29.9.20


Im wronghuh

she said  You are.

Then I like that you werent intimidated because Im a man an corrected my error ignorance  Thank you  I wouldnt wanna be walking around with ceviche on my lips and thinking I was referring correctly to something rare exotic or obscure 

Carefully thought out, is the definition in original French. You were, somewhat, in the neighbourho . .
. . Stop  I was not
                    Please dont spare my feeling  Im better with pain  Pain reinforces mistakes an makes you not want to suffer them again . . so Ill learn itll stick like Japanese rice

Okay. Then you’ve learned?

I have

And what was your error?

I erred in thinking that ceviche – cold fresh raw fish cured with citrus juices seasoned with aji chili peppers chopped onions coriander is not  is notthough some might think ceviche is rare or exotic -- it is not recherché

 

Yes. Correct.

Yes Thank you 
                Ive always known you were intelligent  Who would want to hang out with a bimbo no matter the sex
Not me

Nor me either.


We . . meld


We certainly do. 
                         Which lash did you want me to use to bring your knowing home?

Yare the dominatrix  Lead on

 

January,  2020
1607,  Monday,  28  9. 20

Iron Butterfly  Most Everything You Want  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfjFhl9iKR0 

 
he was aware enoughversed enough  had endeavoured throughout this political adult life to anticipate the American presidential debates 
                       to know this one historically stunk to the high heavens

listening watching
                     the president of the United States Donald J. Trump was wretched  an embarrassment  exceeded even his wildly-imaginative mind 

repeatedly he had cried out loud since Trump a desperate wannabe glided down the gilded New York escalator to announce his candidacy to a remunerated crowd cheering at his feet
                                                                         TRUMP IS A PIECE OF SHIT
nothing has changed

the clown is consistent    

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elzdU08s5so  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8-WtUyv2Fg

2345,  Twosday,  29  9. 20

https://www.msn.com/en-us/news/politics/an-epic-moment-of-national-shame-the-debate-was-an-embarrassment-for-the-ages/ar-BB19yCW4?li=BBnb7Kz&ocid=mailsignout

 

he was good with mazes

he dreamed of mazes 

and dreaming hed been at home in them for as long as he could remember 
                                                                            that and dreaming of sexually negotiating women

You’re a real charmer, aren’t you?

My Maw said I was charming

it helped to be facially and physically fortune

 

years ago in Santorini, Greece he led the bachelor and bachelorette parties bride and groom to-be back to their hotel one long conga line that he repeatedly called a daisy-chain he was surpriseddistressed how many of his younger cohorts didnt pickup on his remarkthey were all younger he led because they didnt know where they were how they got there or how to get back

after his swim the next morning during breakfast word spread among families and friends people who had stayed in they asked him how he managed itdidnt get lost
                                                   he replied he has a sense that floats lazily overhead like a childs toy balloon and keeps him aligneddirects him 
                                             I dream of mazes he concluded so I am comfortable in them

mazes and unopened doors 
                             passions
confronted with a chastity belt he could pick the lock with a hairpin or less-ingenious locksmith tools he stole from his old man

he was an excellent repo man he could have been a splendid burglar or second-story man if he was a greedy



last night he outdid himself 
                             he dreamed it seemed he was in it forever he dreamed he was in a three-dimensional maze

he had been reading about quantum physics and quantum gravity 

inadvertently he dragged them into his dreamsthey had to be kicking and screaming half the time he didnt want to be there either 
            hence him refusing to distinguish between nightmares and dreams like men and women people  why identify themviolate them by their sex

the maze was constructed without an up or downabated by fluidity an Escher-construct of ironworks office buildings malls demolitions junkyards profound hotels and carpetedsmoky casinos bowels eyries parking garages steps stairs staff hallways and gratefully a garden maze when he finally escaped

he thought he should have solved it faster  

several of his hes admonished him to be grateful he did

 

the exercise of the maze 
                        walking on walls and ceilings like an insect
                                                                       was to escape it and then find France Avenue South


it was night when he exited

the street signs were torn down  

a road was a road a street a street a county highway a county highway
                                                                             fucking dream didnt even afford him an address on France


seemed his Beginning had no end  
                                      a perfect maze

 

0550,  Sunday,  27  9. 20
1400,  Monday,  28  9. 20

Pacific Gas & Electric Company  Are You Ready  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MR1LBEJ-ok