2.4.24


Awgawd  sorry sorry     Im sorry
                                       it takes a big man to apologise when hes wronged someone  something
say  alligator lizards
                       Im sorry

hed leaptup onto a short drystacked threestacked bearing on three surfaces stone wall an leapingup found himself betweeninterrupting a sweated amorous pairSURPRISE ofcourse youNO he coudnt speak for you  he never hear bedroom doors open they hustledoff in opposite directions throwing disconsolate glances over their shoulders 
                                                                                                          he was familiar
seen them all his life
dejected
cheerless
gloomy
         though he thought he only provoked them in his family

outside its confines he found them too

   Tough he thought  they overevaluated him
                                                 Thas on them
spare the rod spoil anticipation

he was kind
enjoyed an abundance of initiative
goodnatured
did things because he wanted to 
despite being aware that others may try to take advantage of him
                                                                      those  who when he put his foot down
felt he denied something he owed them

  How to  how do I say this properly he would say

theyd be pensive or in their faces seemed pensive  although positive  assured    he helped before
Yes
      How can I say this properly
                                        Aah
Fuck you

didnt do what they wantedassumed hed provide again
                                                             really upset them
who was hehow dare he   how dare he change thingsup

when he helped he was conscious some would feel enabled  anassuch feel they had a perfectright to compel him
WRONG
          he didnt bellow

he helped because he wanted to  not because he was obligated
                                                                     I aint a kidney donation


finished urinating he jumped down
                                     I am sorry

walkingoff he muttered Jesus  Cockblocking lizards  Wha other surprises are in store for meWho knew


NO ONE knows


couple hours later jumpedup on the wall
                                             cockblocked two lizards
couldnt say they were the same pair

early afternoon,  Monday – April Fools,  1  4. 24
1142,  2sday,  2  4. 24

he had the time of his life
                           at least he thoughthad a vague sense  it was his life   His
hed been accused of a lot of things
                                     fessedup to a majority of them  they sounded like him
coudave fooled himself

though some were too sweet not to rollup take advantage of  take the fall
                                                                                accountabilitys a bitch

   yet had met many bitches he was fond of


Sure  Thas on me
                    I woudnt have done it if I coudnt endure the punishment ifIF   if I got caught

1116preferred to 2316,  Sunday,  31  3. 24
0943,  2sday,  2  4. 24
Iron Butterfly  In the Time of Our Lives  James Gang;  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwjsmmM450oc
James Gang  The Bomber A: Closet Queen B: Bolero C: Cast Your Fate to the Wind  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWiQ6k4HCwo   Tend My Garden  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ui2Q11IbAY