6.5.25


Michael Shermer is a sceptic
                                 Shermer would prefer skeptic
Tough

he wrote about a man who while a young boy listened to Roosevelts Fireside Chats on the familys radio
    a Philco Lowboy console

somehow it broke  but by then television was becoming the rage and the family owned three

his parents passed away

the house was left to him

when he married they held the ceremony in the spacious backyard on the lawn

midway through it music began playing inside the house the song was a favorite of his parents

unable to help himselfhe excused himself to his fiancée and rushed inside  he stood before the radio until the song was over and when it ended the lighted dial flickered flickered  dulled
                                                                                       and went out

it never worked again 

Shermer was sceptical


reading the passage he was not
                                   as a boy his family had a handmedown Zenith portable black and white television set

it broke

there wasnt money in the family budget to have it repaired


    one Saturday he read in the newspaper that the Wizard of Oz was going to be televised  a weekend matinee

he dug the moviehe thought  What the hell

plugged the television into the wall

turned it On

turned it to Channel 9

there were ten minutes before it would air

as he sat before it on the threadbare carpet his mother entered the room from the kitchen What are you doing? she asked

The Wizard of Oz is going to come on

she saw he had plugged it in 

the screen was black

The television doesn’t work.

No  It hasnt

    she shrugged I suppose you’ll see.

I suppose I will
                 aneven as he said it he was willing it be  he had nothing to lose

she went back into the kitchen to continue preparing food to make dinner
                                                                             she yelled  It’s a beautiful day.
You ought to go outside and enjoy it.


at One PM on the wall clock above the television and stand nothing appeared on the screen

matinees usually began with their host boring him to tears with their introductions

at OneOfive the screen flickered flickered
                                            then flickered to life as the host concluded

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_M1IpBxoQ3U

he heard his mother drop something a bowl he thought  it broke
                                                                     she rushed in  What did you do?
he was tempted to ask her what she did  Nothing  he said
                                                                 Im watchin the Wizard of Oz

436preferred,  Sunday,  27  4. 25
1225,  Tuesday,  6  5. 25

    he was happy that was over
                          Sheesh
what did he do to deserve that    forum


    he knew he didnt have to do anything to provoke himselfwaylay himself accost  himself

he was a masochist

his mother a sadist

    he was perfectly conditioned for dreams to torment himnot nightmaresnever nightmares at worst a baad dreeam
               actually

he believed his dreams were decadent    streaming  he binged
                                                                    who needed on-line  
thatsaid
           he still wandered in from time to time youtube   for intellectual tokes               

he found transhumanism there Ofcourse he woud
                                                   Christians fear it

he found “History provides he liked supplies constant tests of what your religion is for and there is no end until the end, right?”
                        a pet peeve right?

he found “Every moment (is) a moral test.”  
                                                         grateful it didnt concluded with right?

 

    intellectual tokes

occasional pro hockey and football highlights
                                                highlights  because he couldnt endure the commercials
not that masochistic
                   and because without choice  he had to endure static tic tik tok breaks in his dreams

 

    intellectual tokes

invited by what he read in one book or another whoYes Who  who challenged him more than people when he interacted would  or could
                                    their concerns usually had nothing to do with his
his had nothing to do with theirs

at cross purposes

would likely provoke crossness
                                   one or the other nailed to one  desirable

out and aboutwhether he meant it or not he was a provocateur and frankly he understood the last thing people out and about needed in their lives was him stepping on their toes

fortunately
                   he lived alone

     he was a handful

436preferred,  Sunday,  27  4. 25
1106,  Tuesday,  6  5. 25

Transhumanism  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVJEtY-2kL0

harrassed all nightyes 2 Rs   amplifying just how much he was harrassed
                                                                                        FORUM
bound  bulletpointed  as his sketchybecause interrupted dreams unrolled unfurled unfolded

and when it did the frame containing it shuddered flickered remained on screen
                                                                                     FORUM FORUM FORUM FOURUM
clever

    what forum
what place  situation in situ meeting conference assembly  to exchange ideas  to discuss issues  issued DIDNT
         stubbornly remained in frame  shuddering flickering
and given this situation  forum    it wasnt budgingwould  in its own good time
                                                                                       he played
flopped it over a onceover egg
                              rumfored
rumored
favored
flavored
          rum   for rum 
rummy

random

ran dumb
freed
            apparently a static a tic a commercial break in his dreamhis dreams

 

then it occurred again

                                            was freed

    reoccurred
                   he found if he patientlyremained in a hypnopompic state images found their way through the letters around their edgesimperfect images  incongruent   though fascinating
                                                                                         and finding that
entertained by that

FORUM retreated

                                             ceased

quietly he hummed the music that went with the words
                                                           Goin’ to heaven putting on my shoes I thank Gawd Im free at last  Ill walk round spread the news  I thank Gawd
Im free at last
                                        
overnightmorning,  Tuesday,  6  5. 25
0947,  Tuesday

Soul Stirrers  Free At Last  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JE8kb93xBHg