7.5.20


hertz a frequency   Hz 132 and the clickiclack of a wooden wind chime

a shaken rainstick

a didgeridoo playing
                      under pale pearlescent whitelight sifting through the room off a Trilogy machine a ventilator pertinent measurementsnumbers blip blip blipping on its screen

the numbers meant nothing to him except for the solace they provided
                                                                         solace grounded in music  and blipping numbers


he was exhausted by the dayhe could barely keep his head upright

his daughter sat posed like The Little Mermaid by the waterside at Langelinie in Copenhagen on an air mattress of a hospital bed
              caressed by the simple exotic music

his head fell snapped up again

he looked at her

she was looking at him

she smiled
            then without lifting her arms she couldnt she gave him a Thumbs up

he smiled  gave her a return Thumbs up


an attractive woman played the rain stick around his daughters head and chest

an attractive man played the didgeridoo
                                           he played it pointing down then would shift it pointing it to the arched timber ceiling

the music was ethereal
                          even if everything was influenced by his hypnagogic state

2303,  Monday,  16  12. 19
1420,  Twosday,  5  5. 20
Syntrophy  Delta Waves 132 Hz  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMdhibrN2OQ   


he watched her like a hawk

he told her  I got my eyes on you 

she smiled largely

he couldnt see her smile

it lived in her huge hazel eyes

he couldnt see her smile because her face was hidden behind a ventilator mask

her eyes shined 
                 smiled huge smiles he wouldnt forgetsmiles he wouldnt ever see again

smiles unlike hed ever see anyone smile

deep  expressive  soulful  smiles


he was over the moon to be their recipient

he pleased her
                that was his job  one of threetheir job was to be sure to the best of their suddennewfound skills and abilities to keep that smile in her eyes

he watched her like a hungry hawk
                                                  

hed watch her until she disappeared

0054,  Saturday,  21  12. 19
1502,  Wednesday,  6  5. 20


the headline read
                   Justice Department Is Dropping Case Against Ex-Trump Adviser Michael Flynn
the headline ought to read
                            Barr Is Dropping Case Against Ex-Trump Adviser Michael Flynn
there was little comfort although it was nice to read in the third paragraph “It also deepened questions about the independence of the Justice Department under Attorney General William Barr, who has long expressed skepticism about the Mueller probe.”

1312,  Thursday,  7  5. 20



This is really the worst attack we’ve ever had, yammered Bozo the Clown in the Oval Office

This is worse than Pearl Harbor.

This is worse than the World Trade Center.

There’s never been an attack like this.

1918 Spanish Flu pandemic comes to mind

And it should have never happened.

Bozo should have kept his eye on the ball

It could have been stopped at the source.

It could have been stopped in China.

Bozos is still looking to scapegoat China make it his fall guy

he ought to look in the mirror



as Republicans began their campaigns he had an epiphany 

he decided he wasnt going to listen to Bozo 

he would only read what he said 

it was excruciating


it remains excruciating




Bozo embarrasses America
  
 0923,  Thursday,  7  5. 20