the fuck would that diagram look like

where would you start illustrating illuminating and despite its bright light who would really look and see

its hard to be patient for night vision to return after youve been lightblinded particularly if you think youre being pursued 
          are paranoid


It’s not a question of being paranoid, it’s a question of being paranoid enough.



he exercised practised carried a blade so he didnt waste his time with paranoia

he was a cut-an-dried kinda soul


late August, 2018
1601,  Saturday,  22  9. 18
 

another Old White Man


Senator Grassley ought to choke on a cob of corn No Heimlick manoeuvre for you

                                                                                  another Old White Man Who Thinks He Knows Best spreading his black authoritarian batwings and no longer bothering to hide his vampire fangs
Look into my eyes 
                    Daddy Knows Best ofcoarse

his black and whiteohsofucking black an white determination of white men about and over women about sexual assault it wasnt that bad if it was that bad she would filed police reports years ago
                                                                                       sez Male Republicans 

Grassley out of Iowa eightyfive years oldeightyfive years of his head up his crusty ass

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