“. . . essay proves rebarbatively resistant to his usual emphatic approach.”

                                                                                 Jo Catling  translator

rebarbatively  rebarbative

                                   Anybody

certainly not himhe tried to deconstruct it  got hungup on barb

                                                                   a barb isnt a good encounter

hed take it that the word was unemphaticCOWARD

                                                          Look it up

he disliked with extreme prejudice that he goaded himself

but no one could goad him like he could

                                               thats

a good attribute  good practise

it came down from his parents

                                 Know your worth. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Catch hell?  You catch it from yourself be . . your own worst critic.

their words have served him well

rebarbative

unattractive

objectionable

learn something new every day

                                   now

would he remember

    if he didnt

                   rebarbative

 

not seven pages later WG Sebalds collection of essays Silent Catastrophes Catling quotes Sebald  How much home does a person need?

                                    spoke to him

as a boy he told his parents  When I growup Im not living here

two long years after graduating high school he flew the proverbial coop

                                                                            coop  he reminded them

. . . is an enclosure made of wire metal bars where birds animals are kept

they were all there his parents his seven siblings when he backed down the mealy remains of the driveway he would later return for the week it took to tearup by hand and sod

there were tears in everyones eyes

his tears were for his siblings because he knew they would never leave

                                                                               they made their lives there

    his goading wore spurs

afternoon Saturday,  19  7. 25

1233,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

Doc Keeley  clinic in Dwight Illinois hed use the familiar address for a physician since he was born at the same named hospital Rush Medical the college where Keeley was certified 

                                                     Daniel Okrents Last Call: The Rise and Fall of Prohibition

Keeleys Gold Cure  injections of bicholoride  double chloride of gold  to quell “the irresistible craving of nerve endings for alcohol”

                            later chemical analysis of Keeleys proprietary tonic phonaesthetic determined it contained 27.55% alcohol hmm  alcohol to defeat alcoholism plus “ammonium chloride, aloin – hed go for a loin until he discovered it wasnt  rather a C-glycosidic derivative of anthraquinone found in the latex of aloe vera plants  an anti-inflammatory – and tincture of cinchona – in a cinch  also known as Jesuits bark  Peruvian bark  quinine – but no gold. His hypodermic injections also contained sulfate of strychnine – which in itself packs a wallop  mistakenly he thought it was in Jimsonweed WRONG  his hallucinations were caused by tropane alkaloids  atropine scopolamine hyoscyamine – atropine – loanbehold – and boracic acid.”

                                  if all those words didnt tickle tongues as his was tickled pink as pussy

WHELL

          not his problem

was his pleasure

 

phenomenal what early physicians concocted for clients   patients  clients       patients      clients

   what have you

concocked 

              Now, if you’ll just bend over for me . . .         

1340,  Wednesday,  23  7. 25

1136,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

https://library.ndsu.edu/fargo-history/index2558.html?q=content/keeley-institute#:~:text=Leslie%20E.,term%20%E2%80%9CGold%20Cure%E2%80%9D).

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/34393136/ 

at the Wall Street Journal  they called it a bawdy doodle a very nice phonaesthetic

                                                                                     Whas not to like

And an anti-Tolkien cellar door posit

                                      Go go go Wall Street Journal

thirtyfour-count felon said “I never wrote a picture in my life.”

    No

            Cant imagine hes written a picture

https://www.rollingstone.com/politics/politics-news/trump-denies-epstein-birthday-letter-drawing-1235388615/

 

keeps trying to imagine what felons view is like that orange head tucked deep up his ass

2105,  Monday,  21  7. 25

1010,  Thursday,  24  7. 25

PS  butt plug or suppository