his sister wouldnt have approved
in letters
he wrote the date as the day and the month it was September 6
which he deciphered as 6 9. blatantly
numerical sexual
it wasnt that she was a
prude it was rather that he fecklessly implied
sex injected it inseminating anything and everything he wrote or said no
matter how obscure
it was a knack
he insisted it was wit
he loved painting things red
it was always just a matter of
timehe never relented Wait for it Wait Wait for it he played conversations fingered
them as if they were instruments inevitably
strumming it with nuance or raucously jamming I GOT BLISTERS ON MY FINGERS!
his sister wasnt a prude
she just wasnt one to admit her
sexual proclivities -- hed insist the word was proclitives – she was private she wasnt willing
to admit to her big brother no matter how often he gleefully pushed her You know she said a gentleman wouldn’t ask or even
suggest.
No Not a gentleman Though who the fuck thinks Im a
gentleman OhHellNo
Ive always try to give you the leeway
to embrace it.
Ohbaby Youve known me too long to waste your
time You know me better than that love
So Do I
need remind you
Remind me?
Oh definitelyyes Remind you
Remind
me she said softly
Remind me of what?
Really
Your really befuddles me.
May I illuminate a moment youve
obviously forgotten suppressed I think you
may have suppressed it
I've suppressed something?
Definitely
Okay, smarty pants, what am I
forgetting . . rather, suppressing, as
you say?
You’ll have to tell me.
I’m drawing a blank.
I’m drawing a blank.
I love blanks Lemme fill in your blanksketch in broad linesin a few words Im confident once I crack
the door an you see it all will coming rushing back to you
So?
The suspense is killing me.
Precisely I
think Im enjoying this more than I should
Apparently an inside joke?
For now Youll be with me in a moment
I’m waiting.
A party A really fucking boring party You were fifteen Dating Rich
Anything
Nope.
A good scrub baby At an apartment complex a swimming pool
Nope.
Nope
Nope
Lots of apartment complexes have swimming pools. We went to a lot of parties together. You always forgot how old I was.
You were mature
I looked mature.
Ohyeayadid
And so?
I figured we could liven it up skinnydipping
Ohmy! And you got naked in the livingroom. In front of everyone. Jesus.
Ah Bingo You
remember
Aw, Jesus.
You really remember
Stop. I do, I do.
That may have been a bit much to throw
you into Im sorryI apologise
You said you were sorry then.
I did
You did.
Huh
Yes. After the police broke it up.
You came up to me and held me as I cried.
Im sorry you cried But it was reallyreally nice to get those girls out of their clothes I wasnt disappointed
You didn't disappoint a lot of those girls when you lost your clothes either.
Wha can I say I lead by example
You do.
I appreciated your apology.
Now, if only you had taken the time to dress before you hugged me and apologized quietly in my ear.
Ah wasnt high on my list Youve always been high on my list
Thank you. I didn’t want you to think poorly of me because I didn’t skinnydip.
Thank you. I didn’t want you to think poorly of me because I didn’t skinnydip.
Honey. I changed your diapers I wasnt interested in seeing you naked
I guess there’s that.
I guess there’s that.
Indubitably Ohgoodness You ought to say that baby It feels real good in your mouth
This isn’t going anywhere sexual is it?
Indubitably Are you kiddin
Indubitably.
Softer
Indubitably.
Nicehuh
Yes. I’ll give you that.
Ive told you havent I Ive nicknamed my cock
Indubitably
STOP.
STOP.
she wasnt a prude she was reserved he assumed however she was like pulling the pin on a grenade
1732, Thursday,
6 9. 18
1139, Saturday, 8 9. 18
1139, Saturday, 8 9. 18
