(( yah . . . I got a mother ))
He lost his acclimation
it slipped went right out the window
but
a month would do that to anyone
in that mean
time
his
argument for its repair was tepidly observed
the machine its heating element failed
Cub Scouts 101 but there wasnt a backup a redundant system unlike a Cub Scout was instructed
every
plan should have a Plan B
he supposed no one in the organisation
was ever a Cub Scout
too
young
not that they didnt have good
reason to mistrust their elders
they were after all
having to live the majority of their lives in the trash heap and spoils their
elders refused to avert
to act Against
when
the Dominoes were stacked and tipped and
they began falling over
all
they had to do was get ahead of the fury and pull out a few dominoes to
disconnect their tumbling
their linear physics
but likely the pickings were too
good to resist
Too Good
they turned their eyes away or skewed their perceptions
and with no one to
alter the stereotype Humankind -- Fact people
stereotype -- then greed
selfishness wins out
There Was Never Enough
Never
so his acclimation was dispirited
he was going to have to go back
to the beginning start anew reinvent himself
the exercise was obvious
or
should have been obvious if you werent born with a silver spoon stuck in your
mouth(or up your nose)
we always have something in
ourselves to unearth
plumbing Know Thyself
it is our heavylifting dredging panning and intro-circum-spection
no one can be us but us
no one can compel us more than we
can compel ourselves or punish us more than we punish ourselves
it should be inherent not inherited
and not necessarily coherent
but
it should be
if No
well
if No
he didnt know
No
he
had only his clues
so he returned to the repaired
sauna
let
the heat slake its due
eventually
the long filthy plexiglass
window set in the heat-marred door would transform itself into a black blinder
across his vision shudder then become a revealing silver screen
streaming all sorts of inputs sensory
and serene
from places he hadnt
an imagination of
1353, Thursday,
7 5. 15
2021, Thursday,
7 5. 15
